it’s five am so i have like negative impulse control but i just wanted to say thank you to all the people i’ve met on this godforsaken website and godforsaken fandom because throughout all the ups and downs, the drama, and the fact that i’ve not been active here properly in a while i still feel like i’ve genuinely come out of this a better person. i feel like y’all have taught me so much about being kind and being patient not just with others but with myself. i’ve learned to expect the best in people and have not wanted the best for so many people in my life before i met all of y’all. y’all helped me learn so much more about myself and helped me accept all of those changes and just accept myself more in general and i don’t know how y’all did it or how i would begin to thank each and every one of you that played a part in making me who i am today. i’m not completely happy with myself, it’s gonna take years of hard work to reach that kind of peace within me but when i say that y’all have shaped me i really do mean it. whether you’re a mutual i’ve had for more than a year at this point or you’re only someone i’ve recently started to interact with i genuinely thank you for all that you’ve shown me and i hope that even tho i may not be active as much anymore that y’all can continue to help me make myself a better version of that can make y’all happy and proud and do the same for each other as well :)
