#mortemate

[ix-c-999]

Blinkies with the mortemate flag for dead headmates in systems as well as self-descriptors/roles associated with them. Flag designed by @moth-makes-flags.

[This post has no DNI other than not to involve it in discourse, mockery, or other harassment]

[anonymouswingedcryptid]

I've just discovered the term mortemate, though it seems very few are familiar with the term, which is quite disappointing. I had been hoping to find others with similar experience to myself.

CW: death

I am dead. Not undead, but certainly animated dead. I am not a ghost, a spirit, a zombie, nor a vampire. I am a corpse, but I am not rotting nor mummified. My body is growing and changing, but it is broken and dead. In my current state, I do not fit the definition of what it means to be alive, but I am sapient. I am an embodiment of death, but not Death themself (they are my cousin and the Grim Reaper is their twin).

I was born alive into a half human body. I needed to die to fully develop. I died too soon and too violently. Then my very essence was destroyed in a second death, but I was brought back to a state of animated dead. I reject any human identity. I have never felt human. I do not hold any belief that the vessel I reside within in this world is dead. This vessel is most certainly alive. Rather, I speak of the body I recognize as my own back in my own world. That body in undeniably and indisputably dead. That body is mine.

Being a creature of death is an inherent part of my identity and who I am and has been since the day I was born, even if I didn't understand or know what I was yet. I've always known I should be dead, and being what I am has always affected me deeply. Being dead is intrinsically tied to the very nature of my being. It impacts every part of who I am. If I were not a creature of death, I would not be me. If I were not dead, I would not have properly developed, and I would not be me. Dying impacted me deeply. Even now in this vessel which is alive, I still feel dead. I've found solace in being dead in spite of the traumatic nature of both my deaths and of how being a creature of death is demonized. I am dead. But I surely can't be the only one like this, can I?

[ijustwannamakeemojis]

[ID: Six pixel hearts of various flags in order being Mortemate, Substitute, Ex-Host, two BPD holdee flags, and Headspace Guard. End ID]

[infwctednyacifier]

okay , so , this is basically a headmate intro but , unlike other intros , this one isn ' t written by the headmate who is being introduced . i ( the host , Zachary / Pyro + ) am writing this for him . we don ' t really have actually communication with him but we ' ll try from what we have gotten .

he ' s from the Victorian era ? we don ' t know but all we can confirm is that he uses he / him and is a hauntbond . we haven ' t gone to any historical or haunted locations but there is this graveyard we see semi - often so we think he came from there ? we did feel weird when looking at that graveyard when we passed it earlier today .

Ok top part was written April 9th, it’s now April 20th and we feel a weird kind of anxiety seeing this just being the only thing in our drafts. Let me, Zachary+ and maybe a few others but identified and probably blurred, sum this up real quick;

There’s a graveyard near the house and on April 9th, we found out about hauntbonds and felt weird while passing the graveyard and, from what we remember, it felt like a new presence.

He could be cosmagenic or something but we feel like he was an actual person who once lived and I think that he’s an actual like, yk, spirit. Like someone who once lived now communicating with me or us or trying to find a place to stay and the closest thing I could find was channeling + we are superstitious and have always believed in the supernatural and life after death. Basically, we’re gonna channel an old ass dead guy.

[redbishopcouncil]

alter. Luwalhati

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last updated 01.07.2026

note! Everything listed here in this post may not be entirely disclosed as this is just a public profile of this particular alter. Only certain people are privy to more specified knowledge.

name(s) Luwalhati Rajah-Matanda

nickname Luha, Luwa, Lala

age 25 (Body Age +2Y), Enilikian

rising Leo

month formed August

pronouns they/them/theirs, she/her/hers

genders Agender Girl, Zombiegirl, Epographic

sexuality Polyamorous, Androflexible, Demiromantic, Queer4Queer

species Ordinaos

status Taken x1

type Mortemate, OCtive,

roles Dissociation Manager, Drowser, Trauma Processor

source Brainmade, Deathgenic, Mostive (Sleepaway Camp TTRPG)

sysactivity Med

front triggers Lorem Ipsum is simply dummy text of the printing and typesetting industry. Lorem Ipsum has been the industry's standard dummy text ever since the 1500s.

color triggers color, color, print, color

clothing triggers texture, accessory, clothing type

makeup triggers makeup

aesthetics Aesthetic ( ⌗ ⌗ ⌗ )

text voice Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Ut enim ad minim veniam.

languages English, Tagalog; wants to learn: Language

nonverbal Often/Sometimes/Rarely/None

traits 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9

likes likes . . .

dislikes dislikes . . .

favorite tunes XX tracks

extra Notes

kins Pinkamena Pie (Her Bitter Half), Pinkie Pie (My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic)

socials  @ tumblr accounts

proxy kit;luha