#muffinblogging

[moonyfreakinglupin]

I kinda really want to talk to him again because he's really cool and we like some of the same video games and earlier was the first time we talked in a long time because he quit like I think it's been over half a year by now but yeah I kinda want to keep talking to him

[moonyfreakinglupin]

okay so Tris and I are at a NaNoWriMo thing! I'm not participating in it, but I was glad to come. ^^ he suggested I write a Zelda AU of Harry Potter, but I dunno if I want to do a Hyrule-based Remadora or Link in Hogwarts

psst give me answers which one should I do

[moonyfreakinglupin]

rant time real quick

okay so

when I say that Remus John Lupin is my favorite character and I love him and he is perfect, that does not mean I want to climb into bed with him. Okay, maybe for cuddles, but that would be it. No, I love him in the way that, if I could choose how I would be in the Potterverse, I would choose him, Dora, and Teddy to be my family. I want Remus as a father. I want Dora as a mother. I want Teddy as a baby brother. And I want us all to be one big happy family. I want to be best friends with Remus and I want to have days where we just sit in comfortable silence and read and once in a while talk about what's happening in the book

I want us to bake cookies together for Dora since she's so adorably clumsy and she'd be watching Teddy anyway

I want him to teach me how to conjure a Patronus and ward off Dementors

I want us to go on walks together and have fun

I want him to gently critique my writing and help me make it better

like he does you know

he doesn't make you feel stupid he just gently prods you to try, try again and he never judges and

I just really really love Remus okay

I have met the point where whenever someone brings up the battle of Hogwarts I just refuse the fact that anything happened to them

because I want him to be my father because

like

he would be the best dad ever though

he'd be protective, but not overly

he'd care so much

and he'd only be stern when he needed to

/sobs because Remus

I want to hug him and we would get along so well it's just

can you tell exactly how much I love Remus Lupin though

[moonyfreakinglupin]

nope five more hours to go and can't sleep

also someone's music is up so loud I can hear the bass and that's all I hear

now I know why the sound of drums drive the Master crazy

it is infuriating

[moonyfreakinglupin]

okay but almost all of the first 151 Pokemon look more badass when they have Aerodactyl's head

pretty much all of them except the ones that have more than one face

but if all of them are Aerodactyl face then yeah they look badass

[moonyfreakinglupin]

I guess since Becca doesn't have a tumblr I can tell you guys about this

so for her Christmas present I'm going to write Tom Hiddleston and ask for a signed picture

he's been known to write back and send pictures so

I'm really excited

she doesn't know what I'm plotting so

ehehehe

I think I'm gonna go ahead and start the letter uwu

[moonyfreakinglupin]

it has been three hours

three

motherloving

hours

and I still can't lay down

Mom just got up to go to the bathroom and she opened my door to be like "why aren't you asleep yet" and before she could say anything I answered her with "I'm not asleep because every time I lay down I feel like I'm going to throw up and I've already thrown up three times tonight"

"if you were sick you should have stayed home"

"i diDN'T FEEL SICK EARLIER"

"...okay."

[moonyfreakinglupin]

so it's been two and a half hours since I got sick and I still can't lay down without being falcon pawnched in the stomach with a nauseating feeling