Okay but can i just say that this November has been one of the best months of my life?
Especially considering that a lot of the time in the past, I’ve had a shit ton of Worst Months and meh months.
Like, this month was the month I finally hit my first ever goal for followers.
It was the month I really got into my fics, and the month I managed to actually get comfortable with writing them in the first place.
And, not to mention the fact that I made one or two absolutely amazing friends, and managed to actually interact with serveral of the people I look up to in the jse community (like, for example, @septic-dr-schneep , and @hotcocoachia ), with very little long-term consquences to my mental health and/or social anxiety.
Keep in mind, a month ago, if I’d been told I was gonna have this all happen within not even a full span of 30 days, I would’ve just shrugged you off, and thought to myself that it could never happen so quickly. Especially if I’d been told the part about making more friends. Seriously, I remember thinking sometime at the beginning of the month that I was never gonna have the guts or charisma to make any more friends in this community without my current friend’s intervention.
(tl:dr- November was a great fucking month and I’m kinda lowkey getting a bit mushy over it and maybe possibly butchering my anxiety yet again in the process)