#myheartsdiary

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Heart racing

Head spinning 

Tears flooding my lungs.

Mind, a river of sorrow, for a reason unknown. 

It's been 2 weeks,

It won't stop..

It can't. stop.

This is normal, right? 

"I'm just overreacting", I think. 

No one understands,

I can't calm down

 I won't calm down. 

I don't want you to be concerned.. 

I don't want to talk about it

Figuring out the reason why this happens won't help me.

I just wanna be normal. 

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Pyramids

We were in a pyramid in Egypt searching for  our gold. The pyramid started experiencing some weird turbulence so we closed the door, yet they still got in. They figured it out first.. they still found it before we did. We stood there and watched them take the treasure, and I was only able to get my hands on a few pieces of it. They departed, and so did we, in defeat.

Does this mean something? 

Is this my sign?

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I wish I was smart.

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School really isn't for everyone. Especially not me.. #Failure

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UGH -grabs gun-

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Forever Single.

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Actually.. I gave up on myself.

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Lifeless.

Everyone just came full force towards full force at once. I didn't have any armor, so I got tackled. I broke my rib cage, leaving my lungs and my heart unprotected. Someone punched me in the chest and it made my heart stop beating, causing my lungs to stop working. After that, I stopped having a want for air.. I just had a need for blood. I'm lifeless now, floating in the heart of darkness.