#mouse does things

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My mum found out that I’m arranging to get counselling ad she wasn’t mad at me

Like that shouldn’t be something I’m surprised at but like

Mental health in my family is just ignored and is made into such a stigma and something to be ashamed of

It was just such a relief when my mum was like “Oh okay so when is ur appt? I’ll drive you there if I’m not at work!”

It makes me feel like, after 19 years of existence, I can talk to my mum about my mental health problems without being scared of being ostracised

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I'm conducting an (entirely selfish and self-indulgent) experiment in which I deactivate my Facebook account for some amount of time I'm trying to measure whether my mood changes when I'm away from it, as well as whether people notice/care if I'm gone It's not necessarily something that needs to be done, but I've not told anyone about it (the ppl I know irl might see this and find out but that's doubtful), so I think it'll be interesting to see whether the people I regard as 'cpose friends' care about my absence Like I said, very selfish, but I need to know whether I'm as lonely as I feel

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I've been watching RuPaul's Drag Race so I'm feeling at least 20% bitchier than I normally am  

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I keep wanting to message the boi but I'm still too nervous

He said he'd like to pursue a relationship with in the future, but he'd like to get to know me more first, which is fine by me, because I don't like jumping into it too quickly.

God, I think I'm a little bit smitten

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WER#E# GETTIGN A  NEW DOG TOMORROW

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RACH IS COMING OVER TO STAY TOMORROW

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I love starting new tv shows because now when I see a text post about the show I'm like "I UNDERSTAND THAT REFERENCE"

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Does anyone know where my bus card is bc I'm all out of ideas