Hey Mara
I know you probably won't see this but i just wanted to do something you know i'm not very good at to prove that goddamnit, I mean it, namely, expressing myself in public.
We don't talk as often as I'd like or even close to how much we should, but that works for us, I guess. We're able to get on with things and focus but still have moments of just talking to each other. But what I love most are the texts. The one lines of "I love you" we send each other throughout the day.
Those make me smile like an idiot for at least the next hour or so because I then look at your picture on my phone and can imagine meeting you in March and then going from there.
Yeah ,we have an "open" relationship and yes, it works wonderfully for us... (especially the idea of a ridic hottie joining us because we're both awkward at the thought of girlsex) but the fact of the matter is that i'll find others hot and all but my heart is yours.
Yours.
I'm just a silly girl a few years your junior but you still said yes.
We'd only known each other for a few months, roleplaying and then talking and then trading back messages in Swedish and French of the building affection between us... and you still said yes.
I planned on serenading you on one of three languages, but then my nose plugged up to where my already awkward voice was just terrible...and I wanted to make tomorrow as wonderful as I can... so this'll have to suffice until our movie tomorrow/today.
I love you.
It may not be the passionate, constant, all-encompassing love but its love.
It's me not liking going to bed without having spoken to you and told you that I loved you.
It's me bragging about you almost constantly.
It's my breath being caught in my throat when I think of you.
It's my kind of love and it's more than i knew i could ever feel... and its all for you.
I love you.
One day, I may get to that passionate/amourous level someday... all i know that when I do, it'll be for you.
Je t'aime
Jag älskar dig
Ik hou van jou
I love you.