Feeding into the Han delulu rn~ i came across this photo <3 I heard he wasn’t feeling too well recently too :( I can imagine his gf surprising him at the radio show after months of being apart and going up to him and smothering him with words of affirmations and kisses 🥺
(you write so beautifully btw! 💙)
and just like that, i feel ok again.
FLUFF BELOW CUT – MINORS, AGELESS & DEFAULT BLOGS; DNI
warnings: gn reader, established relationship, idol au, reassurance, pet names words: 0.9k ~ (967)
dont repost. dont translate. feedback and reblogs are highly advised and appreciated!
“you ok man? you've unlocked your phone ten times in the space of a minute.” minho laughs, nudging jisung's side. jisung gives his friend a weak and small smile, to which minho frowns at
“hey, are you ok? you seem a little off.” he whispers.
“yeah. just feeling a little under the weather, that's all.”
“are you not feeling well, sungie?”
“that and the fact that the radio station is so close to home, to them and i can't go and see them. it fucking sucks.” minho gives jisung a sympathetic smile and pat on the back.
“it'll be ok. maybe chan or the manager can give you a little free time after so you can go see them?”
“yeah, i hope so.” jisung let's out a soft sigh. chan, being observant and the leader, notices jisung's defeated demeanour and how his usual, energetic self isn't around.
the radio presenter starts the show, giving the boys a chance to introduce themselves. s-class plays, they talk about the album whilst having a laugh and making jokes.
he's trying, he really is. but with him feeling under the weather and knowing you're just a few minutes away, really puts a damper on his mood and energy.
during the small commercial breaks, his phone is back in his hand to check the time or to see if you have texted or called. the disappointed feeling sinking deeper and deeper in his stomach, his heart aching to the point where he feels close to breaking down into tears.
he feels lonely, defeated, like someone has unwillingly wrapped their fingers around his heart and is squeezing to the point where he can't breathe. he takes a couple of deep breaths to calm his mind and body down, to clear his mind of you but to no avail.
the cheers of fans fill the outside area. many stays have gathered around to see the men and listen in, to send them finger hearts and show them their signs.
he had hoped that seeing the stays via the glass window would lift his spirits but instead, he finds himself scanning the crowd for any signs of you; feeling ten times more defeated when he can't see you.
maybe you didn't know that he would be here or maybe you just forgot. he wouldn't blame you otherwise, he knows how busy you can be sometimes.
noticing jisung's spirits getting lower and lower by the minute, minho gives jisung a soft smile and a pat on the thigh. jisung weakly smiles back as he looks up at him.
minho suddenly grins as his eyes flicker to the glass window and back at jisung. jisung tilts his head in confusion to which minho nods his head at the window. jisung turns around, his eyes lightening up and his soul feeling alive again.
right in front of him, stood with a smile on your face and in one of his hoodies and beanies, is the love of his life and the person he cherishes the most.
“baby..” he whispers. you give him a small wave. he so badly wants to rush to you, to hug you and hold you so tight. he wants to melt into your body and soul, feel your warmth and inhale your sweet scent that makes his mind nothing but mush.
luckily for you both, in ten minutes the radio broadcast will be over. you watch and giggle as they teach the presenter the choreography for s-class, cheering and clapping. you take excited breathes in as they all say goodbye, laughing as you watch jisung rush off.
you sneak off to the back where you know jisung would be waiting. your body shakes with excitement as you run to him, his arms automatically opening wide.
“baby!” you run into his arms, the force almost knocking him over. he wraps his arms around you tightly, buring his face into the crook of your neck. he hums softly, inhaling your scent and getting lost in the way you feel and your warmth.
“fuck, i've missed you so much baby.” his voice quivers and shakes, tears spilling from his lower lash line. you pull away, stroking his tears away slowly as he sobs.
“hey baby.. is something going on? are you ok?” worry fills you up as you watch him sob, tears falling down his cheeks.
“yeah, i'm just overwhelmed with everything. i don't feel too great and i've been missing you so badly. my mind feels scrambled and i don't know if that's because i don't feel too great or– ” he rambles
“my darling sungie.” you inturpt as you coo and continuously stroke his cheeks and tears. “i'm so proud of you, you know that right?”
he lets out a soft whimper, sniffing and leaning into your touch. “you are?”
“hell yeah i am! look at you darling, look at how far you've got! do you know how many pre-orders you guys made on the album? do you know how many views the music video already has? millions baby! i'm so so proud of you, proud of what you have achieved and proud of who you are.”
“who i am?”
“a kind, beautiful, caring soul. you are so handsome, so soft and squishy.” you giggle as you squish his cheeks gently. “you take care of me and everyone else around you. you're a hard working man and you deserve all this. i couldn't ask to be for a better boyfriend than you jisung. you make me feel so alive, so loved that it's overwhelming.”
jisung is sobbing at this point as are you. your eyes filling with tears as you both laugh at each other.
“thank you, yn. i needed that.”
“i love you.”
“i love you too, sungie. more than you will ever know.”
note: i think i got a bit carried away with this, ngl. thank you for the compliment on my writing, it means a lot to me 🥺 i hope you enjoy this and lmk your thoughts!
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