why is it tonight of all nights that im getting emotional over The Narrator, i literally just. Like. ThINK about how he acts in Ultra Deluxe and almost start crying, I wish he was real so I could be his friend, his character is such a comfort to me for some reason <- I say this but HATE being possibly seen as someone like "ohhh yup! My poor little baby boi >-< couldn't do anything wrong!! Just misunderstood" like. NO NO NO NONONONONOKO he IS an asshole, he IS sadistic, yes I do acknowledge all of that but sometimes want to look at him from the perspective of when hes not being a total bitch and drama queen, sometimes I just wanna think about times when he seemed somewhat "happy", I love his character for how he can switch from your best buddy to antagonist, that's one of the main aspects of him that people first see, but i have this nagging feeling that if I don't always talk about the narrator in a way that shows I also acknowledges him as a villian im going to be called a "simp" or like a "apologist"? I'm not sure of the word but basically someone who defends the character no matter what which I do NOT do with him, I actually love discussing his flaws because I love how it makes him feel real as a character, because we can't relate to Mary sues right? We need characters that feel real and to go through stuff that we do to relate to them, and uhhhhhhhhhhhahhaha i dunno where I'm going with this COUGH HACK
