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Ramadan Mubarak everyone! ☪️ Praying for ease, our wellbeing and freedom inshaAllah 🤲🏾 May we be stronger than everything that holds us back and turn to community and deen in these difficult times, Ameen 🙏🏾

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EID MUBARAK ☪️

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RAMADAN MUBARAK ☪️

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They've got muslamic ray guns #muslamic #EDL #english #raygun #fail

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sparring & imaan feels

my level of imaan/religiosity feels has plummeted in a way I find shocking as someone in my early youth years who appeared-was-kinda-depends religious. im at the stage where nothing can emotionally move me no matter how many talks play or how many recitations u spin. for a long time I’ve been envious of those who ~appeared~ that their imaan was on point. im sad about it. rlly simple things could affect me and it would replicate into a form of taqwa and now everything surrounding deen makes me itch & i cba. atheism is rlly long and I cba to go back to it again, I felt out of place & things didn’t make sense as much as they did before so I did a u turn lmao

faith is funny, it’s something u rlly work at. it’s a work in progress, a constant evolving process which seemingly never ends till death lol. no enlightenment no peak point u hit, just work & humbleness and belief. as the world gets shittier as I get more cynical and pragmatic so does my inner self, whether it be imaan, my attitude to certain things etc, it affects me which in turn affects my relationship with Allah or lack thereof.

ive never gone thru the cliche bit of religion clashing with my politics/existence/non religious beliefs, luckily my interpretation of islam has always coincided with it - in a way I’m always grateful for given the strong sal(ol)afi influences I had growing up from extended fam. recently I’ve been listening to sparring by chance & noname it’s a beautiful song I love how music about faith/religious themes resonate w/me & in return cause me to think about my own.

articulating faith especially Islam is hard it’s all literally feels & feelings it’s hard to write about imaan when i literally struggle to translate imaan in English past “faith” cause it rlly means so much more than that. actions-deeds-all that jazz has to do with intentions & your inner than exterior, islam is so personal & intimate and political and in your face-visible at the same time yet the balance between all things is so perfect I can’t even.

trying to focus on gods mercy through my haram years cause great shit keeps happening to me and I can't explain why but I think mans is still okay with me lmao

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😂😂😂 #muslamic