A little known fact about myself is the fact that I've battled depression my entire life and that's not to say I haven't had an immense amount of love in my day to day life, it's just that I've endured a lot of pain to accompany the happiness. I've been on the streets, I've been cheated on, used and discarded. I've lost friends to fleeting choices and unfortunate circumstances. I've let a lot of people down in the 24 years I've walked this Earth and it gets to be daunting after awhile. I'm extremely grateful to be able to write this of my own volition and wake up every single one of the 8,760 mornings I have. But the point is my inner demons have been with me even when I was at my lowest point and when you're at your wits end, they make valid points. I've made it a point to reach out and talk to people in an attempt to alleviate any misgivings I have. My closest friends always comment on how "I know everyone." But the question I always ask myself is how many people truly know me? I write this to show people that depression can reach the most vibrant people and you would never be able to tell I was depressed by a glance. Music has been my antidote to my depression for years. I'm learning everyday how to better love myself and my reflection. It's not easy but I have no intention in quitting just please be patient with me. I implore all of my friends battling depression to keep your head up and move forward one step at a time. It gets better I promise and if you ever feel alone and need someone to talk to, I'm just a message away. You are not a burden and you are loved. I love you all. Stay golden. #depressionwontwin #keepfighting #youareasurvivor #mydepressiondoesntdefineme