Half Of My Life I've Lost
existence in a physical world
Then therefore, I'm living, I'm having my current life now. Since then.
I can express myself through this dimension, every themes and genres that would suit my mood have to counterpart with it also. A harmony that always made my mind and soul satisfied and pleased.
It all started when I was 9 years old. I am not aware that time with what's hot and what's not when it comes to music; even if I do eventually I would ended up playing my parents' oldies music compact disks and DVD's. I care less about music trends and latest's that time. Until my mom introduced to me the world of radio. Yes, a radio frequency is the minor reason how I ended up being a music monster now. Noticing that radio stations are always playing recent musics and more, I'm already hooked by listening to it each time -- more of waiting up for the music updates. And still I'm doing that until recently, now.
I don't know exactly when I had my first mp3 player, but in my first time experience of it, I was like too stunned by that and then BOOM -- unlimited mp3 downloads here and there (not the iTunes type download-- as if I'm rich enough for that crap [mean me >;3]).
All those emotions -- I'm encountering them everytime my ears hear those tunes or when even more pleasured, EARGASM [that term haha]~
01/29/14. Definitely, I have to mark that date on calendar cause' I'll never forget what happened to me that day --- I LOST MY MP3 PLAYER/WALKMAN gadget, where all of my musics are located and belonged :( Call me exaggerated or something, but you can't blame a music dependent like me :/ Do you know how it feels to lose something very important to you? IT'S LIKE I'VE LOST HALF OF MY FREAKIN' LIFE!
But in between that, there's someone else who comforted me during the time I've already lost it ---> Kerwin . Believe it or not, he do gladden me by words of motivation --- when it's him who most needed it because he didn't won in RSPC. I guess it's because of the fact that he knows how my parents reacted everytime I've lost something. In my many years with him as my classmate/friend, that time was the time when he really initiated that side of him, and I thanked him for that and also motivated him to just soothe himself and come back in the game for Math Challenge. :D