my red and white blood cells staring at me as I peel away the scab they spent 10 hrs making:

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my red and white blood cells staring at me as I peel away the scab they spent 10 hrs making:
I made a google doc on dealing with sh. Contains info on identifying wounds, anatomy, risks, etc. Link: dealing with self harm (covers much more than images in this post!) All diagrams, no graphic content.
Wound identification:
Applying steristrips:
Healing stages:
What scars can look like:
Always open for suggestions on what to add. My background is two decades of experience, of which 5 years with escalating severity and being in the wider sh community.
how it feels waiting for the blood to fill up over the white in a styro
the urge to get better so i can feel good again v the urge to get worse to prove myself
I WANT TO FUCKING CUT MYSELF BUT I CANT.
WHY IS THIS THE WORST FEELING EVER.
i wanna relapse so bad but i've got NO FCUKING SPACE
Hmm do I want to be a worthless piece of shit and bedrot all day or do I want to be a productive piece of shit and cvt myself
i really wanna cut with someoneee