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[halfire]

i’m so fidgety we’re going to california for a few days next month and it’s just makingme realize i miss traveling i’ve been looking at vans all day and just. hrng. take me away. 

[halfire]

[halfire]

a dream in which my mother kissed me on the forehead, and then the ground opened up and swallowed me whole.

[halfire]

i told my gran she got a package from my mom, and she was like "oh.... for.. me?"

it didn't click with me until today she was probably like, oh, she sent. ,a package to me and not? To you? Her child? First born? No? A package to her mom?

....great !

[halfire]

i’m real fucking glad they bought that pop trailer and had to get rid of shit in the garage because i have found

1) a photo album i have been looking for since 2012

2) three other photo albums

3) a box of shit from bridgeville

4) so many fucking!!!! books!!!!!

[halfire]

R&R house: one of my favorite places i’ve ever lived. probably the worst living situation i ever had to fucking endure.

here: the ugliest fucking place i have ever existed in holy shit. the walls look like babyshit. i live with two of my favorite peopleand i’m in hell.

[halfire]

we put the christmas tree up for the first time in years and there was. sooo much cat fur. so sooo much cat fur. i didn't touch it while i was vacuuming it up bc a part of me hates touching clumps of hair but a part of it stuck to the branches and i kinda uhhh. im a lil sad. lil sad now. i miss her a lot.

[halfire]

i think i may have to move back to google docs rather than word bc like...... i rlly like that docs doesn’t show your word count. bc i think that may be. a small part of my whole. dealio. 

also less space on my laptop which is always Gr8