#mudtalks

[mudrocksys]

i don't know how to word this right but. obsessed with the idea of badyah's self-discovery journey being long, rocky and messy - something that's exacerbated by what happened in the finale.

obsessed with this silly marshmallow of a girl trying her best to find out how to navigate her feelings, trying out labels to varying success rates while everyone else - from her outsider perspective - has always had the perfect descriptor for themselves that fit instantly and neatly; both humans and demons. obsessed with her trying to reconcile her faith and developing sexuality in a time where she just had her entire idea of what an angel is, about what good and evil are, absolutely shattered in what's definitely a traumatic experience. She's naturally - expectedly - outwardly positive about everything, trying be the rock of the group in a time when barney left and norma is dedicating herself to vengence, but you can tell she feels betrayed and lost and confused and that is just. the.

[luiscasco]

Fact: mentoring and encouraging upcoming #professionalmakeupartists is a big deal to me. Thanks @makeupdesignory for inviting me to be a part of your #mudtalks Look forward to seeing you tomorrow 😻 #luis casco #luiscascomakeup.......... Porque hablar y alentar a los próximos #maquillistasprofesionales es un privilegio para mí gracias al #makeupdesignory por invitarme a ser parte de sus #mudtalks años veo mañana 😻#Mua #makeupartist #maquillista https://www.instagram.com/p/B40xRemALxt/?igshid=x3ogfv0qhuuu

[attendancebird-blog]

I feel awful all the time. Anger, sadness, and stress are the only feelings I have lately. As of now I don't have the energy to cut, the ability to make people happy, or the strength to make my problems go away. People are constantly making me feel bad and if I did anything about it I would be in the wrong. I don't want to kill myself like how I did years ago, but if things stay the way they are, those mad, scary thoughts and voices will move back into my head u^u I like it when they're not here.