the absolute best.
I thought hard and realized the things you haven't yet. The things about yourself. And they've come to me with such brilliant colors of realization--of perspective and personality.
You never knew yourself, and your afraid of those who can know you. Who can see you. You're more comfortable to be around those who brush the surface of a painting and draw a picture of "everything is easy and fine" because they know nothing else--nothing of any deeper substance.
And I see it so clearly, the things you can't bare to realize. The things you are too blind to see. You are wanting, yearning for the deeper--yet you are so afraid to get your feet wet. You're too scared to reach out and be yourself (without the assistance of other things).
I hope the very, very best for you. Sincerely, from the bottom of my heart. And I hope that some day you realize how lucky, blessed and honored you were to even call me friend, let alone more! Some times you don't realize what you ever had until it's gone. Some times, for me, the best is yet to come.
I'm not afraid to wait, to anticipate. I'm not afraid of knowing that the best is yet to come. I am looking up, I am focusing inward. I am enjoying every moment of every emotion of every second of every possibility.
I know that I will be just dandy. And I hope that you're not too callous to feel the pain. You are going to be ok. I am going to be ok. Together or separate. It is all just "ok".
And that's all I know for now.
