#mspj

[dailypj]

✨Day 323

anyone miss mspj

pj - 7goodangel

[dailypj]

✨Day 66

Mspj again

Pj - 7goodangel

[dailypj]

✨Day 131

mspj again e looks bad

pj - 7goodangel

[fadingwombatpanda]

I cancelled plans today.

Felt great.

[fadingwombatpanda]

I have a job interview tomorrow and I'm so nervous. I don't think I'm ready.

If I got this job everything could change for the better. I feel like I have to get this.

[fadingwombatpanda]

Anxious energy

have this feeling sometimes when I am trying to relax or play a video game or something. It feels like  I am relaxing wrong. Or not relaxing fast enough. Although I’m not sure that’s the best way to describe it. Basically I want to sit down and play a game and I look at my list of games and there isn’t anything on it I want to play right now but I feel like I need to play a game because if I don’t it means I have to do one of the many things I have been procrastinating but I don’t want to do that because of how tired and burnt out I feel. So I want to force myself to relax because if I don’t I am going to continue to feel burnt out and tired thus continuing the endless cycle, that I’d absolute hate to keep doing so there is that. 

I’m going to try not to force myself to do things I don’t want to do. okeyyyy

[fadingwombatpanda]

In retrospect at least the only thing wounded is my ego and my wallet. I need to take this as a lesson and do better. Because this is not it.

Less abstract: my heart broke cuz how girl treat me and my car broke cuz my anger lol.

[fadingwombatpanda]

Bro, I need to better learn to recognize my warning signs.