Mommy needs me! ch3
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You inherited to your Aunts farm after she passed from cancer. But you don’t know also inherited giant Mothman-manchild, who is pissing and jizzing everywhere in your house.
Warning: Yandere Mothman Shigaraki, piss, offensive language, mommy kink, spanking, references to knotting, blow job, fighting
Kai wants you there now! You have no choice but to leave your sweet Mothman alone with the vet. Who is pissed off at you. Who will step up first!
Ch 2
Chapter 3
“Doctor, can you say doctor,” you ask Shigaraki.
“Father,” he said. Every time he had to repeat himself, his antennae would flatten back more on his head until it was plastered against his skull.
“Doctor Tanaka,” you try again. Tempting him with Oreos.
He hisses and shakes his head. Pointing at Dr. Tanaka when she entered the room, “Father.”
She freezes and pulls out a notepad. Shigaraki took advantage to snatch at the cookies. Missing, you're on to him.
“Oh, good morning slash evening, Doctor. I’m sorry. I, uh, was trying to get him to call you Doctor because he is rude about names. He refuses to use my name. He insists on calling me Mommy,” You say quickly.
“Mommy,” Shigaraki moans, rubbing his face in your crotch. You squirm and try to move away. It was embarrassing, especially in front of the Doctor.
“I really don't mind. I have a theory it is because Shigaraki was taught that titles have roles. He called me Father after I disciplined him,” she noted.
“I disciplined him,” you whine.
“Did you already have the mommy title?” She asked. You cringe. He called you that the very first time you met him. You can feel your face flush. The Doctor takes note and smirks lightly.
“A hundred percent called Mommy beforehand,” She notes before going to her van. Shigaraki took this opportunity to snatch away the Oreos. Where he promptly started to shovel them in his mouth at breakneck speed.
“Slow down. You can have them, ok. Mommy needs to talk about something tough,” you started when Shigaraki growled in irritation. Just when he thought you had made a change, it turns out you are just buttering him up for shitty news. Well, he won’t have it. He was in a good mood until this.
“If I am correct, we may unravel a few mysteries of his passss…wha-what is going on here? He has cookies. Why is he growling?” Tanaka asks at a nice safe distance.
“He is mad that I am trying to talk to him about how I will be away for a little while,” you said to her. Shigaraki's eyes widened, and he exploded in rage. Decaying the cookies. Grabbing your arm and dragging you back to the nest. Burning pain shoots up your limb as he yanks you upstairs. Your skin felt like it was being pulled off.
“Hey, stop that!” The Doctor tells him sternly. Shigaraki freezes. He feels instinctually compelled to listen to new Father. This female uses the exact same tone as his old Father. But Mommy is trying to leave the nest. Leave him. He knows better. He knows going to the store or an appointment is not the same as ‘will be away for a while.’
He is gentler, swooping you up quickly and carrying you to the nest where he will keep you forever if necessary. He drops you in the nest and presses himself down on you. He was going to be rougher, but he kept hearing that tone Tanaka gave him, his haunting from beyond the grave.
“He’s not hurting you, is he?” Tanaka asked.
“No, I’m ok,” you mumble from under his wing. His warm body was comforting as he calmly pinned you under him. You reached up to stroke his fluffy collar to soothe him, “I know you’re upset, but I promise I will be back. Dr. Tanaka will be right here helping take care of you.”
He violently shakes his head like a petulant child. At first, he wasn’t concerned once he realized the Doctor was female. Males always try to kill or take from him. Look at his original father, who wanted to kill and take from him. Not finding females a threat, he allowed her to stay in his territory, but he was rapidly changing his view on that.
“I won’t be able to catch my train like this. Can you help me? He seems to listen to you,” You ask Tanaka, muffled by his body. She had to lean in close to the sharp snarling fangs.
“Heeeey, now. You must use your words so we can understand,” Tanaka instructs him slowly.
This agitates him more. How can he think up all the annoying words to tell new Father that second Mommy left you in his care? He is supposed to grow up and be your protector, but how can he?
He only knows how to kill prey foolish enough to come to him. He knows nothing of the world outside the forest. He blames his original father for this. How can he explain that new Mommy is gullible and too innocent? No one taught you how to survive here.
You just walk around as if you can just go anywhere. Without a care in your pretty little head. How can he protect you if you go outside his territory? He can’t navigate that world at all! He still watches sesame street! You must stay here and safe.
He hasn’t been able to protect any Mommy yet. He couldn’t save his first Mommy from his quirk. He couldn’t protect second Mommy from something as tiny as a ‘cell.’ No one and nothing will take you from him.
He clicks his teeth and snarls in more anxiety. How can he make you understand? He ponders before carefully answering. Things he can remember from Sesame Street and Case Closed anime.
“Not safe. Stranger danger. Often…the perp…is someone they know. Stay safe, stay here,” he growled.
“This is bad boy behavior,” you huff. He flaps his wing and quiets you. Tanaka takes notes.
“Separation anxiety. Let’s see,” Tanaka is mumbling to herself. You want to spank the shit out of both of them. You were hoping she would be helpful, “I know it can be scary losing someone. But your Mommy will be fine and keep her promise to come back. We have a few days. Why don’t we make a special goodbye? A nice little ritual with extra attention? Plus, I will be here with you, buddy.”
“Big boy time?” he questions. Bending to nuzzle the top of your head. Oh gosh, Shiggy has a one-track mind. He seems about ready to give in. He needs an extra push. You don’t want to do this in front of the Doctor. You wanted to be physically healed before seeing Kai. You suspect that won't happen.
“Big boy time?” Tanaka asked, brows furrowing in question.
“Oh, I got it from here, Doc. Could you give us a moment? I think I reason with him,” you ask cautiously. She nodded and left.
“Big boy time,” he chirped at you excitedly. Pushing at his chest, you grunt in response until he starts to lift off.
“Mommy is willing to have big boy time if you are a good boy and agree to stay here,” you said firmly. He snarled and shook his head no.
“No! You stay here,” he paused then. Lighting up like he thought of a brilliant idea, “I go with. Safe.”
“No! Absolutely not! I am protecting you. You cannot go to the city. They will hurt you. Call you a monster or use you. It is a very bad place for you,” you exclaimed. Shigaraki stood and paced around the room in agitation again. Carefully picking out the words he needs.
“I big boy now. Do big boy things. I protect Mommy. Mommy protects nest. Protect grubs,” He said slowly.
“You are the grub, and I am protecting the nest,” you snap.
You do not want to get into the details of what will happen if you put off Kai much longer. Kai will dissect Shiggy and probably you too for keeping him a secret from him. Kai is known for being particularly ruthless. Dicing people up to experiment on and leaving their pieces scattered in the ocean.
Pay him a visit, and that won’t be either of you. You are protecting the big baby and the home. He saw that look and pouted. Antennae drooping, he starts to consider it all. You were silly but not reckless until Father came. Now you are talking nonsense.
“Shiggy come here and let me hold my baby boy,” you said in a sultry tone. He froze and chirped at you automatically. You seem sad, but the tone heated his blood. He’s a good boy, so if Mommy wants snuggles, he won’t refuse. He is also sensing a trap of some kind, which doesn't prevent him from quickly crawling to you.
Wrapping himself around you to burying his face in your chest. You run your fingers through his hair, brushing over his feelers the way that makes him moan in pleasure. You wait until you can feel the tension easing from him.
“Do you want to make mommy happy?” You asked. He is dubious and on guard at what you will say next. You lean in close, your breath hot in the cone of his ear as you whisper, “Do you want to pound mommy’s tight pussy?”
His eyes widen as his antennae stand on end. He must have heard wrong. Did Mommy just talk dirty to him? You giggle because his face turns bright red, his teeth clicking, wings quivering.
“Don’t you want to be my big boy?” You asked. He nods, panting, “Don’t you want to use your big cock in me? Big boy cock!”
Yes, dammit! He wants it so bad his cock throbs and is painfully taut. Reaching into his pants to caress his hot dick. Wrapping your fingers around his girth, he whimpers as he dribbles pre-cum over the top of your digits.
“Wouldn’t it be fun if mommy sucked your cock?” you ask, gently pushing him back, trailing kisses on his chest. His abs tremble. He is beautiful and delicious. Abruptly yanking your hand away, you sit up, and he cries with need, “But I don’t suck on naughty boys who never listen to their Mommy.”
A low growl builds in him. Fucking rotten mommy cock tease. He could make you. He’s strong enough he could make you take him. Keep you in the nest. He cursed himself for the taboo thought. His father didn’t teach him much. Mommy needed to be obeyed when it came to mating. It makes females more likely to take to breeding.
If he can get the most from this deal. Getting you properly scented and impregnated, the other males should stay away if they are smart. This could be the opportunity to extract the knowledge he needs and then kill his new father.
“Want burning drinks and big boy time, as much as I want. Want know when come home. Movie call every night! Then I be good boy,” he hisses.
You light up and kiss him. Not the sweet pecks he’s used to getting from you. It’s more like ones on the romantic show you watch together. Your tongue licks at his mouth until he opens it for you. It’s nice. He feels you are teaching him something while he mimics your movements and enthusiasm. You pull your lips away, and he clutches at you to keep you there.
“You have to keep your promise this time. Then when I get back, we can have big boy time more often, lots more, Ok?”
“Yes, mommy!” he panted. You are wearing that dress he likes and those flimsy panties. He needs this. Accidents happen all the time in the forest he considers for new father. He can get one of the others to eat her, so there is no way you will suspect him. He has a hard time plotting with your mouth trailing down his middle.
He slips the restrictive pants down past his waist. Your mouth kissing and nibbling along his throbbing shaft. He twitched and mewled until you reached his cock head. You look up at him and see he is blushing.
“Please, mommy,” he begs. His wings spread, and his feelers tremble as he lays his head back and moans sweetly.
How can you say no to that? Sucking the tip of his large head into your mouth, swirl your tongue and lick his tip. Shigaraki jolts and looks back at you. His flavor is awful, bitter as coffee and sour with the tang of salt. But he is so sweet looking, with his lustful pleading eyes.
Crimson eyes half-lidded watch while his claws dig into his ruff. His chest heaving with pathetic little whines, fangs clicking, is a pretty sight and music to your ears. You suck harder and more enthusiastically.
Wrapping your hands around the girthy monster, what you can’t fit in your mouth. Which was most of it. Lewd wet lip-smacking sounds filled the room, combined with his noises. You suck him so hard he was approaching crying. Hips bucking up to meet you.
He shocked you by popping out of your mouth with a lewd wet slurp, yanking it away violently with his hand. That deadly fast hand made you jerk back. Strings of drool clung to his dick and your mouth. He looks physically pained, curled up, eyes squeezed shut. Quickly wiping him and you off your lips.
“Baby, are you ok? Was it too much teeth? I didn’t hurt you, did I?” you ask, concerned. He groans. His eyes cracked and knitting in reverence. His heart flutters at your concern. Such a good sweet mommy.
“Pussy. Tight mommy pussy, please. I good boy. I will be best boy. Pussy, pretty please,” he whines. You stand and sheepishly start to slide your panties down. Squirming while he watched you slowly undress. Panties tossed aside, he grabs your thighs and pulls you down to him.
His deadly fingers pulled down the front of your dress to suckle at your chest. You clap a hand over his mouth before he can. His heavy cock resting between your parted lips, rubbing hard against your clit, letting you soak on him.
“You didn’t ask Mommy for permission. You are trying to take. Bad boy,” you scold. His beautiful eyes are large with desire and regret.
“Sury mumee,” he mumbled from under your hand. You lift your hand to see tears pricking at the corners.
“Oh, my poor baby. Do you need mommy cunt so bad it’s hurting?” you ask. He whines and nods.
“Please, I be good boy. Mommy, I need pussy,” he whimpered.
“Ok, but you’re not allowed to touch. Just watch. Nothing but only watching,” you tell him.
He chirps and partially hides his face with the skirt of your dress. His intense gaze never leaves your chest. His antennae flatten and quiver when you line him up to your dripping hole. You lower yourself, whimpering yourself when you feel his cock penetrate you. You are about to change your mind. He is so damn big, it hurts.
But you look into those adorable smoldering eyes and force yourself down on him. He clutches at the dress, trying to control himself as he twines four fingers in it and inhales.
Still watching you like his goddess. He will not be stratified until you are down on his entire shaft. How can he be with just laying there? He needs something to keep himself under control, so you allow him to snuffle like a whiney pervert to your dress. You pause to adjust. Literal tears spill over as he tries to jerk his hips up to the sweet pussy he was begging for.
“Please….more….more Mommy, please. I am good boy. More mommy pussy,” he cries and wriggles under you. You keep pushing yourself, feeling a burning sensation course through your pussy the deeper you push down. When you hit his base, your feel like you are split in two.
“Oh god, baby, you are so big,” you praise. He is biting the edge of your skirt, soaking it with drool as he waits for Mommy to fuck him. He is on the edge of doing the worst. He wants it now so bad it hurts.
“Fuck…fuck now, please mooooommmy. So good. Tight. Fuck Mommy, please,” he strings together.
He is trying so hard to obey. You are testing him to see if he can keep his word. It may seem like pure torture to him, he trembles and cries for help. But he needs to listen and stay home for one damn time.
He is biting through your dress in agonizing tension as he begs for relief with his eyes. Placing a hand on his solid chest, you grab his cock and slowly sink down on him. You bottom out, feeling the tip kiss your cervix.
It hurts so good, a sweet sting that fills you to the brim with pleasure. Tears start pricking at the corner of your eyes. This is no good. Soon, both of you will be blubbering messes. Shigaraki whines and writhes under you with desperate need. Biting with gritted teeth, tearing your skirt with his fangs and claws as he watches you enraptured.
You gently rock your hips. The incredible sensation of his gliding over your slippery walls made you moan. Your wet walls tingle with pleasure. Shigaraki's eyes are drawn to your moving hands when you shove down your dress to expose your breasts and belly for him.
You run your fingers over your breasts and tweak your nipples. Perking them and causing a delightful prickling on your sensitive flesh. Your fingers continue, grabbing your loose hair and fanning it out as you rotate your hips.
He looks hungrily at your wriggling body. He trembles under you as he watches the slight outline of his cock bulge move in you. You follow his eyes and press on your belly to make it really stand out for him.
“Mmmmm, ha-ha-ah… that’s pretty,” you moan. Shigaraki nods in agreement. You are the most beautiful female he has ever seen. You are such a good mommy to him.
You begin to impale yourself on him, bouncing up and down the way he likes. Again, he whimpers and destroys your dress more. His muscles quiver with a desire to touch you. But he is a good boy and will do as he is told. He is gorgeous and sexy as both your bodies burn for each other; he glistens with sweat highlighting his perfect body.
Delicious as you consume the intense wide eyes of awe and pleasure on Shigaraki's face. After a few moments, he lets his head sag back. Breathy moans combine and mix in the nest with intermittent sharp chirps. He licks his dry lips and pants. His hips buck up in tandem, urging you to grind him deeper and more demanding in you. You stop moving, and he cries. You cross your arms over your chest and give him a withering look.
“I told you all you get to do is watch. Bad boy. You just earned a spanking,” you tell him angrily. You only have control during sex, and he doesn’t get to take that away from you. His face turns bright red.
“Sorry. I love you. I take spank. Be good boy. Please more. More mommy pussy, please,” he implores.
You want to cum too. You rock your hips hard, making his entire body shudder. He yelps in surprise and rips your dress some more. His growls and wings rumble, vibrating in your core. You pick up your pace, heated and willing to take his knot.
Soon you are slamming down on him and crying out with each contact. His tongue begins to loll and drip drool. He's biting himself and bleeding slightly. You kiss him, and he chirps directly in your mouth. You feel yourself building up and gummy walls gripping his hot, throbbing cock.
Waves of pleasure are rocketing through you. It was so good you soaked his lap. Too soon. You feel shame, but you feel shaky and lightheaded. Skin breaking out in gooseflesh.
“Mommy. Need to knot. Please, Mommy. Let knot,” he begs. It would be cruel not to let him. You nod yes. Shigaraki is so quick shoving you back. Shigaraki is watching you with a sultry expression. One that makes you melt with want and desire. He reaches over and pulls out a branch. Shoving it in your hand.
“Spank. Hard. Need punish,” he rasps with a smirk. Lifting his wings and exposing his ass to you. You look at him, confused. His eyes dart away as he blushes, “I hurt Mommy during knot. I was bad boy. Spank until knot for sorry all the past times too.”
He gives you one sharp thrust. Causing a shooting pain in your core, making you gasp. You lash out without thinking, swatting him hard across the buttocks. Shigaraki grits his teeth with a grunt.
He does it again, wings trembling and careful to remain clear of his ass. Soon you are whipping his ass like a prized racing horse being abused to run faster. Hips snapping feverishly, bucking his length in your dripping cunt. Your orgasm building quickly. Pounding you into the nest. His eyes rolled in the back of his head. Jaw clenching so tight his sharp teeth bleed.
His tongue laps at your neck, dry lips lock on your pulse, and suck. He can feel the pulse of your pounding heart. Feeling your racing pulse match his. Your ecstasy collides into a shocking tidal wave of soaring bliss. You drop the stick, holding on for dear life to keep yourself from floating away. Conscious of your nails digging too deep, you control yourself enough to release him and groan.
The sharp pain of his sudden knot fills you completely. The sudden fullness and pulsating of his cock shooting his seed into your tight cunt makes you squeeze and milk him harder. He pulls his lips away, and his hot panting breath fans over the hot spot he left on your tender flesh.
"Oh god, that knot is huge! I feel so full." You shiver with bliss. Your shaky limbs weakly hold him.
“I love you, Mommy. I love you,” he repeatedly hissed, next to your ear. His wings are quivering and flapping sporadically. Your euphoric high calms down as your velvety walls flutter around him. His knot lightly throbbing. You kiss him on his jaw, easing into the sensations you never felt before him. You embrace him and gently stroke his hair and feelers.
“I love you too,” you whisper your dark confession. He almost cried, his heart fluttering like his wings. He knew you loved him, but to hear you say it gave him the strength to grow.
“To protect nest. Mommy can leave. I will be good. I wait,” He agrees.
You hold him until he is fast asleep releasing you from his knot and grip. After showering, you go downstairs to get some orange juice on wobbly legs. Dr. Tanaka was at the kitchen island pouring whiskey.
“Whoa, how did you hide that from Shiggy?” you ask.
“I just bought it in town when you told me to leave,” she says, pouring you a glass on the rocks, “You are going to need this. I just got off the phone with Kai. You know, once, Kai gave a guy PCP so he could survive the process of cutting his chest open. He showed a guy his own beating heart. I know because Kai made me prep the area. That was over the guy showing disrespect. I just lied to him. I lied to Kai for you. You have to go and really play up how much whatever he wants from you,” she says, taking a big gulp.
“It will be ok. I convinced Shiggy to stay. You’ll take care of him for me? He is very vuner-” You were saying. The burn of the alcohol sliding down your throat was too much. When Tanaka cut off your sentence, you ran to the frig and grabbed the orange juice.
“Yeah, I want to talk to you about that. I have been so stupid. I thought about when we first talked and the way your eyes roved over me. “I thought here’s another bigot,” she said. Staring at you intently. You interrupt her.
“No! It wasn’t that at all I was just very concer-.” She cuts you off again.
“Concerned. Yeah. I understand wild animals protect their territory from intruding males, particularly males.”
“Exactly. I was worried. But now that you are here, I hope we can be good friends. I never meant to insult you. I’m sorry if I came off as bigoted. I will try harder,” You say quickly.
“I would like that. But you know what, I find it more insulting and not very friendly? You say you know he’s not an animal, yet you let me walk right in with an intelligent, deadly predator who clearly sees you as his mate. I would have preferred if you had asked me if I was cis rather than keeping his murders a secret,” She says, dropping a stack of recent missing person posters on the counter, “How many has he killed, and why did you really want the blood work?”
You are about to deny it. But at this juncture, there is no point. You are both too deep with Kai, and Shiggy seems too attached to just let ‘Father’ go.
“You wouldn’t have come if I asked you if you were cis. You said you were a woman, and I dropped it. You would have been insulted if I kept pressing it and asking questions. I chose you because your curiosity won out over a mild insult. You don't understand what it was like before you came. I needed you. I was desperate,” you tell her.
“You didn’t drop it with your eyes. You stared at me,” Tanaka snapped back. “That’s not…I was staring because…I had a lot of feelings…I was hungover….. really, really, hungover, and it had been a really hard and a long time since I saw another person. I really was worried for you. I had no idea if he would attack you based on appearance……I’m sorry. He was a monster before you came. I am sorry because, without you, I would have….. I was drunk, and that is a poor excuse,” you tried to explain. Your voice quivering. Oh god, you are just embarrassing yourself. You can feel your cheeks flushing with heat.
“My skin isn’t so thin that a little question about my gender makes me break down. You lying to me is the issue. You used words like “territorial and aggressive,” you should have been more upfront with deadly maneater. You still haven’t answered my questions. Why and how many?”
“Well, the reasons I told you before are all true in a way. I thought he was some kind of mythical beast. I was getting exhausted and fed up with his cruel behavior. If it turned out I couldn’t have a future with him, I was thinking of letting more capable people handle him.”
“That’s cold as fuck. That's abandonment,” Tanaka winced.
“I was on top of the corporate world until Kai. I have no way of going back. My Aunt saddled me with this giant evil creature that is high maintenance, and I have no clue what to do with him. I’m an only child! I never even babysat or been in a real relationship. I can’t bring friends over or have a husband or children around him. I couldn’t even pay that much attention to a rabbit without him ripping her apart. She was literally my first pet. All that changed since you’ve come. I’m sorry. I just want to know if we can be friends. Please, I’m begging you for help,” you burst out sobbing.
Tanaka finishes her third drink shaking her head. She feels a genuine pit for you. You hate it. It's bad enough you are crying and begging for help, and she is looking at you like you are pity and angry. You used to be the boss bitch.
“My curiosity would have won. You are right. Insulted or not, I still would have come. But I would have come more prepared. You lied to me by omission. How many has Shigaraki killed?” She asks again with a sigh.
“One that I know of,” you say shyly. Tanaka rubs her temples and then finishes her drink. She taps the stack, “There have been deaths and missing people in these woods way before Shigaraki was even born. My Aunt was clear. He was a child when he met her. Although…..I would suspect at least ten of these are him. But I have no proof of that.” You answer quickly.
Tanaka gets up and paces with a refreshed drink. She stops and sighs again.
“Just to clarify. Because of what he might be and what you don't know, you want to see if you are genetically compatible? That's what future means, right? Fucking and making a baby?”
“That’s lewd and rude,” you sulked.
“You are not denying it. I am stupid. It’s not like I didn’t suspect something. I was so depressed and ready for a change that I didn’t ask questions. I want to be friends. But friends don’t keep secrets. Not if it can hurt the other person,” Tanaka stated flatly. Looking away, she did not like seeing people cry, and you were pulling at her heartstrings with those big sad eyes.
“Weeellll, there is one thing I haven’t told you about….”
It was time to leave today. Shigaraki has been a horny beast, and Dr. Tanaka hid from the two of you when she wasn’t trying to ask him questions. Which he ignores with a growl and reminds everyone that he is a “special goodbye boy” for the next few days and he doesn’t wanna answer questions.
You asked him if he would like to piss on you in the bath. He rolled around on the ground, patting you on the head in the most patronizing way.
“Good, Mommy. Good. Yes!” Finally, he gets to mark you properly. On your knees, you opened your mouth. He turns bright red and rolls around some more. You are about to fetch the Doctor to see what’s wrong with him, “No. Not like that.”
Mommy is so damn kinky lately. You have been talking dirty to him for the past few days, making him melt into a mushy puddle. He can barely keep from cumming when you speak to him. It makes him too bashful to mark while looking into those stunning eyes.
He feels like he could drown in them. He knows he needs to do this, but he can’t with you looking at him. He moves you to piss on your back, forcing you on your hands and knees. The spray splashing and cascading down your body in golden droplets grips his heart. You winced when the warmth spread over your body, running down your arms and legs.
He has a deep scent gland in his body that fills his urine with hormones to ward off predators and warn other males. You are finally allowing him to be the male of the household. His dead Mommy's would be so proud. Father would be jealous. He will go an tell them later.
He is filled with anxiety, but he is so damn happy you are adequately marked. A fading love bite on your neck and his scent all over you. He was overjoyed that you are taking the relationship to the next level. Soon grubs, he thinks.
After watching several videos on a maid café ‘innerweb’ site, he learned the proper way to seduce a mommy. Spiders are clever. He forced his antennae into a heart sharp along with his fingers.
“Love, mommy,” he rasped. You repeat his same motions, beaming because this exemplifies how sweet he can be.
“I love you too,” you say, kissing him. He makes one of those sharp insect chirps. Your heart jumps. Things have changed since the Doctor has come. He has been kinder, softening your heart towards him, “I’ll miss you.” You leave quickly before something else makes you want to stay.
You lay a towel down on your car seat. Before you get on the train, you find a bathhouse and clean up. Discarding the soil clothes. You open your cell and call Kai. He picks up immediately.
“How is my favorite patient feeling?” he asks hollowly. Like his soul, you think.
“Much better. I’m so excited. I’m on the train right now. See you in about three hours,” you force a cheerful exchange.
“Good. I will have a car waiting for you. See you soon,” Kai says, hanging up.
You shudder in fear. But after this, you won’t have to ever see or be a part of any of the yakuza again.
“Four days then I will be back with my Shiggy,” you whisper to yourself.
It was just him and Father. He turns to Dr. Tanaka, who is pointing one of those loud metal devices at him. Rotten things that bite at a distance.
“Do you know what this is?” She asked. He nods. He has been hunted by plenty of humans with them. He points to several old wounds that have scarred to puckering skin on himself, “Then let us not have to use this.”
He shrugs as he walks past her to find the teaching device. She watches him with strange interest when he returns, dropping the babydoll from his mouth in front of her. She picks it up, her analytical gaze roaming over it, then darts back to him.
“What is this for?” Tanaka asks.
“Father teach,” he rasps, pointing to it and then to himself. Her brows knit in confusion at first before she pulls out a notepad and scribbles something.
“Isn’t this a mommy’s job?” She asked. He scoffed at her.
“Teach is always Father’s job. Now teach!” he hissed. He will pump her for information and lessons, then get rid of her before she is too big of a threat. He’s seen the videos. He doesn't like how Mommy talks about her. From now on, every human is a threat to his mate.
“Tell me exactly what fathers and mothers are supposed to do, and I will help you with this,” she says, poking the doll with a pen. Shigaraki hisses and spreads his wings threateningly.
“No poke grub! Useless father if can’t take job seriously. Fathers carry out Mother’s orders. They hunt and protect outside of nest. Provide for flock. Take grubs and teach them. Mommy protects nest. Nurture grubs. Discipline nest. Breed. In charge of destiny and future. Protect grubs from father. I no hurt grubs, though. I a good boy,” he answered.
“Your speech is getting better,” she says. Scribbling down what he said, “So if I understand correctly, then you don’t listen to your mommy because she is not allowed to teach you anything?”
He shakes his head violently. He would be willing to take instruction about the nest and mating. But you don’t seem to know about either of them. He didn’t think fitting in with city humans would be important.
But Second, Mommy left often and wouldn't let him breed. It didn't seem to matter. You leave too often. He can’t keep you at the nest, so he needs to learn. He can’t bring himself to ask you. He's already insecure. He didn’t want to admit his father didn’t teach him that.
“She young like grub, too. Don’t know better. Sense seems dull about forest. Mommy can…can …knows city. Knows humans,” he tried to explain.
“What danger?” She asked cautiously.
Shigaraki tsks. Mommy has heard them, but she is still foolish about it. Father should know. He grabs her arms and walks her to the porch. Reaches for the handle of the gun in her waistband. She knows what those hands can do now. It wasn’t necessary because he released her. He produced a horrid screeching roar. The response was instant. The sound of beasts was unlike anything she had ever heard.
“What the hell was that?” her voice wobbled.
“Danger,” he said.
Mommy was late coming home. He had been very good. Getting as much information from father. They watched videos together when she didn’t know something. Which seemed to be anything about grubs. Annoying!
“Why is it important to know this?” she asked him.
“In case one dies. Need to be both,” he growled. Mommy already seems to be able to hunt, feeling like he was going mad trying to change the diaper on the doll without decaying it. Something strange crossed her face.
“I’m sorry, that was my bad. I was frustrated. Let’s try this brand of diapers,” she mumbled.
Things were going well until the fourth night. You should have been home by now. The more time passed, the more depressed Shigaraki was. Tanaka repeatedly called but was not able to get through.
The second night without a call he threw a tantrum and crawled into a hole. She recoded his angry chittering. Stopped eating by the third night. She could have sworn she heard crying howls from the bedroom on the fourth night. He rarely came out.
The Doctor didn’t mind. It was hard to think with whatever was out there watching and waiting. She drank a lot. On the fifth night, he drooped down the stairs to join Tanaka in drinking. Dragging himself to the straw that Tanka put in the bottle of bourbon for him like a boneless worm. Tanaka was feeling sentimental.
“Doctor Tanaka, I always liked the sound of that. Always had prestige. For ten years, I worked at a pet cloning clinic. Poor things had to be monitored like crazy. They almost always got defects. I should have been monitoring my own health. But it was good money. I mean, just look at that picture,” Tanaka said, waving to the massive flat screen. Shigaraki agreed with Father. Not that he understood what she was saying, but he did like the new TV. He learned that today. TV.
“Hey, I’ve asked this before, but what does ‘big boy time mean?” She asked when Shigaraki was nice and buzzed. She has an idea but wants to be sure. His crimson eyes regard her before he pulls out the cellphone he lifted from her and plays a video. It took several moments before her sluggish brain registered what she was seeing. She pauses the porn.
“Oh, you brat. I will buy you your own phone. Quit stealing mine. This video is not for you. Now that I know, I will be sure to give you guys privacy. I really should find out if you are a human. Although I must ask. If my role is Father, and hers is mother, wouldn’t this be a form of incest or at the least a conflict in your social structure?”
“What incest?” He asked. He’s sure he knows conflict means fighting.
“Sleeping with family. The people you are born from and with. That tends to cause problems. Physically and within the family structure,” She stated. Shigaraki thought about this carefully.
“Yes. Causes conflicts. Often male grub is killed by Father. Mommy's role is most important. Protects grubs. Father to teach,” He rasped.
Tanaka took notes. She has more questions, but they are for later. Shigaraki was curious. He has watched the mating several times and knows one of the lovers was new father. He tapped her arm to get her attention. He taps the phone, then her chest, then his own.
It took a moment. She nodded and chuckled without joy.
“You are wondering why I don’t look like that anymore?” She asked. He nodded cautiously. She sighs and stares at herself on the phone. She takes another sip of her beer before talking about it, “Remember what I said about the clone dogs. Well, I got very sick, lost weight, lost my chest, lost being able to make babies. The last one wasn’t that big of a deal. I can always adopt or find a partner. I always preferred animals.”
Shigaraki drooped, quivering in anxiety. He thinks he knows what the sickness was. He watched his sweet second Mommy slowly die from it helpless.
“Cancer?” he asked. She nodded.
“What kind of expression is that? Don’t worry. I survived. But I won’t pretend it didn’t change things for me. Although, I have always looked androgynous before the double mastectomy,” she said, lightly touching her chest with a distant look. He whimpered. The flannel shirt highlighted a rugged scar of flesh hidden underneath. He knows all about pain and scars. He had been thinking of her as ‘the flat-chested female.’ He had committed a slight, whether she knew it or not. He will stop that. She has already been injured enough. He can smell she is on the verge of tears. It killed his blood lust, but he still had to get something out of the way for him to continue. He growled at her.
“Handsome! Beautiful! Smart!” he snarled. She looked at him with wide eyes. Unable to wrap her mind around it, “Mommy thought handsome. Pretty. Dashing. Young. Smart! Mommy kept going on and on. I could smell it. I no like. My mommy!” he warned.
He could not pay her a direct compliment without offending his Mommy. Even if you are not here, that is something he can’t do. It took her a moment before she started laughing. You had only said a few of those things, but he could tell it made her feel a little better.
“I am pretty handsome. Stunning even. Your Mommy has good taste. Don’t worry. I’m not interested in her that way. Doubt she is interested in me that way. She is all yours, and it sounds like she loves you back. When I saw this place, I fell in love. This is the exact place I dreamed of spending my last days. I like you and your Mommy. Do you think it would be ok if I stuck around for a while?” She asked him.
He feels strange. She had reminded him of his father with her cold domineering attitude. But she is not like him at all. His father saw him as a threat that would eventually have to be put down. When that day came, it was him that survived.
He was worried he would have to kill this one at some point too. But this one is no threat to him. Father was sick, and he felt a need to step up for her too. He nudges his head under her hand. If she accepts it, he will just think of her as family, a part of his flock. His father.
“Stay. Stay as Father. I will protect when I am father. You can be member of flock,” he promised. She smiled. You were right. He had his surprisingly tender moments. And incredibly soft fur…..she needs to ask for a sample later. She strokes his fur, and he purrs like a cat. Fascinating.
“That will be nice. Now we must ask your Mommy properly. So, I’m father, huh? Are you already trying to take my title? It’s starting to grow on me. I liked Doctor the same way. You practice with the baby doll while I make a call,” Tanaka said.
She doesn’t want to be out on the porch at all. Not with what is lurking in the woods. But she doesn’t want to ruin the touching moment they just had. She had been delaying this call for other reasons. Dr. Tanaka is sure she already knows he’s a human who survived the meta purge. If that is the case, then you are right. It’s a deep secret he can’t be shared with others. Tanaka is thinking as the cell rings. She was not expecting the hostile greeting.
“Dammit, Tanaka! What have you gotten me into! Fuck you! Never ask me for anything ever again!”
“Nice hearing from you too. How have you been, La Brava?” Tanka asks stiffly.
“Stressed and afraid for my life. That blood popped up on the blacklist. I’ve been awake for three days covering my tracks,” La Brava groans.
“Ok, what blacklist? What is happening?” Tanaka asks.
“The DNA did show up on a missing person report. A missing child Called Tenko Shimura. However, when I looked into the name to find the family discreetly, I fell into a rabbit hole of government experiments and cover-ups. I followed the trial of two people who filed the report. A man who just calls himself Shigaraki and another called Dr. Ujiko. I couldn’t find anything on Shigaraki other than he worked with Ujiko on several government projects. I kept going and discovered something so insane it’s deadly. Do you really want to know?” La Brava asked.
“Of course, can’t go back now. My friend and I are in it too deep, too,” She replied, shaking.
“A hundred years ago when quirks appeared. The government started rounding up certain quirks they believed they could advance and create super soldiers. The program evolved into treating humans like zoo animals in a habitat. About fifteen years ago, an incident happened at the facility. A big one. Of course, small ones of a few escaped captives and experiments happened over the years. But this one brought down a section so big over seventy experiments escaped. Including that boy who they suspect caused it. The craziest part. That Shigaraki guy and someone that looked like the Doctor is in pictures a hundred years old. That abandoned facility is only eighty-six kilometers from your current location,” La Brava said, almost breathless.
Tanaka's stomach feels like it is flipping. That info dump was filled with bad news. She looks in the window to see Shigaraki happily beating his wings at putting on a diaper correctly.
“That poor kid,” she tears up. With shaky hands, she pulls out her cigarettes. She has meant to quit. Cancer is no joke, but after the chemo and therapy, she never felt closer to death. She felt weak and lonely, like the joy in her died, pushing everyone away. She drank, smoked, and risked her life because she had no energy to screw around anymore. Fuck, her libido disappeared too. She kept the videos for nostalgia.
“Are you still there? Because I haven’t even told you the worst part,” La Brava huffed.
“Yeah, I’m here and listening. How can it get worse?” She asked, inhaling deeply.
“Kai Chisaki was poking around four days ago. I’ve been so busy covering myself. I’m sorry, I should have called. He was asking questions about that lady you are living with. I caught him looking through my computer. I don’t think he saw anything. But this is too hot for me. Gentle and I are skipping town and heading to another district. After what I found out, I suggest the same,” She said swiftly and hung up.
Tanaka entered the house, consumed by worry and guilt. You had asked for discretion, and she had used the same hacker Kai used. Shigaraki shoves the baby in her face, proud of his accomplishment. Shigaraki suddenly became concerned. She is smoking the ‘cig’ second mommy called ‘cancer sticks,’ why the fuck is father risking her health?
He snatched it from her and started to inhale. Antennae drooped as he controlled himself. He will not cough in front of his father. She jolted at the action. But it brought her back to the ground. She watches the Mothman inhale, turning green while everything on him wilts like a dying plant.
“Smoke often?” she giggles.
“Yes,” he hissed, “These are mine. Love,” He growled, quickly snatching them and adding more to his face. Tanaka couldn’t help but laugh at the cute deadly Mothman who was smoking an unlit pack in his mouth, except for one. She thinks she gets it now. Shigaraki is feral but tries with the right cues he’s been taught. It is really quite genius how he never needs reminders or things taught twice.
She almost cried again. Hard. Everything is hard surviving and trying to carve a life for yourself. At least since she had to put down an old dog. That one haunted her dreams as her owners told stories, and the nine-year-old girl wept in true loss.
A feeling she did not have herself since she was about the same age. She often thought if anyone would cry like that for her? When she determined that no one would, she gave up.
But now, watching this deadly monster making himself sick harden her resolve. She grits her jaw. Tanaka abruptly stood in her drunken state. Going to her van to loading ammo in her new shotgun. Along with the new tv, she got extra’s.
Shigaraki cocked his head at her. Unable to understand or predict her reactions. She held the shotgun to her destroyed chest. Hoping she looks cool and confident like the father she was expected to be in his eyes.
“We are going to save mommy,” she said. He fluttered in pure worship. Father was so amazing. Even when she turned her head to puke and asked him to help empty the van to make enough room for him and those ‘huge big ass wings.’
He is in awe. Father told him he might have to kill in the name of his precious Mommy.
He was excited and ready.
chapter 4
