So...you know you’ve scrolled through Tumblr looking at Supernatural posts before falling asleep when you have a dream like this:
I am a hunter and I am on a case when I meet the infamous Winchester brothers. They are way more intense and gorgeous in person. The three of us figure out the case and kill the monster. Then, they invite me to their hotel room (which of course is in the same hotel I have my room) and we all celebrate being hunters. Sam realizes there is some sadness in my eyes and asks me about it. I tell them I got into hunting because my husband cheated on me with a leviathan, so I killed her and left my husband. It’s been 7 years since that happened and I still get lonely after hunts, sometimes. Sam gives me a big, warm hug, and Dean tells him to quit taking all the fun out of the room with chick flick moments. Sam decides to get everyone food. Dean and I stay and wait for Sam, but Dean’s wild-boy mentality and charm woo me over and we go at it. I can’t believe that just happened and just how intense it was! I am able to gain composure right before Sam comes back. The three of us eat dinner, like nothing happened. Before I leave, Sam goes and talks to Dean privately, and comes back to tell me they want me to come to the bunker with them and that I don’t have to be alone anymore. Knowing the moment with Dean was nothing more than just a lack of control on my part, I agree. For months, I fight with Sam and Dean and at times, Castiel, Jack, and Rowena. Sam and I grow closer because of his compassion and understanding. We become a hunting-couple and love fighting together and researching together. I begin to feel badly for that moment with Dean, because Sam is a sweetheart and I have never felt that kind of true compassion from anyone. Sam tells Dean he wants to marry me and Dean tells Sam to be careful because I’m a wild one at heart and he doesn’t want me to hurt Sam. Sam is confused by Dean’s comment. Dean tells me what he told Sam and tells me I need to walk away before I hurt Sam because of what happened between us. I tell Dean leaving Sam would hurt him more and I can’t and won’t do that. I make Sam a romantic dinner for just the two of us and I tell him about the night we all met. I tell him about my lack of control with Dean, and that it never happened and will never happen again because I love Sam more than anyone before. Sam gets up...(I am thinking he’s going to leave me), and he gets down on one knee and asks me to marry him. I’m shocked. He says he has known about that night ever since it happened because he came back to the hotel room because he forgot his wallet. He tells me he doesn’t care what happened before we grew together, even if it was with his brother. He loves me and wants to spend as much time with me hunting together as we have left on this Earth. I say yes! ...and then I wake up...ugh! 😠😢
