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a text that wasn’t sent.
[ 11:13 pm ] i know you’re upset, and i know that it’s my fault. i also know that you probably don’t want to talk to me, and i should respect that but any time i know you’re probably out there crying i swear to god i feel like i’m drowning in your tears. i wish i could make it better. i know how to but i wish i had the courage.[ 11:14 pm ] i love you. wholly, and completely. and i know that’s enough for now, but it won’t be forever. i need to make a decision and stick to it but god, it’s so much easier said than done. i loved her too once and i don’t want her to hate me. i don’t want her to hurt. [ 11:14 pm ] and i feel like such an asshole. granted, that’s because i am one. but thalia, i am trying my best. i know it doesn’t seem like it, but i really am. and one of these days, really soon, i’m going to make it up to you and all these issues will be so far behind us we wouldn’t even remember them. [ 11:15 pm ] i love you thal. forever and always.