Apr 5, 2019
Hey I’m in a rut where I hate all my art.....BUTTT. I’m STICKING TO IT and playing with colors today
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Hey I’m in a rut where I hate all my art.....BUTTT. I’m STICKING TO IT and playing with colors today
Im so fucking frustrated right now.
I’ve been repressing my emotions for so long because of my severe depression and anxiety and now that I’m finally working through it little by little, each emotion is kind of breaking free from now. But I’m mostly focused on my anger.
I’m so angry that I haven’t been allowed to express myself. I’m full of fucking rage about it. I’m not allowed to be angry because I’m a woman. I’m not allowed to be angry because I’m a lesbian. I’m angry I wasn’t able to stand up for myself to my parents when I was growing up because I was terrified of punishment and rejection.
I’m full of anger at things that aren’t even fair to be angry about but here I am angry about them. It’s not fair that I’m angry at my freinds who don’t even know that I’m upset. I want to apologize to my friends for my anger towards them for not unerstanding what I’ve gone through but it’s not fair to them for me to be angry at them for not even knowing. I’m angry they’ve never noticed or ever asked. I’m angry for the privilege they’ve had for not going through this hell.
I’m angry that this got damn mental illness has made me suicidal for almost 15 years and counting now and how I tried to kill myself twice.
Im angry no one has noticed I’ve been at a breaking point for years. But no one was going to pull me out of this but myself so im mostly angry at myself for not being the person I wanted to be.
But god damn am I trying to be.
I am ANGRY and I am NOT going to apologize for feeling it.
I’ve never done this meme before so I’m real late to the bandwagon!
I spent like 150$ on autumn/fall/halloween decor today. And I know i will be getting more as soon as i can. IM REEEAAADYYY FOR FALL.
Went to Halloweentown with @someoddmix to watch the pumpking lighting and parade today!!!!
GUYS IM NEVER GOING TO GET OVER HOW AMAZING TODAY WAS!!!!!!
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Hey everyone! I’m in the process of making my website for my business DragonCompass! Please check it out, it has my best work and my commissions information
Its my birthday!! Spending it on the coast with my bae @someoddmix