Fool Of Myself | Chapter Three | rising tensions
Chapter: rising tension
wc: 853
warnings: just meh a chapter
a/n: I’m so sorry this is not very good. This chapter was really hard for me to write and I’m not really sure why.
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Arriving back after dinner was exhausting to say the least. Y/n excused herself and made her way to her room. Flopping down onto the covers sinking into her bed and snuggling into the pillow slowly drifting off to sleep. However right before she falls asleep a quick flash of Kageyama smiling appeared in her mind.
“This is not the time to be thinking about him.” Y/n groans and flips over placing her pillow on her head.
There were so many things Y/n missed about Kageyama. The terrible smile he always forced in pictures they took together. She laid awake wondering how he’s been? Her mind racing with questions she had, things she wanted answered. Y/n wanted to know all the things she missed out on. Did he find someone new? What was he like now? Did he miss her? Was he still in love with volleyball? Why? Why did he break up with me? Did it hurt him too? Did he even care? Did he miss me the way I missed him? Does he even care? Frustrated with her racing mind Y/n decided to get up and head to the kitchen for a late night snack to calm her mind.
Meanwhile Kageyama laid in bed frown staring at the wall facing Y/n’s room. Unconsciously he reaches out touching the wall wondering what they were doing in the room next door. “What am I doing?” he mumbles and turns over to face the window. Kageyama got out of bed groaning. Clearly irritated that he couldn’t go to sleep. He made his way to the door heading towards the kitchen as Y/n’s door swung open. Kageyama’s eyes opened wide as they met with Y/n’s. No one spoke a word they just stared at each other so close but still out of reach.
After a few moments Kageyama opened his mouth and quickly shut it. Y/n’s mind was racing with what to say. What to do, the silence was starting to get to her.
“Are you heading to the bathroom?” She squicked out.
“No. I just wanted a glass of milk.” Kageyama says while rubbing the back of his neck.
“Oh. I was heading that way too.”
“Late night snack?”
“Yeah” A familiar air surrounded them as they started to move towards the kitchen. “So how’s it been? It was a little hectic before. We didn’t really get to talk.”
“It’s been good… Are you still doing that realistic art Expo?” Kageyama asked with a light blush spread across his cheeks.
“Huh?” Y/n unconsciously replies and Kageyama pauses realizing he shouldn’t have said that. Y/n glances over and sees the panic in his face as he starts to overheat. A small giggle escaped as a big smile spread across her face that seemed to light up Kageyama’s view the wider it grew. A warm smile formed and Kageyama joined in the laughter and a homely air surrounded the two. Y/n was startled by the question since she had recently started doing realistic art pictures at the gala. After the laughter had subsided Y/n chuckles a little while answering the question. “I only did that because Kiyoko said I should try a different art medium. I’m going to go back to my regular art style at the next gala.”
“Oh really? I thought it looked cool. I was shocked when I saw it at first. It didn’t feel like you which I thought was strange but it looked beautiful.”
“I didn’t think you would see it.” Y/n mumbles looking away from Kageyama.
“Huh? Of course I’d see it. My eyes alway followed you with anything you’d do.” Kageyama looks away while scratching at his chin with his index finger. Y/n’s face heated up and her heart started to pound hard. So hard she was scared Kageyama could hear it with how quiet the world seemed to be at that very moment. A red tint assaulted Kageyama's face as his pulse quickened and his eyes met Y/n’s. A small world formed around them as they stared into each other.
A loud creak came as Ushijima stepped out of his room. Kageyama and Y/n instinctively stepped away from each other and looked towards the source of the sound.
“Oh are you heading to the kitchen?” Ushijima mumbles rubbing his eyes.
“Yes.” Y/n nods as Ushijima walks closer.
After grabbing a snack from the kitchen the three went to their separate rooms. Before Y/n entered her room she glanced towards Kageyama meeting his eyes as he stared at her.
“Goodnight.” Y/n nods and Kageyama lightly nods heading into his room. Y/n flopped on her bed and sighed.
“What is wrong with me?” butterflies filled her stomach as she remembered the way Kageyama laughed with her. “His laugh is still as nice as I remember it.” A soft smile formed on Y/n’s face as she drifted off to sleep.
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