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monstrumpuer replied to your post: im having a weird moment

I cannot take you seriously

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The jetlag was terrible. Being forced to jump into a completely different time zone opposite of his own was one thing. But he was sure sleep would be hard to come by for the next few nights. Taking up rustic in his arms, he clipped on the leash and took her to a nearby park. It was wonderfully quiet and the wind was just right. It made him happy. And since he was happy, naturally...

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Hopefully he would pick up. He really wanted to hear that familiar voice...

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¥ speak your mind

¥ You want to speak your mind; the problem is, there's nothing in your mind. "Numb" isn't the word to describe it; "Blank" might be a bit closer.

Perhaps the worst side effect of coming to the realization that caring for those you will outlive is an exercise in futility and that they will tell you so themselves was the finality of it all. What was the point of staying around people who told you something you knew to be true?

Losing Lucas and Harvey was a weird experience, in that (ignoring the pain altogether) it cut the ties with anything mortal you'd known. You didn't just backslide into your true self, you swan dived into it. Or were pushed. Either way, it felt complete. You no longer feel the need to push yourself to be something you're not. It wouldn't work if you did; Harvey had essentially told you that. He could be very convincing.

Vaguely, you register in the that if you ever were to see any of your old friends again (and even now the idea seems foreign, like memories of your teenage years do), you might begin the long, grueling process of climbing back up to the point of the human standard of normality. Again.

But, you won't see them again, a point clearly demonstrated by the fact that you're talking to yourself, instead of to one of them. Who else is there for you to talk to, now?

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[text] i made it! [text] i'm in japan.. on a bus heading home.

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monstrumpuer replied to your post: monstrumpuer imagine ando sitting with...

harveu wouldnt smoke with oreo around nuh uh hed be weirdly into andos stories and would play with oreos ear and fur while he does

and ando is like oo oo i thought of another scary story and harvey's like yeah! lets hear it! but ando gets shy bc well maybe its not as great as he thinks it is but harvey always encourages him and it's nice

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