*echo in my head*.....eeeeer
where to start?...being my very first blog ever...am preety much clueless of what to say..but lets start from the beginning,hence the title...
this actually feels like the first time you have sex,first kiss(not really..but thats reserved for those who found it special),a first love OR the first day of school in a totally different place from where your used to,away from the usual life and the people(drastic change of topic:) ) which in this case for me was NOT reading blogs and just minding my own business being lazy and uinterested UNTIL i stumbled upon afew blogs and it got me thinking "hmmmm!!i can do this"...so here i am..blogginng away about something just to get the feeling that am beginning something new,something refreshing, something i can ease my thoughts with-just like sex,kisses,love or education,
so the first day of school was preety much a trial and error day where it can go either way for you-you can make the best first impression and end up in the cool kid's corner or you can make a total fool of yourself and end up in the'loosers' area!!*such is life-but again its also like a reconnaisance of the school, you get to see where your going to be spending most of your life for the next semester(s),who to chill with,the hot girls,the future conquests and probably what is expected of you-which in most cases you discover either in the middle or towards the end of the semester..lol,and so on.
Same case scenario for the kiss,sex and love...a good first kiss will lead to*in most cases* sex and persistent good sex/or a good first sex experience will lead to love-never really understood how love and sex intertwine but am still a sudent in the university of life so probably my lecturer*experiance* shall teach me:) someday.anyway my point here is if it goes well you probably have a range of options to the 'easy' life..but if it sucks,your shit out of luck and the worst thing to all this is those around us(kisser,lover or schoolmates) are the ones to determine the outcome of it all by only one thing...A FIRST IMPRESSION
it's funny how we judge people by the first impression of them,i know i have and so have you.'it's only human' we say.thats why we portray ourselves as people that were really NOT,jus to fit in and feel appreciated by the rest yet deep down we really don't want to be who were posing as but were scared that we might be shanned and loose our peers' respect and acknowledgement and end up loners so we opt for the easy way out! how long will we keep up with your false pretence?acting like who we really are will never come out in the end?how long?...don't get me wrong it's not a lecture but it's something that's been on my mind for quite sometime...i've fallen prey to it many times(they say the world is a jungle..lol) and am not proud of it.i personally envy those who were themselves from the beginning,there character and pride is just too awesome to say the least.i think its a stage we all go through in the process of finding ourselves*thats what i tell myself:)
anyway i hope this blog serves as a refreshing start to a new beginning and the 'easy' life:)..lol
ps:hate or love or both..jus speak your mind*read;comment your thoughts on this blog