#my rant?

[annasfeelings]

psst.. it’s not sinful to read fanfiction. i don’t know who drilled that idea in your head, but don’t listen to it.

more ranting below the cut

on a second note, unfortunately reading dirty fanfic when you were twelve, just a child, is not the authors fault. they can have blaring red lights fall from your bedroom ceiling telling you to not click the story, but you still will. it’s human nature. i get it! i did the same stuff. but, don’t blame the author if your twelve-year-old mind saw adult content that you weren’t ready for.

i had a friend say to me, “i just don’t think it was healthy for me as a kid to be introduced to adult topics,” and that is a very valid point, but you as a kid sought out that fanfiction, and now it burnt you on the way out. this is not at all me downplaying your situation. don’t blame the author. and god forbid, don’t brand ALL fanfiction as a “dirty secret.” i feel there is a taboo around fanfiction for absolutely not reason.

[youknow-amiracle]

*me knowing that I'll have a dream about the green mile tonight"

Me: god let it stay in that fandom, no weird crossover dream

[teachmetoknow]

I had an extensive dream last night that I had a class with grant gustin and like one day we sat next to each other and I wasn’t starstruck or anything but I developed a huge crush on him and he told me I had really nice hair

so now I’m sad I haven’t met grant gustin

[selenassinner]

I don't like Jelena

There I said it. (ok I wrote it) But nevertheless I don't ship it anymore. I loved them both together. I got so excited everytie there were new picture or videos or details of their dates or something like that. But now I'm sad. Don't get me wrong it didn't change because Justin is this so called "bad guy". Like seriously I don't care what the media has to say. And what if he has peed in a bucket. Gosh every grown man judging him doing this has probably done the same. Or something like that. The difference is that there was no media judging them. And yes Justin is really talented.

But Selena is my inspiration. My motivation. She was the one showing/teaching me it is ok to love myself. I am beautiful no matter what, And I deserve everything I have. And I have to keep going. Life is worth it and I should surround myself with people who are good for me. That are only some things she taught me. And because of that I am really protective about her. I don't want her to get hurt. I know that I know nothing about what happened between them. He hurt her? She hurt him? They both hurt eachother? I don't know. None of us do. But you can't tell me what they both have is healthy... I know she is probably gonna get hurt again. (maybe Justin too) And that breaks me. But anyway. It is Selena's life not mine. And I will support her no matter what. If they are really back together I am gonna be happy with her. I am not gonna show hate or leave her. She is still the same person for me. ANd I love her, (yes I love her even if I have never met her) I am gonna accept "Jelena" and learn to love it. - Maybe one day I am gonna freaking love it. But even not now. So yeah I don't like Jelena. That is just my opinion. And I have every freaking right to have this one. I just had to say this. Just don't forgert that I am always gonna support Selena no matter what- yes even if she is with Justin as long as he treats her right and makes her happy

*sigh* Sorry