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My Moonlight lovers sketch

I literally don’t even know how to draw but want to bring something in this fandom . This took me some time so be nice 😬🫡

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I got a random headcanon which I would like to share with our cozy community about moonlight lovers:

Aaron loves being in the forest and definitely adores every small creature he finds over there. Vladimir has allowed him to take some food with him so he can feed those small animals in the forest, oh and Aaron DOES it. He takes care of every single small creature there is. And everyone is fine with him doing so. Aaron isn't afraid of insects or anything.

But one day, the vampires may hear him talking with someone- And they find Aaron, holding the main door and talking with a deer like "I'm sorry bud, I'm out of corn for today."

Plus I can see him carrying hurt animals to the mansion and healing them right there over the table of the living room. Vladimir isn't happy about it... and less when he finds out that Aaron doesn't kill spiders, he keeps them in his room as their pets because he thinks they are cute-

HAHAHA, I indeed see this too. Vladimir's eye twitching as he regrets giving Aaron the permission to feed animals... Aaron is the one in the mansion who has no fear of any animal. Like, he is the typical to say "man, this tiny spider is even more scared of you!" and then the spider is the size of his whole freaking hand.

Plus this reminded me to Leonardo Da Vinci's fact in which he basically bought caged animals only to release them so they could recover their lost freedom: THAT would be Aaron if he had the chance.

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I don't think I've ever seen anyone talk about this, but what last name do you think the boys+neil would have? Have a nice day<3

What are the boys' last names? :

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It was a bit complicated because family names didn't always exist. But I did what I could to try and remain consistent.

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Vladimir :

I assume that Vladimir has an English last name and not one of the upper classes of the time, given that his mother is one of the new rich.

I think he didn't get his father's last name because I imagine that Vladimir's father's relationship with his family must really not have been good, by which I mean that his mother's family is not the only rich family in Europe at the time and yet that's who he chose for an arranged marriage, when it would have been much simpler to take a Hungarian family and not move so far away from the land he was supposed to inherit (I mean, it's shooting yourself in the foot to move so far away). Secondly, Vladimir doesn't seem to know exactly where his father's family lives, which seems a bit strange because : You don't travel much in those days, but you exchange letters with your family and friends and, above all, there are maps, boats and the train which is developing. What's more, Vladimir's mother's family is rich, so they can pay for the journey without any problems.

Vladimir is still very attached to his last name, which is a bit unusual for a vampire of his age. He continues to use it frequently, whether to sign letters or other documents, or even to introduce himself to other vampires.

Béliath :

I don't think there are any family names for incubi and succubi, there probably aren't very many of them and they are all easily recognisable by a particular feature, such as "Asmodeus the powerful", without doubt Beliath is known as Beliath son of Asmodeus.

He really doesn't understand the purpose of last names among humans, or how they're supposed to be passed on, let alone why some people are so attached to them - after all, he doesn't have one and he doesn't mind. He wouldn't mind taking his partner's last name if his partner wanted it.

He sometimes uses last name when he wants to pass himself off a bit more as a human, but they're always the most basic last names possible. He used to have fun using more original ones, but Aaron pointed out to him that it was stupidly dangerous to make himself stand out even more than he already was by his behaviour, so since then he's been much more careful.

Ivan :

I can imagine him having a compound last name, perhaps a French last name and a Slavic last name. My idea is that at least one of his parents comes from a Slavic country or has parents from a Slavic country (which would explain his first name other than the idea that his parents were fans of a film character called Ivan).

Ivan, like the vast majority of young vampires, finds it hard to shake off his family name. He uses it often, much too often in the eyes of Aaron, who finds it dangerous, after all, the town is small and there shouldn't be any namesakes. Ivan tries hard to break the habit, but he can't help it, he's still too attached to his last name to forget it.

Sometimes he tries to use a different one, but they're often last names taken from films or characters he really likes. It's no more discreet than his real last name, but Aaron thinks it's better than nothing.

Aaron :

It's more complicated for Aaron because I have no idea how last name evolved in Spain during the century in which he was born. But I suppose if he has a last name it's probably his mother's, as he was born out of wedlock and his mother doesn't seem to have lived with his father. Perhaps something to do with sewing, as his mother was a seamstress for the village, so he would probably have been known as the seamstress's son.

Aaron has almost forgotten his last name anyway. He never uses it and isn't even sure how it's supposed to be spelt. It doesn't really matter to him though, it's just a last name and he doesn't feel particularly attached to it, preferring to be known as his mother's son as he was brought up entirely by her.

Most of the time, when he has to use a last name, he uses very common last name depending on the country he lives in: Smith when he lives in England, for example, or Martin when he lives in France. Its aim is to go as unnoticed as possible.

Raphaël :

There's not much difference in age between Raphael and Aaron, and I don't know how the family name evolved in Italy at that time either. But, I suppose it would be an Italian last name, probably related to art or painting, especially if his family had been painters for several generations. If his father was famous, there's a good chance that he would also have called himself Raphael, son of "his father's name". On the other hand, if it was his family in general that was famous, he would probably have defined himself by a last name.

He likes his last name, even though he doesn't use it any more, it's still part of his life in one way or another. He wouldn't introduce himself with it though.

Raphaël doesn't care about discretion, if he has to use a last name he'll always choose something nice to the ear, even if it's completely out of tune with the time or place he lives in. This really annoys Aaron, because yes, Raphaël will use the last name Rossignol without hesitation, a nightingale is pretty, so why shouldn't he use it, and yes, he'll also use the last name Citron, he likes lemons and yellow is a very pretty colour, so why shouldn't he be called Raphaël Citron?

Ethan :

A Finnish last name, I imagine a fairly common one. There's a good chance it's his father's last name.

He remains quite attached to it, even though he hasn't used his last name for years. After all, it's the last thing he has left of his parents that still ties him to his family. However, nobody at the manor knows him, he really prefers to keep it to himself like a secret; he doesn't think he'd like to hear one of his housemates call him by his last name.

Like Raphaël, he uses last names that he likes rather than discreet ones, and he uses a lot of last names from films or video games that he likes, so he's already introduced himself as Skywalker or Wayne, much to Aaron's dismay.

Neil :

There isn't really a last name at the time, I think the way he defines himself changes between before he takes hostages and after, before I'd see him introducing himself more as Neil son of "his father's name" (and even then given that the relationship with his father was pretty bad I doubt he really wanted to define himself that way) then if you follow the canon of the game and the history he'd introduce himself as Neil Noígíallach after taking the 9 hostages. But as with many people at the time, it's more a name to show off his exploits than a real last name.

I don't think he uses his last name much. He uses it to impress people and to remind them that he's old and powerful. But he doesn't attach too much importance to it.

He is one of the only vampires who can present himself under his family name. So he doesn't try to invent one when he wants to introduce himself. Vampires who know a bit about Irish history immediately understand who he is, and apart from humans who know a bit about Irish history, most don't really react.

Léandra :

As with Beliath, Leandra is better known as Leandra daughter of Asmodeus. She has not yet achieved anything significant enough to be known for it, but she's trying to achieve something big enough among the succubi to be known for it.

She doesn't understand at all the attraction humans have for family names, or why they always seem to be passed down through the father. As far as she's concerned, if they were to be passed down at all, it would only be through the most powerful parent or the one who has achieved the greatest feat.

When she has to introduce herself under a last name among humans, she always looks for something amusing and sensual. Yes, she has no problem calling herself Léandra Blackwidow, she even finds it very amusing. In fact, she makes a lot of puns with her first name.

Farah :

She's older than Aaron and I have the same problem as him. What's more, given that she left her family with her brother after a row with their father, I'd imagine there's little chance of her introducing herself as Farah, daughter of "her father's name". Perhaps she'd introduce herself as Farah, Ernesto's sister for a while and then probably as Farah, "the pack leader's name".

She understands the usefulness of last name but has never actually used one. It's not something that's really common among werewolves, as most of them define themselves by the pack to which they belong. In most cases, a last name is completely useless.

If she really has to use a last name, she'll look for something common to the time and country she's in, to try and go as unnoticed as possible.

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Heyy! I like your headcanons a lot, and I think I saw request were open, so I just thought how would you think the Moonlight lovers boys (+ Leandra and farah) would react to MC being a werewolf? Thanks for reading my request :) -🪷

MC is a Werewolf :

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Vladimir :

It was cold when you arrived at the manor, a real storm was raging in the forest and several tree branches had already landed in the garden when Vladimir heard you knock on the door. Of course, he immediately invited you in, despite his distrust of you. He didn't immediately realise that you were a werewolf, you look far too much like a human and he doesn't have a good sense of smell, but even if you had only been a human, he couldn't have left you out in that storm - it was far too dangerous and he didn't want to risk you getting hurt because he refused to help you.

You told him you were a werewolf after he passed you a towel to dry you off and after you've sat down in front of the fireplace to warm up.

He's a bit wary at first, as you werewolves are known to be impulsive and hot-blooded. He remembers very well the time he had to come between Aaron and Beliath, one night when the incubus had pushed poor Aaron too far (don't ask him how he found the courage to come between Béliath and an angry werewolf, he has no idea). Even if you don't seem aggressive, he knows that the phases of the moon play a big part in your mood and he needs a little time to feel secure in your presence.

But after spending some time together, he realises that you're no more temperamental than Aaron and that you've got a good handle on your emotions. So he's not really afraid of making you angry any more - well, he's not trying to make you angry, but he's not afraid of the consequences if you disagree about something.

After spending time with you, he'll even become a little curious. He'll know that lone werewolves are pretty rare, because living in a pack gives you a great deal of protection in all areas, whether it's a question of health or protection against hunters of supernatural creatures. He will no doubt ask you questions about this at some point, but he won't insist if you refuse to answer.

As with Aaron, he always tries to lighten your workload a few days before a full moon and a few days after. Having lived with Aaron for so long, he knows that this period is always complicated for you, both physically and mentally, and he doesn't want to add to it by asking you to do too many things.

He really enjoys walking with you in the forest, even if you have more energy than he does. He really doesn't know how you manage to walk for so long without collapsing from exhaustion on the way home. After every walk with you, his legs get heavy and sore and it takes him the rest of the night to recover. Maybe it amuses you a little, but in any case, he's always grateful when you bring him a cup of tea in the living room while he's resting.

One night, there was no wood left to light the fire in the fireplace because Ethan had forgotten to cut some in the forest. You found the poor Vladimir shivering in the sitting room with his blanket over his shoulders. You felt a little sorry for him, even more so as he pulled the blanket tighter around his shoulders. After smiling at him, you decided to turn into a wolf and warm him with your fur. Vladimir really appreciated the gesture, and even fell asleep without realising it (he was a bit embarrassed afterwards and kept blushing).

Béliath :

He was with Vladimir when he opened the door for you. He would have let you in if Vladimir hadn't done so anyway. Staying outside in such a storm meant running the risk of getting hurt trying to cross the forest, which was why he hadn't gone to the Moondance that evening. Unlike Vladimir, he very quickly realised that you were a werewolf, almost immediately in fact, you had a similar aura and smell to Aaron. He went straight away to get you a towel so you could dry off while Vladimir led you into the small living room so you could warm up in front of the fireplace.

Even though he's a bit wary because of the Farah thing, he's very quick to be friendly with you. After all, you had nothing to do with it and there's little chance that you'll come to hurt Aaron too. What's more, it's not every day that he gets to meet a werewolf. Your kind rarely venture near towns, preferring the tranquillity of the countryside.

He's curious, though, about what you do on your own. Aaron has often told him that lone werewolves aren't very common, even more so these days when even the smallest wolf is hunted down to be slaughtered; living in a pack is often a question of survival during the full moons. He also knows that the pack is essential to your survival against the hunters of supernatural creatures. He won't insist if you refuse to answer his questions though, even if he's still curious enough to try and find out what you've told the others.

He tries not to get on your nerves as the full moon approaches, not because he's afraid of your reaction, but if he did get on your nerves, he knows he'd be shouted at by the others. What's more, if you really did get so angry that you turned, he'd probably have to rely partly on Aaron to defend himself, and he knows that the wolf would gut him if he were forced to fight you to protect him.

He often invites you to come to the Moondance with him, introduces you to his friends there and shows you around. He hopes you'll stay long enough to see the themed evenings that the Moondance sometimes organises (his favourite is Halloween).

He loves going for walks with you in the forest. The problem is that you have as much energy as Aaron, and even though he's quite sporty, Beliath can't understand how you manage to walk for so long without getting exhausted. More often than not, after your walk, he'll collapse into a nice hot bath.

He was waiting with you for Ethan at the edge of the forest. The doctor was running a little late and he hadn't planned to wait outside for so long, so Béliath had nothing but his white shirt to keep warm, and you kept seeing him shivering and blowing on his hands to try and keep warm. You felt a little sorry for the poor vampire as he told you he was going to ask Ethan to lend him his jacket to make up for taking so long. He turned to you when you told him you could sort it out, before you turned into a wolf, but he didn't hesitate to come and snuggle up to you. Your fur was soft and he felt like he was wrapped in a cocoon of warmth.

Ivan :

Ivan was at the top of the stairs when you entered the manor and he immediately went to take refuge in his room for fear that you might be a human he might hurt unintentionally. So he didn't listen at all to the discussion you had with Beliath and Vladimir, nor did he understand that you were a werewolf.

He spent several days wondering why the others were letting a human live with them in the manor, and it was Aaron who finally told him the truth. He felt much more reassured once he'd found out. He spent all that time afraid of attacking you but if you were a werewolf then you were safe from a young vampire like him.

Ivan is rather curious, he hasn't often met a werewolf and even though he knows Aaron, he'd be happy to ask you a few questions, as the wolf isn't always very talkative on the subject.

He notices your change in mood as the full moon approaches, but as he's used to Aaron he knows what to do and avoids making you angry. Sometimes he'll even offer you things that you enjoy or offer to come to his room to get some peace and quiet if you need it, and he'll avoid asking you any questions during this time.

He's impressed by your sense of smell and your ability to track people. He knows that werewolves have a much more powerful sense of smell than vampires, but there's a big difference between knowing it and seeing it in action. He asks you for a lot of advice on this subject and will be very happy if you try to teach him how to follow a trail.

He always enjoys long walks in the forest with you, even if it's hard for him to keep up with you, as you seem tireless and know all the secrets of the forest like the back of your hand. He's also impressed by your knowledge of flora and fauna and asks you lots of questions about it. Apart from Aaron, he doesn't know anyone who knows as much as you do.

He's still feeling a bit embarrassed about the whole thing, even though he really appreciated your attention. He hurt himself when he went for a walk in the woods with you. His ankle was in terrible pain and he couldn't put his foot on the ground without tears of pain in his eyes. You offered to help him walk to the manor house, but he couldn't stand for more than a few seconds. Ivan felt ridiculously weak and he felt as if he'd ruined your outing together by having hurt himself stupidly.

When you offered to turn yourself into a werewolf and carry him on your back to the manor house, at first he stammered an incomprehensible answer, Ethan would probably laugh at him if he saw him like that, but you insisted, promising him that you wouldn't let the doctor make fun of him, and he finally agreed. He was afraid at first that he wouldn't be able to stand on your back and that he would make an even bigger fool of himself if he fell, but you walked slowly. Your fur was very soft under his fingers and he felt really safe that way.

Aaron :

Aaron knew straight away that you were a werewolf, whether it was your smell or your aura, it was obvious to him. Of course, it's quite surprising that you're alone - there aren't many lone werewolves, as the vast majority of you prefer life in a pack - but he's quite happy to welcome you to the manor. It's not every day that he gets to talk to people of his own kind, and that does him a lot of good.

He makes sure that none of his flatmates bother you by asking too many personal questions, and even if he's curious about why you're on your own, he doesn't ask you anything about it so as not to make you feel uncomfortable. The only thing he's really worried about is whether you're a danger to his friends, and as that doesn't seem to be the case, then everything's fine.

He really enjoys spending time with you, you understand him in a way that the other members of the manor cannot. It's not always easy being a hybrid and he knows that some of his werewolf behaviour can be a bit scary for people who aren't used to dealing with them. You know exactly what he's talking about when he tells you that he feels moody as the full moon approaches, you know that it's not something you or he can control and that it's only the moment of transformation that's approaching.

You both go for very long walks in the forest. He can't walk for that long with his flatmates - they all wear themselves out after a while, even Beliath and Ethan, who are quite sporty. So walking with you is a real sense of liberation. He doesn't see the time passing and you regularly find yourself walking all night and having to rush back to the manor before sunrise so Aaron doesn't get burnt.

Having someone to joke with about the pain of the transformation tends to make it less unpleasant, and it's also reassuring to know that he's not the only one suffering. He feels less isolated and, above all, understood when you both return to the manor completely exhausted by your transformation and wanting to sleep for days on end.

It had been so long since he'd experienced a full moon with one of his own that he was a little afraid he wouldn't know how to act, but it all came back naturally. Running together under the moon, feeling the wind in his fur, racing through the forest, howling at the moon, finding a safe place to fall asleep against you. People don't realise how dangerous being a lone werewolf can be, you can't really sleep at the risk of being shot by a human or a supernatural creature hunter with you it feels much more serene and safe.

Raphaël :

He was reading in the library when you arrived. He quickly came to meet you. But, like Vladimir, he didn't immediately understand what you were. He could tell you were a supernatural creature by the aura you gave off, but Raphaël hasn't met enough werewolves to recognise their aura and smell. So he asked Beliath once he was alone with him.

He was a bit wary of you at first, even though he trusts Aaron. It wasn't meant to be mean, but werewolves aren't known for their calmness and he was a little afraid of unintentionally upsetting you. After all, he knows Aaron pretty well and he knows how to calm him down when the wolf is angry or in a bad mood, he's even often the one who mediates, but he doesn't know you very well at the moment.

But that doesn't stop him from being friendly, and he tries to come and talk to you regularly and spend some time with you to get to know you. After talking to you for a while, he'll suggest that you come and have a rest in the library with him if you're feeling irritated. It's one of the quietest rooms in the house and normally nobody should disturb you there.

He's a bit curious and wonders why you don't live in a pack like most werewolves. He won't ask you about it, though, and prefers you to bring it up on your own - he doesn't want to make you feel uncomfortable.

He loves walking with you, of course, but given his blindness, he has to concentrate harder than his roommates to avoid tripping over roots and it's not always very practical to move around in the woods with his white cane. He might agree to come more often if you guide him.

You'd had enough conversations with Raphaël to know that he was prone to anxiety attacks. Fortunately, in this manor, vampires stick together and on the occasions when it happened in your presence, there was always one of his housemates to help him calm down. That wasn't the case tonight, you'd been out hunting and had just returned. Beliath had gone into town with Vladimir to buy flowers, Aaron had gone hunting with Ivan and Ethan had gone out without warning. You didn't really know what had triggered Raphaël's anxiety attack, perhaps the fact of being completely alone in the manor. At first, you tried to soothe him by talking to him and stroking his back, but it didn't work. Then you had an idea.

This is something you often do as a werewolf, when a member of the pack is having an anxiety or panic attack in human form. You transformed into a wolf before resting your head on his hands. At first, the vampire gasped as he felt your fur against his fingers, but then he relaxed as he remembered that it was you who were with him. Raphaël sat down on the floor to stand closer to you, his breathing slowly calmed and he began to feel better. You stayed like that until Aaron and Ivan returned to the manor.

Ethan :

He was locked in his room when you arrived and didn't come out all night because of the storm. So it was Aaron who told him that you were a werewolf the next day. He also asked him to leave you alone and not to have fun trying to make you angry, so Aaron spoke into thin air.

Ethan spends the first few days trying to piss you off, luckily you have good self-control. You're a bit obliged as a werewolf, you can't afford to hurt everyone who pisses you off. Your calmness, however, only encourages Ethan to continue his nonsense, despite your and Aaron's repeated requests for him to stop.

Of course, one night close to the full moon, you couldn't keep your cool any longer. Ethan had never been aware of the brute strength of a werewolf, but now he has no doubt that you're much stronger than he is. Fortunately, Aaron intervened to separate you and you went out into the forest to try and regain your composure.

To say it calmed him down is an understatement, but at least he's no longer trying to make you angry every night. He avoids you a bit after that but comes back to you once he's sure you're not going to attack him again.

Finally, he's a bit more interested in you. He's noticed that, like Aaron and himself, you're an excellent hunter. He likes to ask you questions about it, or have competitions with you to see which of you can find an object the fastest.

You had just left the manor to take a walk in the forest with Ethan when fireworks started bursting in the sky. There was no party going on in town, or anything like that. So you assumed they were probably humans celebrating a birthday. It shouldn't have had any consequences and you were about to suggest going deeper into the forest so as not to be disturbed by the noise when you noticed that Ethan was breathing heavily and finally let himself slide against a tree. You knew a panic attack when you saw one.

Despite your best efforts to calm him down, the vampire didn't seem to hear you and you couldn't convince him to move and go back to the manor. You briefly considered the idea of going back to the manor to look for one of his friends before changing your mind. You couldn't leave him alone in the forest in this state. Running out of ideas, you transformed yourself into a wolf before slipping your head under his trembling hands, which worked much better than you'd hoped, Ethan grabbing your fur before closing his eyes. You stayed like that until the fireworks finally stopped and the vampire was breathing more steadily again. He felt a little ridiculous for panicking in front of you and, of course, made you swear not to tell anyone at the manor, but your presence also reassured him greatly.

Neil :

You met him when he came to shelter from the storm in the same cave as you, and to pass the time while you waited for the storm to calm down you had a little chat together. Neil didn't have the slightest doubt that you were a werewolf, between your aura and your smell, it was obvious and you knew just as well that Neil was a vampire. Most of the time, this kind of encounter is complicated; vampires are wary of werewolves because of your warm blood and also your brute strength. Although vampires have powerful psychic powers, you'll always outstrip them in strength. However, you don't need to worry Neil, he knows he's strong enough to take you on in a pinch.

The rain didn't stop and by morning it was clear that Neil was going to have to spend the day sleeping in the cave. So you assured him that he could sleep in safety and that you would wake him if anything hostile came near you. At first, the vampire was a little wary, but it's only been a short time since he left the cellar, so he couldn't resist sleeping.

The rain didn't stop until the following night and when at last there was a lull Neil offered to give you the hotel in town as a thank you for making sure you didn't both get attacked during the day. You chatted all the way to town and didn't really leave until the next day.

You met Neil a second time, a few days later in the same situation. ‘You again, I guess we were made to meet in a damp old cave’ you joked when you saw him. The vampire laughed at your remark and you resumed your discussions as you had last time, though unlike last time, the weather was turning to winter and the temperatures had cooled considerably. During the night, the rain turned into a kind of heavy snow and the temperature dropped again.

You knew that in your wolf form, you could stand the cold much better, but before transforming you suggested to Neil that he come closer to you to take advantage of your fur to keep warm, the vampire initially refused, not wanting to take any risks, after all, he didn't know you well enough to be sure that you wouldn't hurt him. But the temperature continued to drop, and this was not good for his muscles and joints, still weak from the time he'd spent in the cellar, and a stabbing pain reigned throughout his body.

After a few more hesitations, he moved to come against you. Your fur was warm under his fingers as you moved around trying to keep the old vampire warm. He slowly felt his muscles and joints relax with the warmth. It felt good, he'd forgotten how much heat your kind can give off compared to a vampire.

Léandra :

You met by chance when Léandra came to visit her brother at the manor. She was surprised to see a new face but quickly realised that you were a werewolf like Aaron. It immediately piqued her curiosity.

She's as inquisitive as ever, and Léandra can't stop asking you questions or wanting to know what you're doing, where you're from, why you're a lone werewolf or why you've come to live with the boys in the manor. In short, she doesn't give you a moment's peace and she seems to have forgotten all about Aaron, who is her usual target.

You avoid her a little because of this at first, not that you don't like her, but you don't particularly want to reveal your whole life to a stranger, and a succubus at that. Eventually, she calms down a little as she realises you're avoiding her and also thanks to repeated requests from Beliath.

As time goes by, she gets to know you better and you spend more and more time together. Léandra is as inquisitive as ever, but she's much less insistent about getting answers and, above all, she gives you a bit of time to yourself.

She sometimes takes you for walks in the forest, but she mostly insists that you come with her into town, whether to nightclubs or concerts. She doesn't really like walks in the forest, well, she doesn't hate it, but she prefers more festive places.

She also likes to give you challenges, which are usually a bit silly, but it's hard not to join in. She especially likes to challenge you to find her. Thanks to your sense of smell, she knows that the question is not whether you'll find her, but how long it will take you to find her.

It's always the same when you're stalking someone in your wolf form, your human mind gives way to pure instinct. Léandra's scent is easy to follow - succubi have a distinctive scent that is easily detected by other supernatural species. You follow her trail through the forest without the slightest difficulty, you end up finding her every time.

Farah :

It's quite common for a pack to take in a lone werewolf for a while. So, of course, you had no trouble convincing Farah to let you live with them for a while. You simply introduced yourself to the pack and asked if they would accept travellers among them, then settled into the camp as if you'd always been there.

Farah doesn't really ask you about yourself and your past, or why you're travelling alone and where you want to go. She knows that the vast majority of lone werewolves don't easily share information about themselves, so as long as you don't represent any risk to the pack you can stay with them for as long as you like.

What's more, even though you're a lone wolf, you never hesitate to do the pack a favour, and Farah is grateful for all the help you give them, whether it's hunting or keeping the fire burning. What's more, you've quickly become very popular with the pack's children, who are both impressed that you're travelling the world alone and frightened - you must be really strong and powerful if you manage to travel the world alone without being terrified.

In the evenings, you often get together with the pack around the fire to tell stories or play music. It's always quite enjoyable and one of the many advantages of living in a pack.

Farah enjoys going for walks in the forest with you, it's always nice to get to know new people and lone wolves like you always have interesting adventures to tell, she enjoys the discussions she can have with you and your company. She also often goes hunting with you.

It was cold at this time of year and the campfire you had built for the pack couldn't keep you warm, so the vast majority of pack members had chosen to transform into wolves to cope better with the cold. After a final check with Farah to make sure nothing was going to disturb your sleep, you also transformed to take refuge with the others near the fire. Farah came to snuggle up to you, you felt her muzzle press against your fur and you could hear her heartbeat nearby.

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Hello, i hope you are fine. Can you write a story where the characters make their engagement request to y/n

The boys propose to MC :

Hi! How are you? I hope you are well! ^^

Here's the headcanons you requested! I hope you enjoy it! ^^

Take care of yourself and have a nice day! ^^

Vladimir :

For as long as he can remember, Vladimir has wanted to get married. He still remembers explaining to his parents, with all the seriousness a child can muster, what his wedding would be like, with the guest list, the food and the music he wanted. He also remembers asking his parents dozens of times about their wedding.

As a teenager, he still thought about it but with a weight on his heart, his understanding of the world had evolved and with it the realisation that nobody really wanted him. And as a young adult, he had written it off. The people he had tried to court had all rejected him and his parents' reassuring words no longer made sense, no one wanted to take the risk of marrying him and potentially having a sick child like him and as he would inherit nothing when his parents died, he really wasn't a good match for marriage.

Ever since he met you, he's found himself believing. You've already talked about it together several times. You've talked about what you'd like to eat, where the ceremony would take place, what you'd wear.

Sometimes Vladimir would start to cry when he realised that his family wouldn't be there. You always managed to console him by promising that everyone in the manor would be there for you on the day.

Lately, he's been thinking about it even more. He finds himself moving on to decorating the manor house for your wedding and thinking about a beautiful spot in the garden for the ceremony.

He just needs to find the courage to ask you to marry him and that's the problem. He knows you'll say yes, but there's always that little voice in his head telling him that you'd never want to marry someone like him, that everything he's been through is wrong and that he'll end up alone again as soon as you realise he's not as wonderful as you think. He chases this horrible idea away every time, but it keeps whispering as soon as he finds himself alone.

He doesn't know how to propose either. He tries out different ways of saying it, but none of them seem perfect enough. He thinks of a nice place to propose in the garden before realising that no place seems perfect enough and sets about reorganising a large part of the garden especially for the occasion.

During this period, you will have to go and look for it regularly in the garden to encourage it to return, as he will even start working there on the nights of the full moons.

Despite her best efforts, the place never seems perfect enough for her, the flowers aren't beautiful enough, the layout doesn't suit her, even though Aaron and Beliath keep telling her every night that you're going to love it, it's not enough for her. It's the same with the ring, of course it's beautiful, but it's not perfect, and yet Raphaël helped her choose it and keeps telling her that everything is going to be fine.

He would like this moment to be one of the most beautiful days of your life. He'd like you to remember his proposal as a fairytale moment. You deserve the best and he feels he'll never be able to give you what you really deserve.

His behaviour is starting to worry you. You know your vampire from the time you've spent with him and you know that he sometimes makes mountains out of molehills, but when you ask Aaron what's wrong he just tells you that he's not allowed to talk about it, Beliath shrugs before saying "It's Vladimir" and Raphael tells you that everything's fine with a conspiratorial smile.

Your concern for him pushes him to go for it. He practises for several days in front of the bathroom mirror to make the most perfect proposal before finally daring to take the plunge. He invites you into the garden on a moonless night, under a pretty rose-covered pergola and lit by little lanterns. You can't miss how anxious he looks that night.

His proposal isn't perfect, he knows that, he stumbles over his words more than he would have liked, he even speaks a little too quickly and he finds it hard to hold your gaze without feeling like his cheeks are burning. When he stops talking, he looks down at the ring he's holding out to you, too stressed to continue looking at you.

He barely hears your "yes" before you kiss him and it takes him a few seconds to realise that you've actually agreed and that he's not dreaming. He responds to your kiss with tears of happiness.

The ring he gave you is of an antique design, as if it came straight from the nineteenth century, it can't have been easy to find one like that in the jewellery shops. It's obviously expensive but discreet, in gold with a small round ruby in the centre, and when you look closely you can see that both your initials are engraved on the inside.

Béliath :

He had never imagined getting married. Marriage doesn't exist among succubi, although there is something that might resemble it, but it's not official and it's frowned upon by the majority of succubi. He only began to be invited to weddings when he started living among humans.

He's always loved being invited to weddings though, it's fun. There are lots of people, good food, good music, it's a great opportunity to celebrate for him. However, Beliath was never interested in the more ceremonial aspect of the wedding. He was really just there to have fun and make new friends.

Since he's been in a couple with you, he's been thinking about it differently. You seem to like the idea of marriage and if it's something you want then so does he.

What's more, it's a good excuse to celebrate and invite people to the manor. The two of you end up talking about it quite a lot together. As a result of hearing you talk about it, he's got a whole Pinterest board full of ideas for decorating, clothes and food that you've said you like. He also asks the other boys what they do at weddings, and was quite surprised that he didn't have to insist when he mentioned his idea of using Vladimir's garden for part of the evening.

Once he was reassured that he could marry you in the manor, he started to think about how to propose. The problem is that he doesn't really know how to go about it, so he often thinks about it and asks Ethan for advice. The doctor isn't much help, though, as he just says, "Just ask! Why are you complicating your life? It's just a marriage proposal, Bel".

Of course, he's partly right, it's only a marriage proposal. But he can't just ask you for it any old way. It has to be organised to a certain extent, you can't expect it, the setting has to be both romantic and chic, and you both have to be dressed to the nines.

This proposal must be engraved in your memory as one of the most beautiful days of your life with him, and you must remember it 100 years from now as a wonderful evening.

He takes Ethan with him on a tour of different restaurants and hotels in and around the city. He needs Ethan's opinion to make his choice; he wants to propose to you somewhere beautiful before enjoying a night alone with you in one of the chicest hotels around.

He also asks the people at Moondance for their advice, and he gets a lot more help there than he does with Ethan. Some give him lists of the best hotels and restaurants, while others advise him on the best places for a honeymoon. When he returns to the manor, he sorts through the suggestions with Raphaël and Vladimir.

You notice a few changes in his behaviour during this period, not enough to worry you, but enough to intrigue you. You know you can't ask Ethan anything about it, because he'll be as mute as a grave, so you tackle Vladimir, who stammers out a few panicked excuses before fleeing the room like a thief. That's enough for you, you know that your partner is up to something and that everyone but you is in on it.

Your curiosity forces him to hurry, so he goes out in the middle of the day with Ethan to buy the ring and spends several hours choosing the one that looks best, under Ethan's weary gaze, who nearly falls asleep several times in the various jewellery shops they visit. Then Beliath books the restaurant and the hotel, having hesitated for a long time over the final choices.

He invites you to a restaurant just a few days later, which doesn't surprise you too much given that Beliath has got into the habit of inviting you to private evenings quite regularly. Your partner's behaviour seems a little stranger than usual, however, as he rarely seems slightly stressed.

He proposes at the end of the meal. If you don't like having all the attention focused on you, he tries to remain discreet, but if you don't mind, he doesn't hesitate to make himself noticed. Beliath talks at length about you and all the reasons why he wants to marry you and spend eternity with you.

When he stops talking he feels a slight tension in his muscles that he hadn't noticed until that moment, and he realises for the first time just how much stress he's under. He looks at you with the impression that you're taking hours to answer, even though he knows that only a few short seconds have passed, and when you finally accept he can't hold back any longer and gets up to kiss you.

The engagement ring he's given you looks very sophisticated, but it's still fine and discreet. It obviously cost a lot of money, is in white gold and is set with several small diamonds.

Ivan :

He had never asked himself if he wanted to get married. As a child, he attended all his parents' friends' weddings and he remembers not enjoying them: everything took too long, he had to wear uncomfortable clothes, be good, not make a fuss, not bother the adults and sometimes there weren't even any children his own age to play with.

It was the same thing when he was a teenager, marriage often rhymed with boredom and a whole day wasted congratulating people he didn't know. He would have preferred to stay at home playing video games or reading or going out to see Constance and Loïc.

Now that you're together, he thinks differently. You've often talked about marriage and you seem to like the idea of marrying him. He can't say he doesn't like the idea either, he even thinks it might be fun. Of course, there wouldn't be any of his family or friends from his previous life, but he would be marrying you and there would be members of the manor to attend.

He discussed it a little with Aaron and Vladimir to get their opinions and above all to make sure that they would be present if he were to get married. Once this was done, he started looking for a nice place to propose. Initially, he'd thought of a restaurant, but he still has trouble eating human food and he still doesn't feel safe enough in a crowd of humans. Aaron has suggested that he propose in the forest and has even pointed out several places he finds charming, but Ivan is hesitant. Sure, the forest is pretty, but it's not personal enough. He wants somewhere that means something to both of you, not just somewhere beautiful.

Finding the place isn't his only problem. He's also looking for the perfect way to propose. He's written dozens and dozens of sentences in a notebook and he had Raphaël and Vladimir read them, but even though the two vampires kept telling him it was perfect, he wasn't satisfied. It's not that perfect isn't good enough - he's not a perfectionist - but he can't help feeling that it's not personal enough.

The closer the moment gets, the more anxious he feels. He knows you'll accept, you've discussed it so many times together, but a small part of him can't help thinking that it's just an idea he has. Constance has lied to him about her feelings for years, of course he knows you're not like her, he knows you really love him, but the event is still traumatic.

You've noticed some change in your partner's behaviour because of this. Ivan seems much more thoughtful and writes things down in a little notebook that he always hides whenever you come into the room. He's also more clingy with you, which doesn't particularly bother you because you know that your partner sometimes needs reassurance that you love him.

Vladimir and Aaron try to look neutral about it, but, listen, their adorable little Ivan is going to propose, of course they're happy. That's what's got you suspicious - you don't know what's going on in the manor, but Vladimir is in a strangely good mood and Raphael often interrupts Aaron mid-sentence when you're there and he's talking about Ivan. However, no matter how hard you try to find out what's going on, Ethan, Beliath and Raphael act as if they don't know anything about it, which is all the more suspicious given that secrets don't normally stay secret for very long in this manor.

When the day finally comes to propose, Ivan is incredibly anxious, but he tries to put on a brave face and look as normal as ever, which fails given that he's already tripped twice walking with you through the forest.

You arrive at your destination after several minutes' walk. It's the big tree you used to climb with Ivan. You climb the tree with him and sit on a branch for a chat. It's a particularly pleasant spot, far too far from the town for humans to approach, and no-one from the manor comes here.

After a moment, Ivan takes a deep breath and pulls his notebook and a small box out of his pocket. At first he tries to read what he's written, but the words don't seem to make sense and he feels like he's being incomprehensible, perhaps because he stumbles over his words a lot and his stress sometimes takes his breath away. Finally he puts his notebook away and closes his eyes before handing you the box. He speaks more slowly this time, he doesn't need the notebook, he needs to tell you clearly how he feels about you without a filter.

When he stops talking, he shyly opens his eyes to look at you. Your smile is a response in itself, and he almost falls out of the tree as you lean in to kiss him.

It's a very simple engagement ring - Ivan didn't go for complexity. The only stone in the ring is a heart-shaped topaz. On the inside of the ring, Ivan had "I love you" engraved.

Aaron :

When he was a child, he liked to attend weddings in his village, which were held quite regularly and were always a great day of celebration. He wasn't really interested in the ceremony itself, preferring to play with the other children and enjoy the festive food that had been prepared. He also liked to explain to his mother what he wanted for his wedding, but when he was a child it mainly consisted of games and lots of party food, especially biscuits, pastries and sweets.

As he got older, he became a little less utopian. First of all, he needed money if he wanted to have a good wedding and be able to provide for his family, which wasn't likely to be the case if he just stayed living in the village. And then, to get married you need a partner and Aaron has never managed to find someone who's perfect for him, of course he's met and had partners but he's never felt the need to get married. In the end, he even gave up on the idea of ever getting married altogether.

Things have changed since you've been a couple. He knows that marriage is something close to your heart, and you've often talked to him about it, whether it's at night when you're lying together amidst sheets and pillows, or during your long walks in the forest when you've spotted a particularly beautiful spot that would be perfect for holding a wedding. The more you talk about it, the more he likes the idea. Sometimes he'll be surprised to notice places in the forest where he could take you to propose or to stop for a moment in front of a jewellery shop to look at engagement rings.

He spoke to Raphaël and Vladimir about it and, of course, his two friends were very enthusiastic about the idea. Vladimir offered to hold the wedding in the garden, and even said he was willing to make changes to make the venue a little more to Aaron's taste. Beliath, Ivan and Ethan found out shortly afterwards. You often walk into a room to see them all stop talking abruptly before looking innocent.

Their behaviour immediately tells you that something was going on in the manor. What's more, Aaron seems more pensive than usual. You've tried to get them to spill the beans, but none of them want to admit it and they all play dumb when you ask them questions.

Aaron already has an idea of where he might propose. There are several particularly beautiful places in the forest that might be suitable, but he's thinking mainly of the lake near the manor. He loves to come and walk there with you, whether it's to stand by the bank and chat or to take a dip on a hot summer's night. It's also far enough away that his flatmates won't bother him there, and he wants to be alone with you when he proposes.

He doesn't have too much trouble with words and already has a good idea of how he wants to propose. Aaron isn't looking for something grand or exceptional, he prefers something much simpler that will be more likely to express his feelings for you frankly.

On the evening of the proposal, you went for a walk in the forest with Aaron as usual. It wasn't yet a full moon and you were walking together, chatting. However, your partner seemed slightly tense, you could tell by the sound of his voice and the tension in his muscles. He kept one of his hands in his pocket and you could tell he was playing with something without really knowing what.

When you reached the edge of the lake, you both stopped for a moment to take in the scenery. The forest was calm, there were a few insects flying around you, pretty fireflies giving the lake a mysterious appearance and the slight reflection of the quarter-moon on the water. Aaron took a deep breath beside you and you immediately turned your head to look at him.

It took him a moment to stop playing with the ring in his pocket and turn to you. In this landscape, he finds you even more magnificent than usual. When he starts to speak, he speaks each word slowly and thoughtfully, repeating his love and desire to spend eternity with you. It's simple, but breathtakingly sincere; he feels like he could talk for hours about the love he feels for you.

When he finally stops talking, his gaze doesn't leave you, he watches every feature of your face, every reaction, he can feel his heart beating faster and faster in his chest and when you finally accept he can't hold back any longer from kissing you.

It's a very simple engagement ring, but it's also very old-fashioned. It feels solid and you wouldn't be afraid to wear it even when working with your hands. There's a small amber stone in the centre, but it doesn't protrude from the ring at all, so there's no risk of it catching on anything. It looks so simple that you're surprised when you see the first words of a love poem written to you by Aaron.

Raphaël :

For as long as he can remember, Raphaël has loved weddings, even as a child he was always happy to go with his parents. He could wear pretty clothes and play with the other children, he was allowed to eat a lot more sweets than usual, his parents' friends complimented him on his beauty and he loved hearing his mother tell him that he looked like a magnificent little prince.

He often told his mother what he wanted for his wedding, pausing at length to talk about the musicians and performers who would liven up the party: there had to be drama, music, games and food galore, and while he was at it he also wanted a show with bears, jugglers and acrobats.

After his parents died, he completely forgot about the idea. It's not that he didn't want to get married any more, but that when your own family is fighting not to get custody of you you seriously start to doubt that anyone will love you. Marriage is all very well, but what's the point if your partner is going to abandon you one day? The story with Margarita didn't help matters and slowly convinced him that everyone disappears one day.

Now that you're a couple, he's starting to feel hopeful again. He likes to hear you talk about marriage and listen to your ideas and wishes on the subject. He writes them down in a notebook so that he doesn't forget them. He thinks it would be nice to marry you. He knows that he has clothes that would be perfect for the occasion and even if nothing suits him, he also knows that Vladimir will agree to give him money to buy a new suit.

He was quick to tell Vladimir and Aaron about his idea, of course, and talks to them every chance he gets. And given that he's the darling of the manor, you can be sure he'll have everything he needs to organise your dream wedding.

He couldn't see himself making his proposal outside the manor, going out seemed too complicated and he knew he would be anxious enough as it was, so Vladimir's garden seemed a perfect alternative. He knows that the area around the little bench is particularly pretty when lit by lanterns.

As for the proposal itself, he doesn't really know what to do. He's usually good with words, but he knows he has a tendency to be a bit too talkative, especially when he gets carried away with his emotions. He could talk about you for hours without getting bored, so he can't see how he could propose without overdoing it. He asks Vladimir and Aaron for advice, of course, but his friends just tell him that if you're in a relationship with him, it's probably because you appreciate his sensitivity.

So he continued to write different marriage proposals, which he then rehearsed to make sure they sounded right.

Sometimes doubt assails him to the point of waking him up suddenly: maybe you don't really love him, he probably doesn't deserve you. He'll end up bringing you bad luck, just as he brought bad luck to Margarita and Alessio. His restlessness always ends up waking you up, and even if you don't understand why he's suddenly so anxious and still refuses to tell you what's going on, you always manage to reassure him. Once he's calmed down and is lying in bed with you, he relaxes again, of course you love him and he's not bad luck. You're both safe.

You suspect that something is going on, it would be quite complicated not to understand it anyway. Ethan elbowed Aaron several times when he was talking about you and Raphael, Vladimir swears he's not hiding anything from you but he stammers as soon as you ask a question about Raphael before fleeing to his room, Beliath and Ivan are playing innocent. You know it's suspicious, you know them well enough now to be certain that their behaviour is hiding something from you.

On the evening of the proposal, Raphaël invited you to take a stroll in the garden. For once, the garden was lit by multiple small lanterns. You sat down together on the garden bench. Raphaël listened to you talk without interrupting, while he tried to summon up the courage to propose, his hand gently caressing yours, the crickets chirping around you soothingly. He took a breath before gently closing his eyes under his blindfold. This was the moment, he clasped the small box containing the ring in his hand before beginning to speak.

His voice was as soft as ever as he concentrated on telling you everything he felt. He felt he had far too much to say and not enough time. In his stress, he clasped your hand in his and wouldn't let go. He would have liked to talk at greater length about everything he loved about you and all the reasons why he wanted to spend eternity with you, but he didn't want to be the only one talking either.

When he stopped talking, all his concentration was on you. He listened to the rhythm of your breathing and paid close attention to your every movement. He waited for your response with great tension and the faint but present fear that you would refuse. When you agreed before kissing him, he felt tears of happiness well up in his eyes.

The engagement ring is expensive and has a complex design, with several twists intertwining around a central diamond stone. It looks quite old, and inside the ring is a line from her favourite love poem.

Ethan :

He wanted to have a partner when he was a kid, but he didn't want to get married. He followed his parents to a lot of weddings and he hated it. You had to sit still, listen to the adults, not stain your clothes, not bother the adults, it was a bore! He wanted to play, have fun and make noise. OK, so maybe he stained the wedding dress of one of his mother's friends at a wedding… maybe two, well, he was considered a disobedient little devil always on the lookout for something new to do, but in his defence, weddings are very boring when you're a kid.

When he was a teenager, he stopped going to weddings and instead went out to have fun with his friends in town. It was much more fun and enjoyable that way and, above all, he wasn't stuck all day with people he didn't know and aunts and uncles wanting to know more about his love affairs. After his transformation, he didn't think about it at all. It was bad enough that he wasn't sure he'd ever have a partner who would love him despite his transformation into a vampire, so a wedding?! All his old friends were dead, all the new friends he made ended up running away from him, he no longer had any family. According to him, he had more chance of running into an alien while shopping than of ever getting married.

His point of view changed when he started to be in a relationship with you. You often spoke to him about marriage and the joy you seemed to feel at the idea was infectious. The more you talked about it with him, the more he found himself considering the idea of marrying you.

Initially, he just wanted to ask you to marry him, nothing grandiose or grandiloquent, just a simple proposal while you were alone together. Beliath stopped him, telling him that he needed something memorable, and so did Raphael and Vladimir, much to his dismay. But that's not how he sees it. He loves you, isn't that enough for a proposal?

He doesn't want to propose to you in a restaurant, it's too cliché and not discreet enough. It's not that he appreciates discretion, but he's not like Beliath and he doesn't want people sharing this moment with you - it's your moment, after all. But no matter how much he thinks about it, he can't find anywhere that suits what he's looking for. The forest is Aaron's place, the garden Vladimir's, the library Raphael's. He doesn't want to propose to you at the Moondance because, once again, he wants to be alone with you.

Meanwhile, you suspect that something is going on, your partner seems a little off every time, as if he's worried about something. At first, you simply asked him if anything was wrong, but Ethan denied it completely. When you asked Beliath if he knew what was worrying Ethan, the half-incubus told you there was no problem at all. You didn't believe him, of course, Beliath lies well, but you've lived with him long enough to know when he's lying.

Weeks went by and he still couldn't find the perfect place for his proposal, but he keeps the ring in his jacket pocket in case a good opportunity arises, and it stays there for a long time before it does.

There was a big funfair in town and, as always, Ethan insisted that you go with him. By the end of the evening, you were tired from the rides and the hours spent browsing the stalls, so you decided to take a ride on the Ferris wheel. The vast majority of people had long since left and the two of you climbed into a large gondola. You leaned back comfortably against Ethan to admire the scenery around you.

At that moment, Ethan realised that this was the moment he'd been waiting for. You were alone in front of a magnificent landscape, the streets of the old town dimly lit below, the music from the funfair barely audible, the sky clear so you could see the stars that dotted it.

Your vampire clutched the little box containing the ring before calling out softly to you. You raised your head to look at him before smiling and kissing him, which reinforced his idea, there was no better moment. He took the box out of his pocket and started talking. He's never been good at being romantic, he knows that, he also knows that he'll never find words strong enough to express clearly how he feels about you. But he knows that if this evening could last forever, he would be the happiest of men. He tells you how he feels about you, how happy he is to spend time with you, how much he wants to see you happy.

When he stops talking, you're still against him, and the love he sees in your eyes makes him blush. You straighten up a little so that you're not leaning all the way against him before kissing him, maybe his eyes are a little wet as he responds to your kiss by pulling you closer to him, but he never thought he'd feel so loved.

It's a fairly simple ring, Ethan didn't go for complexity. It's in white gold, topped with a single sapphire. The stone is very small, but the colour is magnificent and reminds you a little of the colour of Ethan's eyes.

Neil :

Neil had attended many of his father's weddings when he was still a very young child, and he had already understood that love marriages didn't exist among people like him. However, he appreciated this, as he also understood that weddings were above all a manifestation of power and wealth. All his father's weddings dwarfed the weddings of the kingdom's noble families in terms of pomp and money.

The concept of a love marriage always seemed a little strange to him, and he sometimes heard his brothers talk about it without really understanding what he meant by it.

He married many times, never for love, always to consolidate his power. That's not to say he never appreciated the women he married, but he didn't love them romantically; at best, he shared their sense of humour and their desire for power; at worst, they pretended to put up with each other and spent as little time with each other as possible.

Since you've been together, he's found himself thinking about marriage in a different way. You seem to like the idea a lot, even more than that you talk about it often and seem enchanted by the idea of marrying him. He can't deny that the happiness you seem to feel at the idea of marrying him touches him, he would never have thought it would do anything to him, but it does. He loves to hear you talk about marriage as you lie against him on the sofa in the living room. He takes a good long look at you and thinks how beautiful you would look in your wedding clothes.

In the days that follow, he looks for a place to propose to you. He wants the venue to be magnificent, after all, you deserve the best. He immediately thought of a great restaurant, but he can't just book a table in a restaurant, it has to be much better than that. He takes advantage of the times when you don't feel like going out to tour the city's top restaurants.

Once he's found the perfect place, he starts looking for a ring, just like the restaurant, he doesn't want to settle for something simple and it takes him a long time to find what he's looking for, often it doesn't feel grand enough, not unique enough. He wants you to feel like the most precious and important person in his life, so he can't be satisfied with a simple ring, even one from a luxury jeweller.

His behaviour intrigues you, of course; Neil goes out more often than usual and always avoids answering your questions on the subject. It quickly becomes a little game between you, after all, eternity is sometimes long and you have to know how to have fun. You try to spy on him to find out what he's up to while you're away, but it's hard for you to get an answer because your partner goes to such great lengths to keep his secret.

Finally, after several weeks, he invites you to the restaurant and gives you a sumptuous outfit, as usual, Neil's taste in clothes is perfect, the outfit couldn't have suited you better, you spend a moment admiring yourself in the mirror before joining your partner who is also dressed up.

He takes you to the most expensive and chic restaurant in town. You go up to the top floor of the restaurant and when you enter the large room there are just the two of you. The large picture windows give a magnificent view of the city below and the mountains in the distance, the room is lit by subdued light and soft music can be heard. Neil invites you to sit at the only table in the centre of the room. In this setting, you have the impression of being the main character in a great romantic film, and that's not unpleasant - all your vampire's attention is focused on you.

The two of you talk for a long time and you observe your partner sometimes playing with one of his locks of hair. You know that this is a little habit he has when he's feeling stressed and it intrigues you.

Finally, at the end of the meal, he straightens up in his chair to stand even straighter than he already was before taking your hand in his. Neil speaks softly but with a sure voice and you feel lulled by the sound you like so much. He hasn't thought much about what he wants to tell you, which is what's so wonderful about you, he's not playing a chess game, he can be frank and tell you how he feels without being afraid that you'll take advantage of it to hurt him later. He feels free, free to express his love for you and to give you everything you want. Neil talks at length, about the time you've spent together so far, about all the things he'd like to do with you in the future.

When he stops talking, he doesn't let go of your hand. He's never had any doubts about your answer, and when you stand up to kiss him he welcomes you with joy.

The ring is very expensive and it shows. It's in white gold and looks as if it's been tailor-made to fit your finger. You'll never see another like it, because it was made for you and you alone.

Léandra :

Since marriage doesn't really exist among succubi, she has never been interested in it. The only thing that could resemble it is a small ceremony that is not recognised as official by his people.

Léandra has already taken part in human weddings, but she enjoys being invited more, for the hunting and the festive atmosphere that always accompanies weddings. She has never wanted to get married herself, nor has she ever understood what would make a human want to get married.

Since you've been a couple, her opinion has changed on a lot of things. At first, she would never have thought she was capable of falling in love, but it's been the case, she's fallen in love with you, your way of being, everything that makes you the person you are.

You often talk to her about marriage, it's not an idea that would have occurred to her on her own, but she enjoys hearing you talk about it. You seem so happy with the idea and your happiness is contagious. She knows she'd do anything to make you happy and see you smile, so of course if you want a wedding she's ready to go with you without the slightest hesitation.

Léandra has even considered inviting her brother, as she doesn't have many friends among the succubi who could attend her wedding with you, not many friends who would look favourably on it, and she doesn't want to put you in any more danger than you already are by going out with her.

The more time goes by, the more she likes the idea of marriage. Yes, you could get married together. She could see you in your wedding cloth, beautiful as usual. The only problem is that she doesn't really know what a human wedding is like, admittedly she's been to a few, but that was for the party, not the ceremony.

After several weeks of reflection, she finally asked her little brother for advice, and he stammered in surprise for several seconds before asking her if he had understood what she meant. Once she'd got over the shock, Beliath tried to advise her as best he could, but his ideas didn't suit her: a restaurant is nice, but she doesn't particularly like the atmosphere or the idea. She's not very good with words either, and she's not sure she'll be able to tell you clearly how she feels about you - no one has ever taught her to be sentimental, let alone express emotions like love.

She likes the idea of giving you an engagement ring but… Léandra knows that for demons getting married, it's customary to give a dagger, but it's not just any dagger, it has to be enchanted to have the ability to kill a demon. It's a symbol of trust to offer such a weapon to your partner, but she hesitates, as it's not very common among succubi and she's afraid you'll find it aggressive in some way. It's a far cry from the customary human engagement ring. But you love her, you're not afraid of her and who she is, so maybe you wouldn't mind after all?

You soon notice that your partner is not in her normal state, although you can't say exactly why. Léandra's head often seems to be elsewhere and she sighs more often than not, as if something were preoccupying her mind. It's a far cry from her usual good humour and it worries you a little. You know that not all succubi take a very positive view of your partner's relationship with you, but Léandra reassures you that you're both in no danger. She's worried about something else, but despite your questions you can't work out what it is.

Time goes by and she still doesn't know how to propose. There's always her brother's idea of inviting you to a restaurant, but try as she might, it doesn't suit her. She's already not very good with emotions, let alone in a crowd of people, and she needs to be alone with you to tell you how she feels.

Her hesitation leads her to wait a little longer, until one night. You are alone with her in a large hotel room, lying on the bed with your back against Léandra while her wings cover you both as if in a cocoon. Her thoughts wander as she smells your scent against her and watches you wrap a lock of her hair around your fingers. She realises she's never felt so soothed, having you against her has made her feel good in a way she's never felt before.

Léandra doesn't really know where to start - talking about love has never been one of her skills. She hesitates over words and phrasing, far from her usual self-assurance. There's so much she wants to tell you, but doesn't know how.

But she talks to you about how she feels, about the moments of happiness she shares with you and how she wants them to go on forever, her voice has emotions you've never heard from her before, her eyes look at you with love.

When she falls silent and awaits your response, you gently turn to face her before kissing her, her arms closing around you more firmly as her wings flutter slightly.

The dagger she offers you is magnificent and undoubtedly required a great deal of work on the part of its creator. The blade is a bewitching deep black, engraved in a demonic language, and the pommel and the cross-guard are encrusted with precious stone. It looks as fearsome as it is magnificent.

Farah :

Farah grew up in a small village in the countryside, and weddings were always big celebrations where the whole village got together to celebrate the event, sometimes even strangers passing through were invited to join in. When she was a child, she used to enjoy these events immensely, playing with the other children, running among the guests and tables, eating until she couldn't swallow anything. It was also a chance to put on her best clothes.

She never forgot the happiness she felt at these events, even after she and her brother had run away from her father. They were still sometimes invited to weddings where they didn't know anyone but where people wanted to share their happiness. After being transformed into a werewolf it became more complicated, although, but the pack evolved, she attended fewer weddings, isn't very common among werewolves, but there were some organised all the same. Most of the time, these took place deep in the forest, to make sure they were not disturbed by humans. Those who knew how to play music brightened up the forest with their songs, and the party lasted until the early hours of the morning.

Since you've been in a relationship, she's already thought about proposing to you many times, even more so since you told her what you'd like for a wedding. She briefly discussed it with the other members of the pack and of course everyone was very enthusiastic about the idea, so encouraged by them, she decided to go for it.

However, she doesn't really know how to propose. She imagines something quite romantic, a proposal in a beautiful landscape, telling you how much she feels for you and how happy she is to share her life with you. Words aren't always her forte though, she knows she tends to be a bit too direct, she wants you to feel like you're someone special on that day, because you are to her. She'll go round the forest looking for a romantic place to propose to you, and then she'll head into town to go round the jewellery shops looking for an engagement ring that suits you.

You've noticed some changes in Farah's behaviour and in the behaviour of the pack. Your partner often seems to have her head in the clouds, she sometimes goes off without telling you where she's going, she whispers things to the other members of the pack before looking at you innocently when you ask her what they're talking about. And that's not all, Willie sometimes looks at you both and smiles, and for an old grump like him that's pretty unusual. Hellébores comes out of her usual shyness to silence Mathéo and you've already seen Ashlynn and your doctor signal the child to be quiet several times. In fact, everyone seems to know something you don't, and that only makes you more curious.

On the night of the proposal, you followed Farah through the forest for a while before arriving at a large flower-covered clearing, the quarter-moon overhead lighting up the place with a fairy-like appearance, you spent a brief moment observing the place before seeing Farah turn towards you holding a small box firmly against her. Gently, she takes one of your hands in hers before taking a breath.

There are lots of things she'd like to say to you, the responsibilities of the pack seem lighter to her now that you're there to help her, she never tires of waking up next to you, your breathing when you sleep next to her soothes her and gives her a feeling of security she hasn't felt for a long time. Every day, she has the impression that she loves you a little more than the day before; your facial expressions, the way you speak and your smiles flood her with a happiness she never thought possible. Spending eternity with you has become a matter of course, because she can no longer imagine the world without your presence by her side.

When she falls silent to let you answer, she knows there's still a lot she'd like to tell you. Her heart is pounding in her chest, but she can't take her eyes off you for even a second. And when you lean in to kiss her, she closes her arms around you to pull you closer. Farah feels as if she could spend eternity in this position.

The ring has a very simple look, you can wear it for any occasion and she's even bought you a little necklace to go with it if you prefer to wear it around your neck, which can sometimes come in handy when you have to work with your hands, so you don't lose it or snag it while you're working. It's adorned with a tiny orange topaz that reminds you of the colour of the sky when the sun goes down.

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Heyy!, could you make a headcanon where they’re in the early 80’s and mc is in a glam metal band? (I would love it if u put it like if she was the only female in a really famous band) and she was a bassist or sum like that LQKS, idk

Use Motley Crue as a reference if you can, I really love that band! (It would be interesting if you included the whole world of what was going on in those years in that exact music scene!)

MC is part of a glam metal band :

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Vladimir :

Of course, when he first met you, he was a bit scared. He'd never seen people dressed like you. It has to be said that he doesn't go out very often and that he doesn't listen to many different kinds of music.

He recognises that you play metal, because he often hears it because of Ivan and Ethan, but he can't be more specific than that, he even tends to confuse it with rock, so recognising glam metal among all the sub-genres of metal is impossible for him.

Between the make-up and the clothes you couldn't have been more different from him, but once he's reassured by his housemates he stops looking at you as if you're going to murder him at any moment.

He doesn't really like the themes of your music. Vladimir really doesn't like to hear about things like sex, violence or gore, and metal is a musical genre that makes him uncomfortable. What's more, he grimaces as soon as you have to train for your next concert, but he'll let you train even if he pouts.

The few times the paparazzi manage to get a shot of him the fans really wonder what he's doing with your band. He looks completely out of place and has either a terrified or angry face in every photo.

He will agree (really only to please you) to come with you to a concert if you promise him that he can stay in the dressing room, away from the people who are screaming and dancing. When he comes, he at least wants to be sure that he won't be trampled underfoot during your concert.

Béliath :

He's very curious the first time he meets you, he has a fairly basic idea of metal and he's never seen a glam metal band. Metal isn't a musical genre he normally listens to anyway, he knows a bit about it, thanks to Ethan and Ivan, but not enough to know exactly the differences between the sub-genres that exist.

In fact, he's much more interested in your style of dress and make-up than your music. He's willing to help you with your make-up if you ask him to.

He sometimes listens to your music. It's not his favourite kind of metal, but that doesn't mean he doesn't enjoy it.

He loves to accompany you when you go out to rehearse your next concert with your band. You've got to admit that he's in stark contrast to your style of dress, with his immaculate white clothes. What's more, he can't deny that he loves the reaction of the tabloids and fans when you arrive with him. He's very amused by the numerous articles trying to find out if he's your boyfriend.

He enthusiastically agreed to come to your concerts (it would be surprising if he didn't ask you himself). He remains in the audience during all the concerts, but joins you during the breaks at the end.

Ivan :

He can't deny that he's extremely happy to meet you. He knows glam metal of course, it's not his favourite genre, but it's metal so he still listens to it quite regularly, especially because the genre was very fashionable in the early 80s and he's really keen to keep up to date with new sub-genres of metal. So he hasn't missed your band's meteoric rise on the world stage.

He really loves the way you dress. He thinks you look really cool like that and even tries to do make-up similar to yours when he's in the bathroom (before taking it all off for fear of Ethan laughing at him).

He listens to your music a lot and he can't deny that he loves it. Especially as you have your own "noisy" musical instrument, according to Vladimir, which gives him all the more reason to ask the aristocrat to let him buy an electric guitar. In the end, you end up offering him one, out of pity for poor Ivan and perhaps a little to annoy Vladimir. (Ivan can't remember ever having been as happy as he was that day).

He really enjoys accompanying you to rehearsals. But, not so much the tabloids. He feels a bit shy seeing so many people talking about you and your band and making assumptions about your relationship or criticising his relationship with you.

He accompanies you to all your concerts and is very enthusiastic. The first few times, he does his best to stay away from the crowd, for fear of ruining your concert by causing an incident, but once he feels more confident he's always at the front of the stage to get a better look at you.

Aaron :

He doesn't listen to much metal in general, but he knows what it is because Ivan and Ethan often talk to him about it and he often has to deal with conflicts between them and Raphaël and Vladimir because of it, but he doesn't really understand what glam metal is supposed to be. For him it's white bonnets and bonnets white.

He's a bit more worried about scandals breaking out around you. You see, he has to protect his housemates and he wouldn't want a party at the manor to get out of hand and endanger the others. He also doesn't want paparazzi or fans coming to the mansion.

He often accompanies you to rehearsals before concerts or recordings. However, he's pretty much ignored by the tabloids and your fans, who hardly notice him. In fact, Aaron passes for one of your bodyguards… which he is a bit too, as you've noticed that fans and paparazzi are a bit less intrusive in Aaron's presence.

He tries to accompany you to your concerts as often as possible, but he's not really a fan of agitation, especially around full moon nights when he's in a much more irascible mood.

Raphaël :

He may not like metal, but he's rather curious because he's never met anyone who was in a metal band. He doesn't know the difference between the different sub-genres of metal, for him it's all the same thing, lots of noise and screaming. So he doesn't really know what you mean by glam metal, but he does know a lot about music, so if you explain the differences he'll easily understand.

As long as you're not playing in the same room as him and he can wear his earplugs to muffle the noise, he won't mind.

Scandals really frighten him. He understands this lifestyle, he had a similar one when he was a painter and when he lived with Margarita and Alessio. Now, however, he's afraid of being noticed and losing someone he loves again because of it. So he often tells you to be careful and look after yourself.

He will accompany you to your concerts if you ask him to. Otherwise, he'll prefer to wait until you get back to the manor. He will soon feel uncomfortable in the midst of crowds and noise, and if he comes with you, he will stay in the dressing room and wait for you while reading a book.

Ethan :

He really wishes he didn't look like a fanboy… but he looks as much like one as Ivan does. Like Ivan, he loves metal and follows new bands to keep up to date. So he knows your band well, because he's been following it since its inception, but he never expected to actually meet you. You're his favourite band.

He knows your music, in fact he often listens to it in the manor, turning the music up whenever he's angry with Vladimir. He doesn't listen just to make Vladimir scream, of course, but that's the cherry on the cake. He listens to good music and Vladimir gets angry at lyrics he deems indecent.

Scandals don't scare him, he's already been in some of the city's most infamous places, so he knows the atmosphere that surrounds you all the time. His only concern is your safety.

He often parties with the members of your band after a gig and… he's so not afraid of scandals that he's been the cause of a few. You'd better keep a close eye on him, because he loves a good night of drinking, but he's much better at holding his alcool than a human.

He accompanies you to band rehearsals and recordings. He's a bit annoyed by the mass of celebrity journalists talking about your relationship with him, and you've already had to stop him getting into a fight with a paparazzi (this scandal clearly wouldn't have helped glam metal's image). Despite his bad temper, Ethan gets on quite well with the members of your band.

He accompanies you to all your concerts. More often than not, he stays with the audience because he enjoys seeing you on stage and being part of the crowd. He believes that you can't really enjoy a concert if you stand behind the stage waiting for you. He knows that you choreograph everything down to the minute to give your audience an eyeful, you make the drums and their drummer rise above the audience, the lights and special effects you use would make Hollywood films green with envy, nothing is too good for your concerts.

Neil :

He knows metal, a little bit, let's say he knows that this musical genre exists, but he doesn't know glam metal at all, and he doesn't see what could differentiate it from the other sub-genres of metal, except perhaps your clothes and make-up.

Famous music groups remind him a little of royalty. There's an army of people watching your every move and criticising whatever you do, there's always someone to tell you that you're wrong or that you shouldn't have done it.

Since Neil has been living with you, you've noticed that there's no longer any big scandal about your group. Well, there are still a few scandals, but nothing that will make you look like a bunch of dangerous criminals thirsting for money and blood. That's because, while Neil sees the peoples' journalists, they don't see Neil and he doesn't hesitate to use his vampire powers to keep them away if need be.

He'll accompany you to your gigs if you like, but he'll stay in the dressing room or well away from the crowd. Hustle and bustle isn't really his cup of tea, and he doesn't appreciate metal enough to get into crowds.

Léandra :

She knows a thing or two about metal and glam metal, a genre that enjoyed great popularity in the '80s, so she couldn't afford to miss out. She also knows your band pretty well, you're famous and she's already come to hunt among your fans at certain concerts.

She follows you to all your recordings and rehearsals, and gets noticed by celebrity journalists and fans at every turn. Admittedly, she has fun changing her appearance at every appearance, which only fuels the journalists' curiosity about your supposedly debauched life.

The members of your group adore her, even if they don't really understand how she manages to change her appearance. She's a big party girl who loves scandals, so when there's one you're almost always sure she's connected to it in some way.

She accompanies you to all your concerts without the slightest hesitation. She loves the atmosphere and the crowd every time, and it's sometimes hard to convince her to go home once the concert's over. Are you sure you don't want to play one more song? Not even for her? Sometimes, quite rarely, she waits for you in the dressing room.

Farah :

It's not unusual to have musicians/singers in the pack. After all, Willie is a former jazz singer. Metal isn't one of her favorite kinds of music, but she won't complain. You're entitled to like whatever you like, she says, and it seems to please the pack. However, she doesn't know glam metal or how it differs from other metal sub-genres.

She's really intrigued by your style of dress, especially on stage. She can't understand how you can feel comfortable in this kind of clothing, between the heels, the extremely short shorts, the fishnet stockings and especially the leather, she doesn't feel it's very practical to move around in. Admittedly, since you've met her, you've seen her wearing nothing but jogging suits and t-shirts.

She sometimes accompanies you to some of your rehearsals or recordings. People are a bit lost when it comes to this woman; they may know she exists, but it's impossible to find any information about her and her life.

She avoids scandal like the plague, because she doesn't want anything to happen to her pack.

The pack follows you to all your concert venues. Of course, they don't have a fixed home, so they don't mind following your rhythm. Once Farah has finished setting up the pack, she joins you at your concert venue, most often you'll find her in the dressing room at the end, but she sometimes has fun sneaking into the audience to see you on stage.

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hiii! I was wondering if you could write about the boys with a reader that's really into tabletop rpg games? like d&d, cthulhu, ordem paranormal, etc. which of them would be down to play, who'd try to be a game master, which characters they'd enjoy playing

MC is a rpg games player :

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Vladimir :

Vladimir had never heard of this type of game before you told him about it. Well, Ivan and Ethan had talked about it before, but he'd never really listened. He regrets this a little because he would have liked to have been able to follow the discussion with you.

He's a bit surprised when you tell him that some people think that JDR makes you violent or Satanist. It's literally an interactive story, he would have loved to have been able to play this kind of thing when he was alive, even if he would have been looking for love stories, the idea of reading/playing a story that could enable him to win the heart of a character seems really fun to him (you'll have to tell him about otome games).

Vladimir has no idea how to create a character. There are so many things to choose from and set up, and he often gets the characteristics mixed up. So he always asks for your help to create his character and his characteristics.

He'll bombard you with questions during the first few games, especially about the rules of the game, which he sometimes finds very hard to understand. What does it mean that he has 1 HP left? What do you mean, he can use his HP to cast a spell because he has no MP left? What do you mean he doesn't have enough Strength points? What is a critical failure? Why can't he discuss the situation with Aaron next to him? All right, Aaron in the game is in another room, but he can have a chat with him as he's next to him! What's an NPC? It can't be a non-playable character because the GM is playing it! MC please find a language he understands and don't get upset, he's really trying to play with you and understand what's going on.

His character's alignment is always the same, he's a loyal good. He never changes alignment and is incapable of playing a evil or even worse a chaotic character. He often plays a sort of prince or aristocrat, (this at least helps to explain the fact that his character is almost completely incapable of fending for himself), he's not very strong, nor very good at fighting, but he always has plenty of money on him and points of charisma or authority, at least enough to get out of difficult situations without constantly having to call his housemates for help (although this happens quite often).

He doesn't know the rules well enough to be the GM and he only plays the RPG if you play it, whether you play as the GM or as a character. When he plays, his character always gets on pretty well with Raphaël's or Aaron's character.

Béliath :

He's already heard of this kind of game, either at Moondance or from Ethan and Ivan. He's not really interested in it though, but that changes when you talk to him about it. He likes to be interested in what you like, so of course when you told him you often play RPGs, he wanted to know exactly what they were and how they were played. However, there are so many different RPGs out there and so many different ways of playing, he feels a bit lost. What do you mean there's even a RPG where you're cats?

He really enjoys pairing up his character with yours at the start of the game, or winning your character's heart before the end of the game. If that's not possible… he'll fall back on Ethan, Vladimir, Raphaël, Aaron or Ivan, listen his character has to end up in a relationship with someone even an NPC would suit him. Sure, it's an adventure game, but who says you can't hit on people while saving the world? Raphaël always agrees to put his character in a relationship with hers, the only problem is that they always end up having arguments in the middle of battles.

Unlike Vladimir, he often changes the alignment of his characters, although he has a preference for the chaotic good, which he finds much easier to play than the Loyal good (he also doesn't understand what's so funny about this character, why do you want to respect the law so much? It's boring!)

Béliath is always creating vampires (yes, even a vampire cat if he has to, he has to be a vampire), as cliché as possible. He can't help it, it makes him laugh. He loves the irony of being a vampire playing a vampire.

He's a pretty good actor, so he really loves playing his character, talking to him about live action role-playing games, and he'll insist on playing one as soon as possible.

He's not a very good GM and he's not very interested in taking on the role. He gets bored quickly every time he's the GM and he's not authoritative enough with him - the slightest decision between the players can take several hours, he doesn't want to rush them and he enjoys watching his housemates squabble over details.

Ivan :

He was delighted when he realised that you played RPG. He used to play it quite regularly when he was still human, and it's been a long time since he met someone to play with. Of course, there was Ethan at the mansion, but they spend all their time arguing as soon as they start a game together. Because of this, Aaron comes to tell them off and forbids them to play. After learning that you like to play this kind of game, he quickly invites you to play a game with him.

More than just acting, he loves creating characters. He has dozens and dozens of them, his characters have different alignments, they're vampires, werewolves, ghosts, sometimes humans, they have different jobs and different skills. He has written the story of each of them in great detail, and he won't hesitate to tell you about it if you ask him. However, his favourite character is a necromancer who pretends to be a simple bard, and he often uses him in his games.

He has a clear preference for fantasy and medieval RPGs.

If you're not the GM, he'll always try to at least be friends with your character. He might even suggest that you create a character duo with a shared story for the times when you play together.

Despite his many arguments with Ethan (he can't get along with him. He tries, he really does, but for every action they take they have different opinions), he's a good player, he listens to other people's opinions, often suggests ideas and has a very good knowledge of the game's mechanics, which makes him very effective when he's playing with Vladimir, who systematically doesn't understand a thing that's going on: Their in-game relationship could be summed up as "Don't try to understand, I'll explain it to you later".

Despite his many arguments with Ethan, he has already sacrificed several of his characters to save Ethan's.

He could be a good GM but he lacks authority. Nobody listens to him in the manor, everyone ignores his instructions, or even listens to what he has the NPC say, only to complain that he didn't give the right instructions. It gets worse when the players start arguing, at which point he knows it's a waste of time and he won't be able to do anything to restore calm. In the end, he hates being the GM because of this.

Aaron :

He only knows the RPG because he's already played with Ethan and Ivan, and at first he played mainly to stop them fighting, but now he also plays because he likes the game. So he doesn't really need much explanation from you (unless you have a miracle solution to stop Ivan and Ethan arguing during a game, at which point he'll take any solution). If you offer to play a game with him, he'll accept straight away.

Despite Ethan and Ivan's arguments, it's a game he enjoys. He loves the fact that the decisions he makes with the rest of the players have an impact on the story and he loves the discussion phases where he debates with the others about the next thing to do. Aaron is one of the most serious players, he tries to make the story progress in a coherent way, tell him to escort this or that NPC from point A to point B and everything will be fine, the NPC will be escorted and he'll do everything he can to protect him as best he can from the stupid ideas of his housemates, he refuses all side quests as long as they don't have a direct link with the main story and has the protection of his team at heart.

He has a preference for horror stories, so it doesn't matter whether they're set in a medieval or science-fiction world - all that matters to him is that you get to fight ghosts, demons and other supernatural creatures, or hunt down a serial killer.

Aaron plays two different types of character. Either his character is an invincible brute and a powerful fighter who protects the rest of the team by regularly acting as a human shield. Or his character is a healer when Raphaël refuses to be one. He knows that his character isn't the most resilient and that he has to rely on the other members of the team to protect him, but he tends to forget that, and the result is that he's often kidnapped, killed or taken hostage (which always delights Vladimir in these cases, because for once he's not the one who needs rescuing).

When his character is a brute, he has a very bad habit of breaking anything that causes him problems. A door? He breaks it down. A wall? He smashes the wall. A complex mechanism? Break it. A complex puzzle where you have to think long and hard for fear of making a mistake that will kill you all? He breaks everything! His character is a tough guy, with a big heart but who thinks very little, and he'll play him to the hilt without hesitation.

He's a good GM, he knows how to get people to listen to him and more often than not manages to stop the players fighting or arguing (well, except for Ethan and Ivan). He also knows the rules pretty well, he's able to guide the players when they're lost without giving them the solution and, above all, Aaron knows how to tell stories. It's very easy to be captivated by what he's telling and to be totally immersed in the game, although this can be a problem when the story is a horror story.

Raphaël :

He knows it by name, because he often hears Ethan and Ivan talk about it, but he clearly doesn't know what it is or what to do about it. The first time you talk to him about it, Raphaël pays attention. He thinks this kind of game might appeal to him - after all, he loves stories, so the idea of being able to move a story forward through the actions and decisions he takes seems excellent. He quickly agrees to play with you.

These characters are usually blind like him. Whichever character he plays, he will be friends with the character of Vladimir, and even for a game the idea of betraying Vladimir pains him. He often plays good characters and more often good chaotic characters than good loyal or good neutral characters. He also mostly plays healers, as he likes to protect and be protected by his team-mates.

If it's Vladimir, magnificent! The main quest won't be forgotten in favour of the couple's story and they'll just be a cute couple until the end of the game, but if it's Beliath, well… we can only hope that the main quest wasn't that important for the survival of the world, because it's likely to be quickly ignored because of the couple fights they'll start.

Whatever happens, he doesn't really follow the story. Raphaël accepts every side quest he comes across, from a grandmother asking you to retrieve her cat stuck in a tree to the old mayor asking you to defeat the manticore attacking the inhabitants of his village. This greatly annoys the other players, who can't follow the main story without being interrupted by Raphaël, who is absolutely determined to help the widow and the orphan. His character is often forcibly taken away by the others to continue the main story, despite his loud protests and complaints.

He's been collecting dice ever since you taught him to play RPG, and has over a hundred in a box that he hides under his bed. They come in all shapes, sizes and colours. He loves taking them out of the box to play with them or to show them to you.

He's not a good GM, but he manages to deal with conflict and tells the story well - that's not the problem. The problem is that he talks too much, he gives a lot of detail, often unnecessary detail, he comments on the NPCs' clothes, the decoration of the rooms, the sounds of the place, the whole life of the NPCs. Just wanted to ask the peasant for some information? You'll know everything about his life from birth. It would be fun if it was just one character, but it's all characters. What's more, he's too helpful to the players, you just have to ask him nicely for the solution and he'll give it, and he can't play a real villain, you can win every fight just by talking to your opponent. It drives Ethan completely mad.

Ethan :

Ethan has been playing RPG for years. He loves it, so he was really pleased when he found out you were playing. It's just that, since he's been living in the manor, he's had far less opportunity to play, well… he can play with Ivan, but if Aaron doesn't play with them it inevitably ends up in an argument. He's quick to offer you the chance to play with him, and even lets you choose the RPG you want, even though he has a preference for RPGs set in a science fiction world.

He creates a new character for each game and doesn't like taking on a character he's already played with. He very rarely plays a support role, preferring to be the team's thief or mage rather than the healer. It's not that he despises this role, he knows it's often essential to a team, but… he already spends his days healing his housemates in real life, so in the game he prefers not to have to worry about it. However, despite his best efforts to refrain from treating others, he finds it very hard to stop himself doing so, and always ends up shouting at Aaron or taking something out of his belongings to treat someone.

Ethan always chooses to create good chaotic characters, but he pretends to behave like a evil chaotic just to piss off his housemates. This works really well on Raphael, his character always ends up sulking his own.

When Ethan is one of the players, he tries to keep the others focused on the main quest. It's not easy, he feels obliged to keep an eye on everything Raphael does lest he accept a random quest from an NPC or tell too much about a secret mission, he stops Beliath from flirting with every NPC he meets (they've been chased out of several inns because of it), he stops Aaron from putting his character in danger and makes sure Vladimir doesn't get kidnapped while they're away from him. In fact, the only one he doesn't need to keep an eye on is Ivan, and it's all the more of a shame given that they're incapable of playing a game without arguing at some point.

Ethan is a pretty good GM, much to the astonishment of his housemates. Miraculously, he doesn't even disadvantage Ivan when he could have done so much to hurt his character as a GM.

Neil :

Neil had never heard of RPGs. The people they knew before they were locked in the cellar didn't play it and once they were out of the cellar they weren't in the frame of mind to find out about it. So this is the first time he's heard about it when you explain what it is and he's quite curious. He really likes the concept of a story that changes according to the decisions you make, and he's keen to try playing it with you. At least to try it out and see if he likes it.

All the characters he creates are powerful. He doesn't play a specific character alignment because the only thing he really wants is to either keep power over others or take power over others. His characters are always important people, a prince, a king or a nobleman. He has a strong preference for games involving coups d'état and power plays, whether the game is set in a science fiction, medieval or fantasy setting.

It's always complicated playing with him and other people. Neil wants to lead the troupe, he wants to be in charge and make decisions for everyone. It's difficult to get him to understand the principle of democracy and he often doesn't even have the patience to listen. More often than not that's his problem, he doesn't listen to the group's decisions and ends up endangering his character or his group in one way or another.

The only opinion he takes into account is yours, and even then he'll argue for several minutes to try to convince you that he's right. He is, however, capable of listening to you and following your advice once he has listened to your arguments and you have convinced him that you are right.

It's nice to play with him though, when he doesn't want to get the better of everyone. He gives good advice and often has good ideas.

He's not a good GM at all, he's overbearing and often unpleasant. He sighs and complains as soon as they think the players are making stupid decisions and he tends to make opponents much too strong for the players. It's not particularly pleasant to play with him as a GM.

Léandra :

Léandra likes to hang out in all the circles so she knows the JDR. She started playing it when she was just starting out and continued to do so when it was very fashionable. However, she lost interest little by little and it's been a long time since she's played it, she'd almost forgotten it existed, but the fact that you're talking to her about it brings back the memories. It's always been a lot of fun and she's quite keen to play with you. She'll look for gaming communities for you if you want.

She always creates different characters, but her characters are always chaotic, whether they're chaotic good, neutral, or Evil, she's incapable of playing a loyal character, she's tried from time to time but has never managed to keep it coherent.

She particularly likes creating wizards or demons, and she's looking to have fairly powerful characters, so she'll do everything in her power to become even more powerful over the course of the game. She also does a lot of Picrew to show what her character looks like.

She has a lot of fun getting her character to flirt with most of the NPC, and that's her main way of providing the team with information about the quest. She's a good player overall, always playing her character with conviction (which is what she prefers) and making decisions that suit her character. She also proposes interesting solutions to the problem and, above all, she knows how to listen to the suggestions of the rest of the team. This doesn't mean that she'll follow the majority opinion, even if she doesn't agree with it, but rather that she manages to change her mind when good arguments are put forward.

She's a good GM, even if the NPCs she plays tend to be a bit flirtatious. She manages to keep the players focused on the main quest and prevents most of the arguments. She also knows how to adjust the level of the enemies to the level of her players, which means that everyone can have a good time without dying at the first monster they face.

Farah :

Farah has already heard of the JDR, thanks in particular to some werewolves who were visiting the pack and playing it. She's even played a few games with them. She likes this type of game, even though she doesn't often get the chance to play it. When you tell her that you like playing RPGs, she's quite happy, especially if it means she can play a bit more often.

It's been a long time since she's played, so she may not remember all the rules very well. You don't need to explain everything to her again, though, and after a few questions she'll feel ready to play with you.

Most of the characters she creates are loyal good. She finds that much easier to play. Most often she plays a human and a paladin. On rare occasions, she also likes to play werewolves or elves, in which case she prefers to play druids or priests.

She's pretty serious, and her character sheets are always impeccable and precise. It has to be said that she has created very few characters, but they all have very well-developed histories.

She has a real preference for stories set in a medieval world, whether fantasy or entirely based on reality, although she will tend to quibble with historical facts if the story is based on reality. She wishes she didn't, but she can't help it, she knows when certain weapons were used and it always ruffles her feathers to see a rapier walking around in the early 11th century.

She likes it when the atmosphere in the team is good, so she always tries to encourage dialogue so that everyone can give their opinion, even if her habit of leading a pack sometimes makes her a little too authoritarian.

Farah is a very good GM, she knows how to tell stories very well which helps her a lot and as she's been managing her pack for years she also knows how to manage a team of players. She also always remembers all the players' character sheets very well.

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Hey do you mind doing some angst? If not during the final fight against Neil, the Love Interests die(just like Neil). They become ghosts and are stuck in the mansion. Mc can't see them but they can see her. How would they react to their S/O having a mental breakdown about their deaths? Seperatly please. Have a nice day ^^

MC having a mental breakdown about their deaths :

Hi! How are you? I hope you are well! ^^

Here's the headcanons you requested! I hope you enjoy it! ^^

!A mention of suicide in Vladimir's part.!

In view of the demand, the headcanons are all about death and mourning.

Take care of yourself and have a nice day! ^^

Vladimir :

He's dead now. You couldn't even take revenge on something tangible, there was nothing to destroy, nothing to murder. Neil is already dead anyway. Everyone's in shock, you've lost Aaron and Vladimir in the same evening. In a rage, you destroyed everything in sight, threw over knick-knacks and pictures, insulted mother and father until you collapsed exhausted in the small living room.

The next morning, you woke up in bed. It was Beliath who put you there. Raphaël fell asleep on a chair next to you because they were too scared to leave you alone.

Vladimir had hoped to free you with his suicide so that you could finally leave and lead the life you'd always dreamed of, but that's not the case. You stay in her room night and day, sitting on her bed, caressing her clothes, trying everything you can to keep her scent on the pillows, in the sheets. You already feel as if you've forgotten her.

Why did he make another decision for you? Who did he think he was? You never asked for this! Everything should have turned out differently, he should have stayed with you, you would have been happy, you would have lived in the manor with the others, you could have fed off his smile and his laughter until you overdosed. You could have kissed his mouth, his cheeks, his face, his body. Covered him with your love, but he's gone. He had the audacity to abandon you, to leave you alone behind.

You feel as if you've lost your only chance of ever being happy, because what do you have left now? A manor house he no longer lives in. A garden he no longer tends. An empty bedroom, a cold side of the bed. What's the point of staying alive if you have to live alone? What's the point of staying alive when your partner committed suicide because of you? Raphaël has told you that this is not the way to think, but coming from him you have the impression that it's the hospital that laughs at charity. Isn't that Raphael, who has been mourning the loss of his partner for centuries, and asking you to move on?

You can't help wondering what if you'd loved him more? What if you'd shown him your love more often? Why didn't you see the signs? If you had woken up, perhaps you could have stopped him? Why didn't you wake up? Why didn't you hear him come out? Maybe you could have persuaded him not to do it, maybe by talking to him.

You think about it sometimes, probably too often. The other members of the manor refuse to leave you alone for more than an hour. They even take it in turns to sleep with you, lest you try to join Vladimir during the day. When you leave the room, you wander the corridors of the manor like a ghost, barely speaking to the other boys.

Vladimir is also stuck, the guilt of seeing you like this eating away at him. He had hoped to be able to leave this world at last, but he's too full of regret to be able to leave. Seeing you so sad breaks his heart, especially as he doesn't know how to console you. If he still could, he would hug you and whisper reassuring words, but you don't feel his caresses or hear his words.

He tried to move a book, to provoke a draught, to make you feel his presence by all the means at his disposal, but nothing seemed to work. He was sure he would never be able to talk to you, and had almost given up the idea of ever doing so, when finally, one night, he managed to move a sheet of paper. It fell to the floor and you took no notice of it, but after that he redoubled his efforts, a book, another sheet, a knick-knack. You didn't seem to mind either. Then one day you saw it.

Vladimir's book of poetry was open on the desk in your bedroom. You had read it the night before, as you had every night since he died, and you could quote each poem by heart. When you left the room, you were sure you'd closed it. But it was open on the desk and you reread the poem, one of Vladimir's favourites - you knew that because he often read it before going to bed. The first time, you simply closed the book after rereading the poem several times; it always brought you some relief, even if it was only momentary.

When you came back the book was open again on the same page. You thought for a moment that it was madness that had finally taken root in your mind, but things went on like that. You would close the book, and sometimes it would open right in front of you, onto a poem. Anyone would have told you to beware, ghosts feed on energy, it's not healthy, you could already hear the criticism, but if poetry allowed you to communicate with Vladimire then you accepted the danger with open arms. You started to take out a piece of paper to write a few words, and Vladimir replied by shining a light on certain words in the book. It wasn't much, but it was enough to put a smile on your face.

Béliath :

His mother killed him… The image of her body seems to have burned itself into your retinas. You see it as soon as you close your eyes. Léandra had to drag you away from her body, away from the fight and away from her mother. You would never have left if she hadn't dragged you back to the manor.

The boys mourn the death of their friends, but you don't have the strength. There are no tears left on your cheeks as you stare into the emptiness in front of you, feeling the hatred and rage take up more space in your stomach and heart every day. It should never have happened this way. You feel as if you've become nothing more than an entity bent on revenge. You dream about it at night and even during the day when you're asleep. It should never have happened like this, you should have lived happily ever after with him.

You tracked Neil down first, you hold him largely responsible for what happened. When you found him, you killed him, after all, if your parents had managed to keep him prisoner, he must not have been such difficult prey. Worst of all, it gave you pleasure, and your happiness at seeing him dead almost frightened you, almost, because you were far too happy with your victory over the former vampire to dwell on the feeling of destructive rage that was swelling inside you.

After that, you chased Asmodeus day and night. It was all you could think about. She thought you were just a little human, easy prey. But that was before you demanded to be turned into a vampire. Your rage and hatred have increased tenfold, fuelling your strength and you've progressed faster than any other young vampire before you. You know you won't rest until you've murdered her too. You want to make her suffer, to hear her scream. It's a need you've never felt before, but it's what keeps you going every night. Whoever hurt your partner has to pay, whatever it takes.

You returned to the manor after several years of tracking, exhausted, but you had defeated this creature. You kept one of its horns as a souvenir of your victory and carried it with you everywhere like a trophy.

But since then, you haven't really had a goal. You stay in the living room, empty of energy. The other boys try to help you, to find activities for you, but you can't think of anything. All you can think about is Beliath, all you can see is Beliath. All those years of hunting down his mother helped you to mute the pain of his loss, but now it's hitting you even harder. You're going to live forever and he's not here to enjoy it with you.

You have no photo to see his smile again and again, and no video to hear his laughter and voice again. Your memories fade little by little, the features of his face are no longer as clear, you can't remember his smell.

The manor seems sad without his presence, no one arguing gently with Vladimir, no one teasing Raphaël or Ivan. His room hasn't moved, and the others are still cleaning it, as if Beliath or Ethan were about to return and breathe a little life back into the dead walls of this old manor.

Beliath sees you. He has seen your murderous rage and now he sees your distress that nothing seems able to soothe. He wishes he could help you and find a way to ease your sadness so that you could be happy again. But there's nothing he can do. You don't hear him trying to whisper soothing words to you as you cry. You don't feel his hand trying to caress your skin to soothe you, you never feel his arms when he tries to hold you close.

He feels like he's going mad with grief too. Seeing you suffer without being able to help you is horrible suffering, and he'd rather suffer any other kind of torture than this. But he doesn't give up, he does everything he can so that you can see and hear him. He talks, he talks, he talks to say nothing in the hope that one day you'll hear him, but it doesn't work, so he plays in mirrors, windows, all reflective surfaces, you'll see him in the end, he won't give up, you have to see him no matter what.

And then, one night, you saw him. He appeared in your bedroom mirror, your heart missing a beat at first before a tear-streaked smile appeared on your face as you recognised him. Anyone would tell you it's dangerous, a demon ghost in a mirror, but it's your ghost and your demon. You could touch it, the surface was cold and flat under your fingers, but it was there, on the other side, very close to you. He writes on the mirror to speak to you, and you respond in kind. It's not enough, of course, you both want each other's arms around you, but this is just the beginning, you won't give up, one day you'll be able to hug again.

Ivan :

You survived Constance but Ivan didn't. Despite their best efforts, the boys couldn't do anything to save him, there was nothing they could do anyway. You didn't think Ethan would be so affected, but after spending so much time harassing Ivan, the doctor seems to feel extremely guilty that he couldn't do anything to save him. Aaron and Vladimir also seem very affected, the former not speaking to Ethan for several weeks and the latter sinking even deeper into melancholy, giving you the impression of having lost a son rather than a friend.

The first few days were difficult, you couldn't really believe that Ivan wasn't coming back. It was a bit strange, you kept expecting to bump into him in a corridor or to see him coming up to you to suggest that we read together or play a video game together. Sometimes you even thought you could hear his voice in the corridors or see his reflection in the windows and mirrors. But he wasn't there, and the joy of seeing him again always turned to sadness when you realised it.

Little by little you realised that he wasn't coming back. That's when things got even more complicated for you. You couldn't be happy any more, it was frightening, the films that made you laugh, the video games you enjoyed, the books you loved, nothing seemed to be able to make you laugh or even smile any more. You just felt empty and sad. The slightest mention of Ivan made you cry, you couldn't sleep without having nightmares and your lack of sleep only made you even more sensitive.

The boys try to support you, but it's not easy even for them. You often come across Aaron or Vladimir at Ivan's grave. You sometimes stand at his grave alone for a long time before Beliath comes to fetch you and encourages you to go home. He makes you something hot to drink and tries to cheer you up, but even he isn't in the mood to be cheerful.

Ivan sees all this, but he's terrified at first - it wasn't easy enough being a vampire, but now this, a ghost! What's more, he no longer has the slightest support or person to rely on. He remains in a state of complete panic for several days, which causes a few light bulbs to burst in the manor house, Vladimir blames the damage on the ageing electrical system.

When Ivan finally manages to calm down, he wants to know how you are. He's a bit clumsy at first, having unintentionally dropped a stack of books in front of you (He cursed himself for frightening you; he only wanted to make you aware of his presence by banging on the wall.) He makes you jump when he passes in a mirror and then he doesn't manage to appear again to show you his presence. He broke a vase by crossing it too roughly when he wanted to come close to you. He really doesn't seem to be a very effective ghost, and yet he'd love to be able to talk to you.

He keeps on insisting though, he won't give up. He sees every day how sad you are and he wants to make you smile again. He tries for a long time to find a way of communicating with you without frightening you. But it's not easy, he's rather clumsy in his approach, but he thinks he must have a way of making you understand that he's there without breaking more objects around him.

He thought he could communicate with you through video games, but you haven't turned on his games console once since he died, so he can't do anything. He can't turn the console on himself and he's too scared to break it if he insists too much. He thinks he's finally found a solution one evening when he sees you watching videos on your phone. After several unsuccessful attempts, including one that turned your phone off and another that played Ivan's rock playlist, he finally manages to send you SMS.

At first you jumped and nearly dropped the phone when you saw Ivan's message appear. Then, for a brief moment, you thought it was a bad joke, but between the fact that no one had your number, Ivan's music playlist playing by itself and all the objects that had been breaking strangely around you since his death.

You smiled, the fear should have overwhelmed you, you should have run away, gone into hiding, but the happiness of finally being able to communicate with him again took over everything else. It didn't matter how Ivan did it, he could talk to you. You reply to the SMS.

Aaron :

You can be sure of one thing: there's nothing worse than not being able to get even. Neil is dead, you finished him off in the library, but that's not enough. You buried his body in the cellar, or what was left of it to bury. After wounding him almost mortally with your chalice powers, you finished him off with Aaron's sword, you struck, struck, struck, again and again with a rage that still burns in your heart. It took the intervention of Beliath and Raphael to stop you from continuing to destroy the corpse. You're sure you could have gone on for hours without exhausting yourself. How could you have calmed down when that thing had just killed your partner!

It's been a month and you still can't grieve. All you feel is hatred and anger for what happened. It burns inside you like an erupting volcano, nothing seems to be able to stop it, the smallest detail is enough to fuel it. The simple fact of uttering Neil's name, of alluding to the cellar and you go into a mad rage destroying everything within your reach.

You were happy! Your life with Aaron seemed wonderful. There was a real connection between the two of you, you had never felt so close to anyone before him and it all disappeared in one night. It's as if something is missing to make you feel complete, you feel broken, and it's even worse when bedtime comes and you find yourself alone in his room.

There are his sheets and his smell disappears, you sometimes wake up with the impression that he's at his desk writing his poetry, but he's never there. He won't write you any more poetry. You feel like you're choking every time you realise it.

Your Aaron, your murdered Aaron. You were sure that constantly protecting others would end up costing him his life. You blame yourself so much, if you'd been able to convince him to stay safe, if you'd been a better fighter, none of this would have happened. You don't listen to your housemates who keep telling you that you couldn't have done anything to protect him. You should have protected him, you're sure of it, it's going round and round in your head. You should have protected him. That's what partners do and you failed.

It hurts Aaron to see you like this, and it hurts him even more not to be able to do anything to help or console you. He's always hated feeling helpless and he couldn't be more so. He'd love to be able to hug you to reassure you that it's not your fault. He blames himself even more when he sees you feeling guilty.

He tries to communicate with you, he has tried several times to take you in his arms and hold you close to him, but you never feel his presence. He drops things but you just pick them up and put them back. Sometimes he sits for hours at the desk in his bedroom trying to write words or a sentence, but despite his best efforts nothing happens.

He feels like he's going mad, everything he does seems to have no consequences. But he's stubborn and he won't give up, especially when he sees that your rage is slowly turning to melancholy. Gradually you stop getting angry, you stop destroying things, you just visit his grave in the garden and stand there doing nothing. He can't leave you like this, so he insists. He drops more objects, he bangs the walls harder, he plays with the shadows, he keeps trying to write.

One day he finally does, and when you go back up to the bedroom to go to bed there's a little note written on a piece of paper. At first you don't believe it, maybe it's a piece of poetry you've pulled out of the desk drawer without remembering. But every day you find a little more.

Then one day the words write themselves on the paper, and you stare at them for several minutes, completely dazed. It could only be Aaron, it's Aaron's handwriting. You feel like you could faint from joy, but you grab a pen to answer.

Some might tell you that it's dangerous, that you shouldn't trust a ghost as it could be hostile or do you harm, but no matter, you take all the risks necessary to chat with Aaron.

Raphaël :

It was a huge shock for Vladimir and Beliath when they returned to the manor house. There you both were, Raphael already dead and you in agony. While Vladimir collapsed in shock, unable to make the slightest gesture or utter the slightest sound, Beliath pounced on you to turn you into a vampire. It wasn't easy, but luckily he acted quickly enough for you not to succumb to your injuries. The boys buried Raphaël in the garden and you didn't learn of his death until several days later, when you finally woke up.

You're not sure you're happy about that, you're alive, but without Raphaël everything seems a lot less sparkling. The world has lost its colour, or it's you who can't see it any more. You spend a lot of time sitting in his room, most of the time doing nothing because you don't have the energy. Sometimes you observe his collections, the luminous reflections of the stones in the sun, other times you listen to the music he used to enjoy, which soothes you at least a little, and when you close your eyes you almost feel as if he could still be there, listening to the music with you.

He's never there, though, and when you open your eyes again you're alone in the room, and there's nothing worse than that loneliness. The bond between you was so strong that you felt as if you were one, more than a separation, you feel as if a part of yourself is missing.

Your housemates often try to cheer you up, as you hardly ever leave the room any more, Beliath brings you food, Vladimir sometimes comes to keep you company, you don't often talk but he's there to help you if you need it, Aaron also comes to keep you company from time to time, he talks more than Vladimir, but he never expects a reply from you, he tells you what he's seen in the forest, the gossip from the manor, he also tries to make you laugh, even if he's not very good at it.

It hurts Raphaël to see you so sad. He'd like to find a way to help you, but at first he's so distressed by the situation that he sits motionless in his room for a long time, unable to do anything. The worst thing for him is that he can't touch you any more, he misses the happy moments when you used to read together in the library and his hand would brush yours, the moments when he could gently kiss your face and feel your bodies against him, now all he hears is you crying and he can't do anything to comfort you, it's worse than anything horrible he's ever experienced, he can't bear it.

It takes a while before he dares to try and get you to notice him. At first, he doesn't really know what to do, he's afraid of scaring you and making you even more unhappy. You're already going through a difficult time after all and he wouldn't want to make things worse by scaring you. So he tries little things, dropping a small object, talking to you softly, touching your hand. It doesn't work though, you don't notice and he doesn't know if he's getting any reaction from you because he can't hear you.

He tries to make heavier objects fall, even dropping one of his rapiers, he doesn't need it after all, you seem to have understood this time because he heard you calling him, but he didn't manage to make you understand that he was there a second time.

After many attempts, he settled on the phonograph. You were startled the first time you heard the music change, but it continued every night, often songs that you and Raphaël liked to listen to together. He continued to use the phonograph for a long time, mainly because it was finally something that seemed to make you react, you were asking him questions and he was trying to make himself understood through the music. You went on like this until it occurred to you to go and find an old radio in the attic.

When you got to your room, you were startled to hear the radio come on without you even having to plug it in. Raphaël was connecting to a different radio wave to talk to you using the voices of the presenters and the music that was playing. It was a bit frightening of course, no doubt if Vladimir had seen what was happening he would have had a heart attack, but you were too happy to be able to talk to Raphaël again to think about it for a second.

Ethan :

You can't tell exactly what happened that night. Ethan and you, you'd bought a nice little flat in town, near the Moondance. You lived there happily and… Neil attacked you. The only thing you know for sure is that Ethan died next to you, but you're not sure about anything else. You must have done something because, after that, Aaron found you in the forest, you were covered in blood from head to toe, not your own. He told you that he smelled the scent all the way to the manor house and that he got there as quickly as he could, but you don't remember that either.

Neil is dead by all accounts. You're not sure if it was you or Ethan who killed him. Aaron thinks it was you, you were covered in his blood after all, right down to your fingernails, but you can't be sure. What happened that night remains a mystery to you - in fact, you don't even really know how you ended up on the path to the mansion in your pyjamas and bare feet, walking like a lost automaton.

Since then, you've returned to live at the manor with the boys. You don't really sleep, night or day. The nightmares assault you as soon as you close your eyes, you see his body again, nothing but his body. Beliath sleeps in the bedroom with you, too afraid that, like Ethan when he was alive, you'll start going outside the manor in a daze.

When you're not lying in Ethan' room, you're wandering the corridors like a ghost, barely speaking to them. The boys try to talk to you, but most of the time you just don't reply. They have the impression that you're there, without really being there. If Beliath didn't try to cook for you every day and didn't insist that you eat, you probably wouldn't eat at all.

You haven't set foot in the city once since he left, and it's been several months since he left. The boys have tried to get you out and about - Aaron has suggested concerts, Ivan video games or manga conventions, Raphaël museum visits, Beliath to accompany you to the Moondance and Vladimir has even suggested go walking in the forest together. But none of these activities could rouse you from your lethargy.

Ethan sees all this. At first he was wandering around your flat in town not understanding where you might be and with the worry that Neil had taken you with him, he couldn't remember anything other than his death and was unable to find out what happened to you afterwards. He went to the manor in the hope of finding help or at least convincing the boys to go looking for you, and that's when he saw you. You were in his room, staring at the ceiling, the various attempts of his former housemates to cheer you up seemingly in vain.

He couldn't leave you like that, it was unthinkable. He tried to talk to you, to communicate with you, but you didn't react. The objects falling, the banging on the walls, the noises in the pipes. Nothing seemed to make you react, you just lay there in bed, or pacing the corridors of the manor house. He couldn't give up, not until he finally found something to communicate with you. He kept going until he finally found something that made you react.

The bedside lamp on his desk never stopped flickering. At first, you simply turned it off, but then it would come back on and start flickering again, so you unplugged it, but even then it kept going at a strange rate, so you stopped trying to turn it off and just stared at it; the annoying flickering had become soothing. You couldn't explain why but you just felt good looking at it.

One evening Aaron joked with you that it might be Morse code. It was a stupid idea, but it never left you. What if Aaron was right, despite his joke? This idea, which you found absurd, gave you renewed energy. The very next day you began your research: if vampires existed, why not ghosts, and why shouldn't this ghost be your Ethan?

You've read dozens and dozens of books on Morse code while learning to decipher it. It was difficult at first, but you slowly managed to understand it. Then you started asking him questions, first to find out if it was really Ethan, questions that only he had the answers to. You remained doubtful even though every answer was right, between doubt and the impression that you could burst with happiness.

You continued to talk to him, feeling more and more confident, and slowly your doubts melted away. It was Ethan and he had found a way to communicate with you.

Ethan's happiness at seeing you understand couldn't be described in words. He knew you could do it; your intelligence has always been a great attraction to him. You spend a lot of time joking together.

You were ready to love a vampire, so why not a ghost after all? Some might say you've lost your mind, but it doesn't matter as long as you can talk to Ethan.