I started a third job today. I won’t go into details, but it’s pretty fucking awesome. It’s temporary, but I’m doing something that’s good for the planet. I’m tired and feel beat down this week. I do feel I’m finally starting to heal and feel somewhat better. One day at a time. I miss feeling the wonder and mystery of life. It’s been awhile since I felt that way. Now, mostly sober, sometimes I change my mind and fall back again. But I’m standing tall and that’s everything to me. #shamelessselfie #boredtodeath #mostlysober #selflove #healing #stillsucksthough #cheesecake #love #workinghardorhardlyworking #inmylight #sleepinghooligan #tanisjustice (at Corvallis, Oregon) https://www.instagram.com/p/B2QIP9KnnAS/?igshid=n0bsj2sjetmt