#mr. mothofteeth

[mothofteeth]

hi hello its alex (2silly2live) idk if oyu remember me i js wanted to stop by and say hello 👋

YES OFC I REMEMBER UOU HI ALEX WHATS UPPPP HOW ARE YOU?? ITS SO GOOD TO SEE YOU I DIDNT RECOGNIZE YOUR ACCOUNT AT FIRST

[mothofteeth]

tw: g0re

I would look so damn good with my neck split open and blood pouring down my chest

[mothofteeth]

tw: violent imagery, g0re, vent

I want to get a knife and just stab stab stab stab stab stab stab stab my stomach and wrestle the blade through my organs and all that connecting tissue and claw everything alive out of me until I’m hollow and I want to slam my head into the wall and scrape out all of this mush I used to call a brain and I want to never have a thought ever again

[mothofteeth]

tw: vent

I want to go to sleep bc I’m so tired but then I’ll have to wake up and I don’t wanna do that

[mothofteeth]

tw: none

I guess I’m gonna… recover? I guess?

We’ll see what happens, I’m throwing away my sharpeners and I’ve told my roommate about the cvtting so I’ll be held accountable

I’m so gonna regret this…

anyways, guess who got out of grippy sock jail!!!

Fuck I’m so stupid oh god

[mothofteeth]

tw: vent

I need to stop being honest bc it’s making everything worse

[mothofteeth]

tw: none

Ya know ppl always say “it’ll get better”, but telling myself “don’t worry, it gets worse” fr makes me giggle. It makes me more optimistic somehow bc “it gets better” just feels like a promise destined to disappoint

[mothofteeth]

tw: vent

My mom having the time of her life misgendering me in front of the accepting side of our family (which might actually respect me given the chance) but I can’t say shit bc it’s her birthday and she’ll get pissed if I try to correct her

If she loves me so much, why does she cling to what hurts me? I love her so much, she’s a good mom and I’m so thankful for her, but why? Why does she make it hard to be around her?