Desperate For Some Positive Vibes
Alright, so. @cadaverousdingo and I have been trying to move out of this shitty studio apartment forever, now. It’s been literally like two years. We finally think this month/beginning of next month will be It. We might be able to get somewhere closer to my mom and grama and our appointments and somewhere the dogs will be good and we’ll be happier... But right now, tonight, is really stressful. We got an earful about why we shouldn’t have Alice, and all this, and I’m super stressed out. I want to try and take some time for myself, so who knows if I’ll get any writing done. If I do, it might be on paper. Hopefully, however, if things all go as planned, we’ll be settled in and everything will be better by the beginning of the month. For now, it’s stressing and self sickness and trying to take care of ourselves while also doing work for others to try and get the money together. My mom wants to help, and that will be super good. For now, we’re just sort of a giant, frazzled mess. Hopefully we can figure out how to live until we figure out what is going on. Tonight starts the early bedtimes and tomorrow, the early rising. Ugh.
