Alex

﹟ average beemoov games enjoyer // spanish & eng!

[verystrxxwberry]

Welcome! ✧˖°ʚ🍓ɞ♡

This is the admin, Alex! ˙ᵕ˙

In this blog you will find a creative space about several games. This place is made to be peaceful and comfortable for everyone, so please read carefully the rules. Any rude behavior will be removed at the moment, thank you.

CONTENT - REQUESTS: Closed!

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Eldarya.

Moonlight lovers.

My candy love.

My candy love new gen.

Others..? (in the future, probably!)

RULES & INFORMATION ABOUT THE BLOG

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Do NOT interact if: you do not respect LGTBIQ+, if you are xenophobic, racist, if you shame people because of their interests, if you disrespect any kind of beliefs, if you laugh at others’ bodies. Basically, if you are a mean person for no reason.

I write in my free time because I like it. I am a busy person, so please do not add pressure.

I will not write dark content (pedophilia, rape, abusive relationships, incest, yandere, kidnapping…)

I write fluff, comfort, angst, sometimes NSFW, AUs.

I will not be responsible for any minor reading the NSFW content, but I recommend being +18 when reading that content.

I will not write any subject that can be hateful for any community. And I will not write on subjects I don't feel comfortable enough to write about.

I will delete asks if they are done when requests are closed.

English is not my first language, so I may mistype frequently.

I might do some headcanons in Spanish if I reach the spanish community lol.

If you are unsure of any rule, ask!

Do not be ashamed of sending questions through anon messages or privately, you are more than welcomed!

If I ever write something unconsciously offensive due to my lack of information, please do warn me. The last thing I want is to make my content uncomfortable for someone.

I appreciate reblogs and I don’t mind if anyone spams likes or requests a few times! You are all free.

ABOUT ADMIN

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My name is Alex.

I go by she/her pronouns.

I am from Spain.

Currently obsessed with... Cookie Run: Kingdom!

[verystrxxwberry]

MCL NEW GEN; “Could you hug me?”

♪¸¸.•*¨*•. ♪¸¸.•*¨*•. ♪¸¸.•*¨*•. ♪¸¸.•*¨*•. 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭: Asking the routes for a hug!, fluff, MCL NG routes. ↝ 𝐂𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: I realize I didn't make this post with mcl ng, so here it is! I hope you all like it :). ♪¸¸.•*¨*•. ♪¸¸.•*¨*•. ♪¸¸.•*¨*•. ♪¸¸.•*¨*•.

❖ DEVON ;; he would blink in surprise for a second, as he wasn’t expecting such a straightforward request. Then, a kind smile immediately appears on his face. “Is this your way of trying to distract me from work?” he would tease a little, opening his arms anyway. Devon’s hugs are warm and reassuring, the kind that instantly makes you feel safe. He naturally wraps you close against his chest, one hand gently rubbing circles on your back while the other keeps you securely against him. Despite his responsibility as a boss, moments like these allow him to disconnect and let out a softer and more genuine side of him. “Feeling better? Wanna leave earlier?” he’d ask in a mumble. No matter how busy he is, Devon would always make time for you if you needed comfort.

❖ ROY ;; “sure,” there wouldn’t be any hesitation in his answer. Roy would put aside whatever he was doing and pull you into a calm, safe embrace. His hugs are incredibly comfortable; strong arms surrounding you while his natural warmth help you relax almost immediately. If you seem upset, he might suggest going for a walk together afterward or invite you to one of his work-out sessions so you can relax. “We can be like this as much as you need,” he murmurs, gently stroking your back. Physical comfort comes naturally to him when it comes to people he deeply cares about, so he can spend all the time you need hugging you for as long as you feel better. He’s fond of giving hugs as a greeting too.

❖ THOMAS ;; at first, he would stare at you as if you had just asked him something weird or impossible to answer. He looks around the office, “a hug? Right now?” he would clearly be caught off guard. He doesn’t really dislike affection, even if it makes him uncomfortable to think about starting it. But he knows that at the end of the day, it feels quite nice. After a few seconds of awkward silence and some obvious internal debate, he’d reluctantly open his arms. Once you’re hugging him, however, Thomas doesn’t pull immediately away. His embrace is stiff at first, but gradually relaxes as he gets used to your presence. He enjoys the closeness far more than he would ever admit. “I guess it’s right that… physical contact does have proven benefits regarding stress reduction,” he’d mutter, ears slightly red. If you or someone else teases him about it later, expect him to deny everything and get slightly mad (embarrassed mainly).

❖ AMANDA ;; “what happened?” would be her immediate reaction. Amanda is observant and protective toward the people she loves, so she would notice if something was bothering you. Once she realizes you simply need affection, she would hug you without hesitation. Amanda’s hugs are firm but soft at the same time, caressing your hair and reassuring you that whatever problem you’re facing, you’re not alone. “Take things easy. If you ever need help, I’m here,” she reassures you. Amanda has a very nurturing side that only few people get to see. Her perfume is just as sweet as the whole embrace, which also adds a point towards success on comforting you.

❖ JASON ;; he would raise an eyebrow, a smug grin immediately forming on his lips. “So you really do want my attention, huh,” naturally, he’d tease you for this and before giving you what you asked for. Jason enjoys seeing you flustered a lot. Still, beneath all the arrogance and provocations, he wouldn’t exactly refuse. The moment he pulls you into his arms, his attitude softens a little bit. His hugs are strange, they feel possessive since he keeps you close as if he doesn’t intend to let go anytime soon. “You missed me, didn’t you?” he’d whisper teasingly against your hair. Even if he keeps joking, Jason is surprisingly attentive during moments like these, quickly noticing if something is genuinely wrong. And if someone is responsible for upsetting you… well, they should probably start worrying.

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[verystrxxwberry]

Hi, people!

I wanted to finally say that I'll try to post only on Wednesdays, not fridays because I spend those days dedicating time to my family as the rest of the week we do work and barely see each other. This week I'll post something on the following days, luckily two posts as next week will be busy as hell.

Tw/ vent?? Kind of, just something that worries me and can't really think about anything else:

Yesterday we received a "stray" cat (she is too clean and fed to be stray imo) and tried to find her or a new owner as we can't take care of another cat (plus my two other cats weren't really happy about her). We found an owner, we gave her the cat today, she found out the cat has a few broken bones and instead of taking care of her as she promised, she is giving her back to us. I wish I could keep her and spend my money on her to heal her, bc I think she might need a surgery. She is a baby, truly small and sososo clingy, but my mom doesn't want more animals now. We're still recovering from losing our dogs, even if it is been 2 years since they are gone, and we stayed with my current cats. My mom wasn't happy about the cats bc my brother brought them without asking, and we've been wanting a baby dog and she told us we'd search for one by the end of the year... but now the kitty is here... and idk what we'll do. I'm truly worried about the kitty.

Like just look at her omg 😭😭😭

[verystrxxwberry]

Hi! I wanted to make an angsty request for MCL HSL, that might be comfort about fem reader getting cheated on by her boyfriend and their impressions of the guy and all of that. A few weeks ago I finished my relationship with who I thought was the love of my life and he cheated on me with that friend I wasn't supposed to worry about- three years wasted being lied during two of them- anyway thank you alex, stay safe

MY CANDY LOVE HSL; reader gets cheated on

♪¸¸.•*¨*•. ♪¸¸.•*¨*•. ♪¸¸.•*¨*•. ♪¸¸.•*¨*•. 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭: HSL routes x f!reader, reader’s “boyfriend” cheats on her, individual headcanons, angst-comfort, fluff. ↝ 𝐂𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: I swear people who cheat deserve all the bad things this life can offer because why the hell would you betray someone's genuine trust like that and consequently causing them to not being able to trust easily anymore (reflecting on this so much omg). I’m sorry this happened to you, and any other person who has gotten cheated on. And let me say that you aren’t the problem and your value doesn’t depend on someone’s immature and stupid mind.  ♪¸¸.•*¨*•. ♪¸¸.•*¨*•. ♪¸¸.•*¨*•. ♪¸¸.•*¨*•.

NATHANIEL

When he first met your boyfriend, he didn’t immediately feel comfortable around him because he didn’t see someone genuine or honest. But he never commented about it. As time went by, he saw that you sometimes missed classes, you struggled to keep your focus… and most of those times were because you were anxious and overthinking due to that guy. Nathaniel felt rage about it, but all he could do was simply to support you.

The day you told him your boyfriend cheated on you, Nathaniel took a few seconds to react as well, as if he needed to check that he understood correctly.

“Jesus… are you ok?” he asked, but he realized that it was a dumb question to ask. 

Nathaniel would make sure that you don’t make any impulsive decisions right after finding out, because he knows that when someone is heated, actions aren’t that controlled.

If you start saying things just as “maybe it was my fault”, “maybe he got bored of solving our problems”, he’d get firm. He’d say “the fact that couples have problems doesn’t turn this acting into something acceptable.”

He wouldn’t pressure you to break up immediately either, but he’d honestly tell you that the best thing to do is to stay away from someone who isn’t scared of hurting you.

Nathaniel would be as quiet as possible about this subject and would cut off any conversation involving that information. If Peggy gets to know about this, he’d act to stop her from spreading more information about it and not hurt you.

He’d accompany you through this situation, giving you space when it’s needed but always being attentive of you. He’d walk you home, stay with you in the library, text you asking if you have eaten, share some of his snacks with you…. 

Nathaniel would make sure that you can heal from this emotional wound, not quickly, but in the best way possible.

CASTIEL

He didn’t form any opinion about your relationship and couldn’t care less, but he wouldn’t mention it either or criticise it with anyone else because it was none of his business. 

When you tell him the news, his first reaction is immediate, a short and dry “what?”

He’d make you a couple of questions to know if you’re sure about it or your overthinking is making you reach fake conclusions. It’s not that he doesn’t trust you, but he is aware that sometimes our minds can be tricky. 

But the moment you show him evidence and he processes the whole situation, he is angry. That kind of anger that makes him wanna act on his impulses. He wouldn’t comfort you immediately, instead, he’d also need a moment for himself to not start insulting that guy.

He’d give you an awkward squeeze on the shoulder and mutter a quiet “I’m sorry for that.”

Don’t ever minimize the situation or blame yourself for it, and less to try to give that guy another chance — Castiel would get real mad and say “are you really losing yourself to an idiot that didn’t even respect you!?”

He isn’t good at comforting words, it might be awkward because they’d be clumsy coming from him. But he’d prefer to distract you: go out for a walk, go to any new place in the city… anything to distract you from getting consumed by your thoughts.

Castiel holds grudges towards that idiot and would never be nice at him again after what he did. And if the guy talks to him, Castiel would most likely spit a sharp comment related to it but without directly mentioning the situation. 

LYSANDER

He never had a problem with your boyfriend, but never got a good feeling from the whole relationship. The reason was that you always gave more than you received, and that was both sad and weird.

The moment you told him about you getting cheated on, he seemed to not react. But he was actually shocked about that. He hugs you and lets you cry all you need about it so you don’t hold everything to yourself. 

He will always listen to your venting before starting with his comforting words. And sometimes there won’t be any words, there will be small letters or small details that he brings you to see your smile.

When you two meet, he is bringing some snacks, a fancy drink, a small plushie… and with time his details get more pretty, such as a small bucket of flowers and the symbolism of them in a small, decorated paper.

Those small letters are generally made with comforting and reassuring words with some questions that could help you to distract yourself whenever you’re alone. 

Lysander won’t bring out the topic and will always try to change the subject whenever someone says something about your ex. 

Going out with him helps a lot, as he forgets about that topic and ends up ranting about anything else that helps you to keep your mind distracted. He also brings you to his and Castiel’s private meetings to practice some music. And he even offers to meet with Rosalya and Leigh, the four of you together, to keep yourself busy.

KENTIN

Since the beginning, he tried to get along with your boyfriend, even if it felt wrong. It made him feel weird, as if he was hurting himself on purpose by seeing the girl he has always loved loving someone else. But he felt something was off, and he didn’t know if it was his overthinking or the reality, but the efforts on the relationship were one-sided and he saw how much that hurt you.

You decided to tell him immediately once you found out about your boyfriend meeting other girls behind your back, and he got deeply worried about you at first. 

He can get overwhelming with his questions, because he gets deeply worried about knowing if you have eaten, if you have talked with anybody else about it and whether you need space or need someone. 

He can’t hide the fact that he is mad. He is mad because your trust got broken due to an idiot who cannot keep a relationship and didn’t deserve your love at all.

And it also hurts him to see you blaming yourself. He won’t let you finish your ranting if you ever start blaming yourself loudly, not a chance! He starts giving you comforting words that might be filled of nervousness to not accidentally confess because it was too soon to make any move. And he wanted you to heal from this before opening your heart towards love.

It hurts him thinking that someone couldn’t value what he always considered important: you.

Kentin offers you to go for a run with him after some time so you don’t issolate yourself too much. 

ARMIN 

Armin didn’t build a first impression on your boyfriend and he let the time build it for him, by showing him who your boyfriend really was. He was always nice to him and played some jokes on him too, like with everybody else, but he stopped progressively when he saw weird things in your relationship. He ignored you sometimes, he cancelled or forgot plans with you, he had too many secrets or said too many notorious excuses.

And when you tell him that he cheated on you, he is in between saying “I expected it, he’s an asshole” and “no way, I think it could be a misunderstanding”, because it’s hard for him to imagine someone doing that so lightly. 

He drops the jokes at first and decides to be a good listener and adviser for once. Cry all you need about it and he will try to cheer you up, along with Alexy, about how much better you are than your ex. 

Armin doesn’t talk much about the subject because he doesn’t want to be tiring with it, so he is always trying to distract you in some way or another. He sends you lots of reels and memes, offers you to play games with him or watch him play as you both talk about anything… he doesn’t treat you as a broken doll — that’s not the way of fixing things.

Of course, whenever you need to cry about it, he’ll let you be and respect your space.

But even if he keeps treating you the same way and doesn’t dig on the negative things that are on your mind, that doesn’t mean he isn’t worried about you.

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[ondriaprice]

[ondriaprice]

[verystrxxwberry]

May I request a one-shot with Beliath? I was thinking... it is really easy to feel insecure with his old habits, so what if we get an angst-comfort with a female reader in which they are hooking-up but there's not anything stablished yet? Just mixed feelings that the reader might think are just one sided or something... the context is up to you. Thank you!

MOONLIGHT LOVERS; “the only one”

♪¸¸.•*¨*•. ♪¸¸.•*¨*•. ♪¸¸.•*¨*•. ♪¸¸.•*¨*•. 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭: Beliath x fem!reader one-shot, angst-comfort, LONG af, probably spelling mistakes. ↝ 𝐂𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: I accidentally did it longer than I wanted but at the same time I feel like I wrote shit lol. However, this was kinda comforting for me as well and lowkey needed to write something comforting to reduce my anxiety, so thanks for requesting something like this! ♪¸¸.•*¨*•. ♪¸¸.•*¨*•. ♪¸¸.•*¨*•. ♪¸¸.•*¨*•.

You could still feel the warmth in the air; a pleasant exhaustion weighed heavily on your limbs as you rested on the vampire’s bed. You could still feel the tingling sensation of his lips caressing every inch of your skin, the weight of his body pressed against yours, and how his cold skin had warmed up due to that moment. For a few hours, you hadn’t been able to form any other thought that would take you out of the experience. 

You had participated in the flirting game at Moondance with him; once again, you had found yourself seduced by the handsome man’s smooth talk and charisma. Dancing together, enjoying the kisses, the closeness and the tension — it was something that always stirred you up inside, but you knew you couldn’t link it to anything eternal with him.

But you’d also seen him dance like that and kiss girls in a way that made them feel special.

Maybe he was an eternal being, but his sexual connections were fleeting. And right now you felt like you were nothing more than a source of energy for him; you remembered how his pupils dilated as he undressed you, how he smiled as if he were looking at the most tempting dish in the world.

But what if that was all it was? What if you were just a dish?

Many times, during your lonely nights, you thought about the other women with whom he was feeding his lust, about how his mind would completely forget the intimacy you shared that, for you, is not so fleeting. You had undressed in front of him, you had allowed him to explore every inch of your body and admire it as if he were a believer standing before a sculpture of his Goddess. But those lips were constantly kissing other skins. 

The silence and darkness of your room —created by the curtains blocking out the sunny outdoors— gave way to the noise of your thoughts, which were robbing you of sleep and replacing it with a restlessness you were already used to. Your clothes lay scattered on the floor, carelessly tossed about. You felt the weight of his arm around your waist, wrapped firmly around you, preventing you from escaping. You felt the warmth of his breath brush against the skin of your neck, something you were also used to. It was a very intimate and close situation, but one that could easily be faked; after all, Beliath was an expert at making you believe his lies to take advantage of you. He was a succubus.

The stillness of the moment was interrupted by a gesture from Beliath. The hand resting on your abdomen began to move slowly upward, leaving a warm trail on your bare skin. His fingers slid along the soft curve of your breasts, while he replaced the warmth of his breath on your neck with that of his lips. So this is all he wants, you thought, closing your eyes and pretending to be asleep.

His hand rested in the hollow between your breasts, with no movement suggesting any intention beyond closeness. Don’t get my hopes up like this, please.

“What are you thinking about?” he murmured, his voice so soft that there was no trace of mockery or his usual flirtation. 

“Nothing,” you replied, your voice just as quiet. “I thought you were sleeping.”

“Your heart is beating so loudly that it’s impossible to get any sleep,” he replied, brushing the tip of his nose against the skin at the nape of your neck. “Something’s wrong with you to be like this. Didn’t you enjoy our time together?”

“Yes, I always do,” you nodded, opening your eyes and staring blankly at some corner of the room. Both of you felt the urge to say more, creating an expectant silence. 

“It doesn’t look like it,” he replied, his hand sliding down to rest once again on your abdomen. “Turn around, princess. Look at me,” he murmured, loosening his grip so you could turn. You did so hesitantly, meeting his green eyes, which glowed faintly in the darkness. You didn’t see the gaze of a predator this time, nor that of a mere lover. “What’s wrong with you? And be honest.”

“Nothing, really… it’s dumb,” you looked away, a little embarrassed for overthinking things. Even though you had every reason to overthink things about him, and you still didn’t know if it was true or not. Beliath let out a quiet chuckle, shaking his head.

“The fact that you’re trying to lie to me strikes me as… funny,” he remarked, stroking your cheek. “It’s not dumb if it’s affecting you this much.”

A brief silence fell, during which you took the opportunity to communicate with your eyes, looking at him with a fragility that seemed on the verge of breaking. Beliath didn’t seem to be judging you; on the contrary, he was doing his best to understand your feelings. His thumb traced gentle caresses across the skin of your cheek, like a comforting gesture meant to relax you a little.

“I don’t know if I should talk about it,” you said, a slight tremor in your voice, your hand reaching for his and then pulling it away; you didn’t want any distractions. 

“You have to talk about it,” he shrugged, “do you really think you’re going to solve anything by letting this problem eat you? On the contrary, it’s only going to get bigger, and you’ll end up feeling worse by yourself.”

“I don’t know, Beliath… do you always think about the feelings of your meals before you eat them? No, you’re hungry and you just think about nourishing yourself, about savoring them… and then, you probably won’t even remember them,” you said in a melancholy tone, watching as your hand held his wrist with a certain weakness. “If you’re hungry, there are more prey out there. There are more… women who can replace me.”

“Excuse me?” he blurted out with a small, incredulous laugh, but he obviously didn’t find the situation funny.

“Yes, Beliath. I know your game. Today it’s me here, tomorrow it’ll be someone else. Or the day after tomorrow — it doesn’t matter. This bed will still be just as dirty, and you… you’ll keep seeing them all the same way,” you looked at the sheets you were lying on, and a wave of anxiety made you tremble. 

The thought turned your stomach: how many people had been between those sheets? How many people had slept in the very spot where you were lying right now?  “And who knows… maybe you’re thinking of someone else while you’re making love to me.”

You’d already opened the bottle. Now there was no turning back.

“Damn it, I’ve even seen you at Moondance looking at other girls the same way you look at me, and you swear I’m different. How many girls have you told that so you could sleep with them?” You felt the words pouring out of you, leaving you breathless, tightening your chest. Your hands were shaking and your vision blurred a little. “Sometimes I feel stupid, believing that I’m important to you and… and that any of this means anything to you. Maybe… I really am stupid, treating myself like an object all the time just to feel that you love me, even if it’s just a little. Fuck! It’s embarrassing how much I’ve stopped loving myself just to seek your affection.”

You saw his brow furrow for a second, not in anger, but in surprise and denial.

Your breathing was ragged, tears welling up in the corners of your eyes. You stared at him with a frown, waiting for a reaction from him. However, Beliath merely sighed. His gaze drifted to a random spot in the room.

The atmosphere was uncomfortable and thick with tension, making you want to grab your things and run out of there, never to see him again. Beliath, with a slight gesture, tucked a few strands of hair behind his ear.

“Wow,” he sighed, his head tilting back until it rested on the pillow. His gaze seemed completely lost in his thoughts; you didn’t even know if he had heard you. It was the first time in a long time that you had seen him without immediate answers to the situation he was facing. You wished he would be more expressive, that he would get angry or show guilt.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to…”

“Don’t apologize,” you heard his firmer voice, “I understand why you doubt me, but that doesn’t make it true.”

“What do you mean?” you asked, wiping away the small tears that were beginning to fall from your eyes.

“Well, I understand why you’d doubt me. I’ve been doing what you said for centuries: seducing, taking advantage, and leaving people behind without commitment,” he replied in a quiet tone. “But I’m changing that. I’m changing it for us.”

“For us?” You felt your heart begin to race. He turned his head to look at you. 

Silence returned for a few seconds of doubt and contemplation.

“Yeah, for us,” he nodded. It was obvious that even he found it strange to say that. “I don’t want you to ever think I’d replace you with someone else again. I may have been a jerk for many years, but ever since this… what we have… started, I’ve stopped.”

“No… you didn’t stop. When we started having these encounters… you were still seeing other people,” just mentioning it broke your heart.

“At the very beginning, I won’t deny that,” you saw his hand reach out to take yours. “But what I will tell you is that for a while now, if not months, you’ve been the only one. And not just in a sexual sense,” his eyes remained fixed on you, but he wasn’t impatient for an immediate answer either. “You’re the only one I’m looking for, the only one I want to see when I wake up, and the only one whose feelings matter to me more than anything.”

There came a point where you couldn’t hold back your sobs any longer and you broke down. You wanted to believe him, but you were so scared that you didn’t know if he was doing it to silence you or to confess his feelings.

“I… don’t know,” you whispered, letting your tears flow freely. “Every time we go to Moondance, I see how they look at you, how they seem to want to come closer and give you… something better than I can give you.” A bitter laugh escaped your lips after you said that.

Beliath shook his head and squeezed your hand.

“You give me more than anyone else ever has, and I wouldn’t want anything else,” his free hand moved toward your face to wipe away the tears that were streaming down so defiantly. “I was scared of what I felt for you, because it was the first time I’d ever worried about losing someone,” you noticed his hand trembling slightly, “every time I look at you I feel something strange, but I love feeling that. It’s beautiful and intense.”

You looked at him in disbelief at the way he was speaking. You had heard Beliath say all sorts of things over the time, and usually with a single purpose in mind. But you had never heard him speak this way. 

In a more impulsive gesture than he could control, he pulled you against his chest, holding you tightly in his arms.

“I don’t want to lose you,” he murmured. For the first time, he showed himself as someone vulnerable, rather than the facade he always put on to make a good impression. Little by little, you let yourself go and hugged him back, melting into the warmth and comfort of his body. 

“Neither do I,” you whispered, a small smile beginning to appear at the corners of your lips. 

“I love you,” he whispered, his hands caressing your skin as if you were the most precious thing he owned. These caresses eased the doubts and fears that had crept into your mind over the past few days. Clearly, the insecurities weren’t going to disappear completely.

But now everything felt purer. Everything felt better.

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[verystrxxwberry]

Im really glad you're doing alright and enjoying your free time ! Take care of yourself the best you can, Alex 💕

Thanks, pookie! <3 The same goes for you, take care.

I'm gonna try to retake the posting schedule on Wednesdays and Fridays from now on!

[verystrxxwberry]

Hi, alex!! I was wondering... are you feeling alright? It's been a lil while since you last posted and you said you wanted to be more active. Are you ok? :(

Hii! I'm so sorry I said that and disappeared once again, I've been surviving to the last month of exams. I finished them on day 1 and since then I've been trying to enjoy my free time with my family and by myself before punishing myself into working (I start today...)

Mentally ain't doing the best at all I must say, but I want to be productive during mornings (as I work at night) and write as much as I can. I have a few personal projects going on and I stopped because my anxiety blocks me from being useful at all lol.

SO YEAH, I'm coming back soon!!! I am going to write now for a while and start organizing the posts for this month so I can be more constant. Sorry for worrying you and being inactive as hell.

[verystrxxwberry]

Hi, people! How are things going?

Things have been quite busy for me, as May is always the projects and final exams month. This week and the following one I will be quite busy since I'm having exams every single day (which means I gotta study at noons and finish some projects altogether and go to sleep at 1am since days need more hours). I'm quite overwhelmed by all of that so I'm not having time to write for the blog nor my personal projects. After these two weeks finish, I will try to be more active!

Lots of health and happiness for everyone (and def good luck with everyone dealing with finals as well ♡)

[verystrxxwberry]

Hi! I just want to request a post for My candy love if you write about those. Something like a NSFW alphabet, or just a list of headcanons you have regarding Lysander. I just want more content of the old My candy love

MY CANDY LOVE; NSFW alphabet for Lysander

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A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

He is always a gentleman, before, during and after the act. He will take responsibility for cleaning anything that gets stained and bringing you water or food in case you need it. After he is done, he lies down beside you and cuddles you. Lysander kisses your forehead, your shoulders and your shoulder blades with such a softness that they are slightly ticklish. He whispers how much he loves you and asks you what did you like the most about that night.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

About his partner: he loves your hands. He loves holding them both in casual terms or sexual ones, he loves giving your knuckles soft kisses whenever you’re distracted, and even using his thumb to caress the skin of your hand, tracing little circles. Also the way you use them to touch him  – how you caress his hair, how you massage his shoulders, how your hands get a good use down his clothes...

About himself: he likes his body in general. And not in an arrogant way. But his favorite part of himself may be his chest, due to how slightly toned it is and how good it feels when you rest your head there. Plus when you give him kisses there he melts, because it feels as if you were trying to kiss his heart. Each kiss rips a tiny, excited heartbeat from him.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

He doesn’t like to be messy with it and, unless you’re sure of it, he insists on using protection so his cum is collected in that tiny condom. He may reject the idea of releasing the seed anywhere that is external, which means that he prefers finishing inside you or in your mouth.

I think he has the healthiest diet out of all routes, so his cum is basically slightly slimy and whitish. The quantity depends on how much he’s been without releasing it, but it’s a normal amount.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

Even if he is mainly clean with these things, he likes to play with food. For instance, he’d love having you lying down for him as he takes care of pouring chocolate, cream or some sort of syrup that he has to lick off your body. Of course, he’d just do it if you agreed with doing it.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Zero experience before you. But he is really attentive and quickly learns those things you like and which you don’t.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Missionary. There’s something about being able to hold your hands at both sides of your head or directly embrace you as he is making love to you that he adores. It’s a really intimate position, in which he looks at you directly on the eyes and kiss you every now and then. It also makes it easier for him to talk in whispers to you, which adds a most romantic vibe to the situation.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

Not really goofy, he takes this moment as a serious one, in which you both reinforce your connection by showing the most vulnerable sides of yourselves. He won’t have any problem laughing if something comical happens though.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

He keeps it short enough to not bother during the act, and also as a personal preference. So even if he isn’t completely shaved, the tiny hairs will barely bother you.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

Lysander is truly romantic. Not in the sense of preparing the whole environment with candles and stuff, but his behavior will be all focused on you. He is gentle and practically kisses every inch of skin he is capable of, worshipping you as much as he can because he loves you. He likes to keep the dim light on in the bedroom so it doesn’t bother you and you can focus much more on your other senses that aren’t the visual one so the experience is better.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

It isn’t something he did much before he dated you and had any sexual experience with you, and it stays the same. He might even do it less as it doesn’t feel as good as when he does things with you. Even if there are days in which you don’t see each other for some reason, he is patient and calm enough to not touch himself and save himself for the moment he gets to do things with you.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

I don’t think he has too many kinks. He is mainly vanilla and likes to keep things as sweet as possible.

Mutual masturbation. He might like to try a session in which you both touch yourselves while watching the other masturbating.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

In the bedroom or in the living room due to the comfort of doing it somewhere he can lie you down and not hurt you. Also, it is easier to fall asleep there afterwards, so no need to move if it’s done on the couch or in the bed.

He isn’t opposed to trying to do something in the bath.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Whenever you put effort into dressing up so stunningly for a date. He admires you and admires that you make yourself prettier than you already are for him.

Making out. There is nothing more attractive to him than seeing how your kisses slowly turn more slow or needy, because it is easy to get turned on by how romantic and intimate his kisses can be. Even the short ones. They always make you crave for more.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

He won’t hurt you neither physically or mentally. This means that he gives a big no to degradation and the masochism/sadism combo. 

Do not try anything on the farm, his animals do not deserve to watch any sensuous thing, please. Lysander may tease you a little bit, but he won’t cross the boundary of undressing you or actually do something.

He isn’t comfortable with doing too many romantic interactions in public other than casual pecking and holding hands. So trying to do anything risky is rather a turn off for him.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

While he likes seeing you down between his thighs, there is nothing more satisfying than seeing you squirm from the pleasure when he is the one giving it to you. He takes this moment just as precious as if he was eating a meal in a luxurious restaurant. He prepares his meal with kisses, starting with your neck, slowly descending to right between your thighs, leaving a trail of sweet kisses behind. 

He closes his eyes to keep the focus, even though he might look up at you whenever you make any sound to admire your reactions. 

Lysander interlocks his fingers with one of your hands as he uses the other to hold your thigh and keep your legs separated for him to work properly.

When you’re the one giving oral to him, he does his best to be as gentle as possible even if he sometimes has this urge of thrusting due to how good it might feel. He caresses your hair, keeps it back so it doesn’t bother you in case it is long enough, and gives small praises every now and then. He asks you if you’re doing alright, and genuinely worries that you can’t breathe or that you might choke.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Slow and sensual, definitely. He makes sure that you can feel all of him through every slow thrust, sometimes making you lose your mind and need more of it. And he might increase the pace just if you ask for it. But even if he goes faster, he isn’t rougher. 

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

No, no chance. He needs to spend as long as it is needed to make you enjoy all the situation and enjoy himself. If you tease him anywhere, he’ll be patient until you both are home.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

As I previously mentioned, he prefers to keep those intimate moments intimate, which means that he prefers to not have any distractions or risks of getting caught because it’d turn him off. He may accept experimenting with soft games on the bed or on the couch, in the private spaces he feels the most comfortable in. 

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

He can go for 2 or 3 rounds, with a break in between. He can spend the most time with the previous games before getting into action, the making out, the dry humping, the kisses and teasing touches…

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

He doesn’t own toys and I don’t think he might like the use of them during your intimate moments.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Lysander likes to tease but not in the way that he makes you beg for stuff. He likes to tease you in that way that turns you on and makes you impatient to have a private moment with him. For example, you might be cooking dinner and he’d approach from behind, hugging your waist and kissing your neck slowly as he purrs some questions about how your day was and muttering soft compliments.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

He isn’t loud. At first, he releases sighs and shuddering breaths, sometimes gasping when he finds the exact point of pleasure. But whenever you squeeze him tight, or anything that makes him lose slight control happens, you may hear a breathless moan. His moans are just as pretty as his singing and they might turn you on more than the whole situation.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

He writes erotic poems based on the emotions that you make him feel while you make love, those shared memories in which you both felt the most loved and vulnerable at the same time.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

Underneath his clothes expect to find a thin, long and muscular frame. His body isn’t as muscular and exercised as Nathaniel’s, but he has a good shape due to his good diet and constant movement on the farm. –I definitely do not consider him being as strong as he seems to be on the game pics–

If we talk about his dick size, he’s a little bit above average but not extremely big. He leans on the longer side rather than the thick one.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

I’d say his sex drive is normal, leaning on the lower side. But there might be times in which his hormones are pretty crazy so his sex drive increases. It all depends on the situation to feel more aroused or less!

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

He doesn’t fall asleep immediately after it because he likes to spend some time taking care of you and giving you all the cuddles and sweet words you might need. When he sees that you feel more relaxed and sleepy, he’ll also allow himself to fall asleep.

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Hii! Saw your post about the morning routines for eldarya routes... and I was thinking, could you do the same with my candy love new gen routes? Like, their morning routines before going to the office!

I hope you're doing well, lots of health for you and your family!

MCL NEW GEN; the routes’ morning routines!

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DEVON

Devon bears the responsibility of being the boss of a company, and as much as bed is comfy, there are things he has to prioritize if he wants to keep that comfiness in his life. He tries to have a slow routine that mixes his peace and some work preparation for the day.

06:00 AM. The alarm sounds, and he quickly turns on the light to prevent him from going back to sleep. Because he’d gladly do it.

06:05 AM. He is already in the bathroom, washing his face to completely wake up. 

06:09 AM. Still wearing his pajamas, he goes towards his kitchen and prepares a good breakfast (he’ll have a second breakfast in the office, but prefers it to be lighter than the first one). He carries his breakfast to the living room, sitting on the table. 

06:15 AM. The living room table doesn’t only stand his plate with two toasts, scrambled eggs and some pieces of peach (something refreshing early in the morning brings him some joy) and his cup of coffee. It also holds his laptop, showing his e-mail page with some new working requests and his notebook where he writes the to-do list for the day.

07:03 AM. He is done having breakfast and having his pre-work session. Turns off everything and stretches a little bit before washing his plates. Then he sits on the couch and turns on the TV to see the daily news, which is a way for him to stay tuned about how the world is becoming a mess before going to the office –this gives him topics to talk about and complain about throughout the day–.

07:40 AM. He has had enough from TV so he goes take a shower and gets ready to go to work.

ROY

Roy built his morning routine in a very active way, as we might expect. But also in a way that he can easily start the day with a smile and a positive mindset. He allows himself to sleep more during his free days though.

06:00 AM. The alarm wakes him up from his precious slumber and immediately gets up from bed to the bathroom.

06:04 AM. He is already getting changed to sporty clothes because he is going for that early run and swim! He got used to doing this every morning and not only because of his physical health, but also because seeing the sunrise and swimming on the solitaire beach makes him truly happy.   

06:10 AM. He prepares a small bag with a towel and a big bottle of water. He doesn’t have breakfast before running as he will have it later.

06:13 AM. He warms-up before running to prepare his body and mind for what is about to come.

06:25 AM. Finishes his warm-up and leaves his house to go for a run!

06:54 AM. He finishes his running session, not even listening to music to focus on the natural sounds and pay attention to any disturbances around. He's already on the beach, walking calmly towards the water.

06:57 AM. Drops his shirt and bag on a certain spot nearby him in the sand. Then he runs towards the water and throws himself into it!

07:00 AM. He lets the fresh ocean water make him feel better as he was sweaty and hot already from running. And then he swims and has fun on his own as he waits for the sun to rise. (I’m setting this routine on spring-summer because I don’t think he’d go for a run on autumn or winter unless it’s at noon-night)

07:15 AM. He has already seen the sunrise and feels ready to start the day with a smile on his face. He leaves the water, dries himself and drinks almost half of the bottle of water he brought with him.

07:30 AM. Gets home and takes a shower to remove all the salt from his body, then he gets ready for work.

07:50 AM. He is already ready for work, he prepares a shake and a sandwich or something to eat for breakfast and gets going to the office.

AMANDA

She prefers to keep her routines short and peaceful, not work related so she doesn’t get stressed that early in the morning. So unless it isn’t of strict importance, she’s spoiling herself.

06:40 AM. She wakes up after sleeping her precious 8 hours, with a face mask from last night on her face and a messy bun on her hair. She stretches herself and drinks water from the bottle she may place on her nightstand before going to sleep.

06:44 AM. She’s in the bathroom removing the mask. Then she washes her face with her foam cleanser and starts doing her morning skincare.

06:50 AM. Goes have breakfast before changing to her working clothes as she fears getting dirty. Also, her hair needs to be done last as she wants it to be the most perfect for the office.

06:54 AM. She puts on a show or reads a book as she has breakfast, taking it easy.

07:35 AM. She is done with her breakfast and the show or book chapter, she washes the dishes and goes back to the bathroom.

07:40 AM. She changes to her working clothes and ties her hair up carefully, so at least when she gets to the office it looks good. 

07:46 AM. Once she is ready, she brushes her teeth and puts on 3 tons of perfume, because she couldn’t stand smelling bad even if it’s just a bit.

07:51 AM. She puts on the necklaces and bracelets, sometimes a couple of earrings, before picking her bag up. She might have her bag already prepared from last night so she doesn’t forget anything important and can leave her house calmly. 

THOMAS

We all know how he is. Devon gave him the chance to start his schedule later as long as he did the best he could and stayed longer than the others. Thomas takes that offer and sticks to that routine. He goes to sleep late after entertaining himself with some games or any interesting article he has seen on social media.

10:30 AM. He wakes up with the first alarm he sets because it disturbs him in every sense, not just his sleep. 

10:36 AM. He is looking at the ceiling, wondering so many things until his mind is full blank. He is probably not even conscious of the amount of things he thinks about just when he wakes up.

10:38 AM. He picks his phone and doomscrolls for a bit until he gets bored of everything he sees.

10:43 AM. Thomas leaves his bed and goes to the bathroom before getting changed into the first thing he sees in his closet. He thinks about what to wear to look decent, yes… but he doesn’t spend much time worrying about it.

10:47 AM. He puts on some quick perfume, opens up his bedroom window so it can get some light and fresh air.

10:52 AM. He grabs his motorcycle’s helmet and zips the jacket before going for his motorcycle. Ahh and seeing his baby (the motorcycle) makes him have a reason to wake up that early (he’d usually wake up later if he had a free day). Then he goes to the office!

JASON

Jason may be the boss of his company, but he doesn’t wake up earlier than he should to work before the office opens. He prefers to stay working until late so he can go back home and go to sleep earlier. So after sleeping 7-8 hours, he wakes up merely to get ready to work.

07:00 AM. Wakes up pretty easily, just as the phone starts vibrating his eyes are already opened and turning off the alarm. He brushes his face and sits up to open the blinds and see the city views.

07:04 AM. He goes to prepare a coffee and then walks back to his room, looking through the window towards the sunrise and the early activity from workers or students. He lazily sips from his coffee and enjoys the view. Sometimes he plays music on a low volume to vibe a little bit.

07:10 AM. He washes the cup of coffee and goes to the bathroom to brush his teeth, wash his face and get dressed with his formal uniform.

07:14 AM. He combs his hair a little to give it a nice shape and bathes his clothes and hair with an expensive perfume he loves.

07:17 AM. Jason picks his phone and looks over the notifications to answer messages or see if he got new mails to answer when he gets to the office.

07:20 AM. He goes to his car and drives himself to the office!

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Hii, pookie! ૮₍ ˃ ⤙ ˂ ₎ა

Now that your requests are open... I wanted to request something for MCL HSL, and it may be angst ദ്ദി •⩊• ) How would the HSL routes when the reader compares themselves to another person? If it can be angst-comfort, please...

I hope you have a nice day, week and month!!

MY CANDY LOVE HSL; routes when you compare yourself to someone else

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NATHANIEL

He is pretty familiar with the concept of comparing yourself with someone else due to not feeling enough, and notices your subtle actions. How you unsoncsiously talk insecurely about yourself, how you doubt so much even of the smallest things, even those in which you used to be good at.

He notices how you look too much at someone, how you even look at Melody and become quiet due to the negative thoughts that may wander through your mind. 

Nathaniel concludes by how insecure you become around them that you just compare yourself to them. And he gets slightly mad, not at you, just at the idea of you doing that.

One day, as you’re making him company on the Student Council Room at noon, he decides to bring up the subject. “What is going on through your mind?” he asks, stopping his tasks just to sit on the table, right beside you. He wanted you to pay attention to him.

He expects you to be honest about it. If not, he already knows the reason. “Look, dear… you must stop. It makes no sense comparing yourself to anyone,” he firmly speaks, “everyone is different and unique, not less.”

From now on, he makes more genuine compliments to reinforce your confidence. 

He becomes more attentive of you and your feelings, and he lowkey scolds you for talking bad about yourself because - what’s the point of treating yourself so poorly?

The slightest change of your mood is enough for him to have a hand over yours, squeezing it reassuringly. 

CASTIEL

The moment a comment like “I’m not as pretty as…” comes out from your mouth, he has to take a deep, deep breath and rolls his eyes. He reacts immediately, not giving you a second chance to keep comparing yourself to anyone else. It could be easy to do it, to compare yourself with his ex girlfriend (ew).

But you're better than anything he has ever had.

He cannot stand seeing you treating yourself that bad. He might sound a little bit harsh, but he is honest about it: “what the hell are you saying now? Have you seen yourself?”

Castiel doesn’t want anyone else and deeply wishes that you could see yourself the way he does. And he is going to make sure that you get his point.

If you don’t value yourself, he’ll do it for both of you until you can also see it.

He tries his best to be more patient about the fact that you talk so badly about yourself, because he gets genuinely mad at the concept of comparison. So he also learns to be more patient.

He genuinely dislikes whoever makes you insecure.

Whenever you show any signs of comparing yourself, he shows up quietly for you. He might touch your chin gently, so you can make eye contact with him and he’ll say “don’t. You’re the one I want, I don’t need you to be any different from how perfect you are.”

LYSANDER

It might take a while for him to get what is wrong. He might take your long silences as a sign of peace, because silence equals to calm for him. But he can see you detached from reality, diving into your thoughts. Lysander grabs your hand and gently asks if you are doing alright.

So you decided to be honest with him and share your inner insecurities and how they were affecting you lately. Therefore, he feels sad that he has let you feel that way instead of reassuring you as he should.

Lysander takes his time to think the best ways of making you feel better about yourself.

And he makes it very very special! Lysander starts writing poems to you about how you’re the only one that matters to him, about what a precious and unique flower you are… (well things like that, I’m not that romantic to think about how many things he could write im sorrybgjbjkdf…)

He makes you feel understood and genuinely reassured, not judged. Lysander might encourage you to open up whenever you overthink so he can clear your mind from any lie your mind comes up with.

He doesn’t pressure you to talk about what you think whenever those thoughts catch you, he simply stays by your side and provides you support by talking about other stuff, complimenting you or caressing your back gently.

KENTIN

He’s oblivious at first and thinks that the reason why you are so quiet is because you are falling out of love with him :(. 

You take longer to answer him, or avoid eye contact as you're focused on your own thoughts. He overthinks himself at first, trying to think that maybe you’re worried about some exams, about any personal problems or… whatever…

But what if you’re going through something worse and he isn’t there to help you through it? He doesn’t want to be a bad boyfriend. So he decides to stop the walk to your house and face you, asking you directly what is wrong.

You decided to be honest and tell you how you were feeling lately, feeling less than anyone. Remember how he was dumb and kissed Amber? You even had material to overthink about it and was one of the reasons of your overthinking too.

Look, he’s clumsy expressing himself so he may stutter or get offended by seeing how you think so badly of yourself. “Have you met you? You are perfect, you are everything a single person would wish for,” he expresses with worry, probably exaggerating a little his gesturing - but he means it. You’re perfect for him. 

He becomes more aware of your signs of discomfort when someone that makes you insecure is around, and he kinda bombs you with his lovely thoughts about you. They aren’t few, there are a lot.

ARMIN

Not gonna lie, this dummy probably made you insecure by making any joke. He’s a man, don’t expect him to think too much /hj. 

When he finds out you’re overthinking because of him and due to that you started comparing yourself with others, he gets mad at himself. He tries to take it easy at first, and says “comparing yourself is like comparing a visual novel with a shooter; it makes no sense.”

No, but seriously, when he sees that it is affecting you more than he expected, he takes it seriously. He sets aside any jokes he can be able to make and listens to you.

Armin may be a good listener, but not a good adviser. He feels bad he doesn’t know the immediate solution to delete that bad habit of yours, because he hates seeing you think so low of yourself. 

He randomly texts you beautiful things as a reminder that you’re the one he wants to marry and the only one he wants.

Armin is going to spend more time with you, distracting you with spontaneous dates, taking you to cinema, playing any games or whatever that creates a new memory between you both and makes you forget those thoughts for a while. Maybe the safer and closer you feel in the relationship, the lesser you’d compare yourself.

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I forgot to say that little guy is the Chrome, he also happy to see you!! (esp bc fandom is a bit dead)

-also Sol

I could imagine!! Thank you so much sobsobsob you're a great living being, keep breathing forever pls

[verystrxxwberry]

A bit late, but I'm that you came back!! :3

-Sol

OMG OMG OMG OM G SOL YOU AGAIN I LOVE YOU DJKAGHJKDGHJKDASHG I LOVE THIS DRAWING IM SOBBING THIS IS SO DAMN CUTE. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS

[verystrxxwberry]

Hiiii Alex! I'm so glad you're back, I missed you in our community. Could you write how would eldarya routes react when guardian mentions having children in the future? 💚💚💚

ELDARYA; the routes’ reactions when the reader talks about having kids

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EZAREL 

It’s pretty complicated. At the beginning he is saying no, but instantly. The moment you say the word “kids” he immediately says “no”. Ezarel wonders what good would it make to have a mini-him go around and make chaos just as he does…

Deep down, it isn’t just that. He is also scared of losing the track of his life, not being a good father and… well, it’s a whole living being you both gotta take care of. It seems such a responsibility for him.

But even if he says no, the idea keeps spinning around his mind whenever he’s got nothing to do. Now, he keeps looking at families, how couples can still be happy even with a creature on their arms crying and screaming for food. And he imagines you and him as that couple, growing a kid together.

Whenever you speak about having kids again, he just listens to you this time. He listens to your opinions, your excited comments about having a family together. 

If you ask him, he is gonna say no. But this time is softer, not as rough or sarcastic as the beginning.

Nonetheless, you will catch him reading books about how to be a good father and whatever he can find on the library that helps him with that.

And once he’d be completely disconnected from reality, thinking about life choices, and he’d murmur “but I don’t think the HQs are safe enough for our kids…”

That surprised you. He said our kids. OUR kids.

You talked to him about it, excited, and all he did was sigh and nod. Ezarel was slowly changing his mind, even if he is still terrified as hell of being a bad father.

NEVRA

At first, he is a little bit surprised. But then, it makes him smile whenever you mention having kids with him - his eyes soften a little and he just listens to you. 

He doesn’t the reject the idea, but doesn’t accept it yet. He simply thinks about it, not rushing the idea so you both can enjoy of your youth before creating a living being.

He doesn’t overthink it either. Isn’t it the point of having a partner to create a family? There might be couples which are not interested, and it’s completely understandable. But in his case, he wants to have kids.

Nevra stares at you when kids are around you and genuinely imagines you both being parents. He might join to play with those kids so you can share a little experience of how would it be.

Whenever the conversation comes up again, he slowly starts to open up and participate on it. He’d do it by making questions about their names, how would you educate them and several things that got you both sharing a lovely and nice moment together!

He may point at some random families every now and then, whenever you both are out for a walk, and say “those two will be us.”

VALKYON

He craves for it, he wants to create a family with you. But obviously, it is a serious subject to think about. He might be the one coming out with that conversation, but not as deep as you did.

Valkyon openly accepts the idea, and by holding your hand says “still, there is no rush. We gotta prepare ourselves for it.”

He wants to have kids because he is attracted to the idea of protecting, taking care of and creating something long-lasting with you. Not only your relationship, but a whole genealogical tree.

It is simply his ideal way of life.

But he is also scared of not meeting the expectations. There are many risks on life that he doesn’t know how much will he be able to protect your kids, but he will do his best at it.

Every now and then he asks you “do you think it is the time?”

He is innerly excited to have kids and see a creature, or a couple of creatures, running around and having fun as you both check on them with a lovely smile on your faces. 

Just by imaginning that, he’d smile and kiss your forehead with no context, making you wonder what the hell just happened.

LEIFTAN

The moment you mention having kids, he doesn’t have any bad reaction. Actually, his answer is calm and soft, “it’s a precious idea… I also had it several times.”

Talking about it is what actually creates his doubts.

Of course, he wants to have that style of life: a home, calm and a stable family with you. He also has a great empathy that might help when teaching your kids, solving problems and dealing with their rude periods.

But he is scared of not deserving such a happiness, of his own nature affecting your kids somehow.

After doubting this much, he can get a little bit reserved about the subject. He doesn’t reject it but avoids getting deep into it, saying such things like “there are too many things that could go wrong though…”

What he needs isn’t time, it’s that you understand his view. If you reassure him by telling him constantly that he is going to be a good father and he is changing from his past mistakes, he might open up again about that subject.

When he overcomes that era of self-doubts, he might openly accept the idea with a smile on his face. It is a very emotional and conscious decision, truly important. But he wants to take that step with you.

LANCE

A big no.

He frowns from the confusion and fear. Lance is shocked by the idea, and not because it is the first time someone offers him that, but because he simply cannot imagine giving his kid a happy life.

He might answer “children?? I don’t know if I’m the correct person to be a father,” so yeah. His first reaction comes from insecurity: the fear of not being enough. What if your kids think badly of him once they find out all the crazy shit he did? It’d make sense but… he’d like a happy family, without secrets. But his past… it still haunts him. 

The idea doesn’t disgust him, it just scares him. And it would take him a big while to take this fear off.

So everytime you start talking about it, he tries to avoid the subject, because it makes him real anxious.

He might talk with some creatures in the HQs that are parents so he can have an experienced view on the subject. And he might consider it then...

MATHIEU

Somehow, he firstly reacts excited. No jokes, the fact that you want to have KIDS with him makes him so happy. 

“Yes, yes, of course yes, dear!” he exclaims as he holds both of your hands. Then reality hits him and he becomes aware that it is a great amount of responsibility. Of course he thinks of this towards the future, there’s lot of youth to enjoy yet!

He loves the idea, and cannot help but imagine all the new experiences that will come along with creating a new family.

Mathieu talks more about the subject than you do. He likes to think about names for your kids together, about the rules you’ll set towards the kid, about some situations to think how you’d both act if it happened.

He fights to have a good relationship with you so it can be a good influence for them in the future.

Whenever there are kids around, he likes to play the role of a father to check how he’d be as one. And he’s surprisingly confident and excited for it.

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Good morning, everyone!

I won't be posting this week nor the next one. This week due to exams (I haven't had time to write properly) and because yesterday I got sick and I feel slow af. And next week due to easter I will be spending time with my family and partner.

I will be back the following week after next one with posts! I decided I'm going to be posting on wednesdays and fridays if everything goes according to my plans.

I hope you all can understand this!