I love you, Kevin. You are my present and my future. I know it’s too early to tell but I do. My heart is bursting and I am longing to be by your side tonight, in your embrace. I want to stare into those eyes. I want to kiss all of your imperfections because I love them. I want to hold your face in my hands because I still can’t believe you’re mine. I want to be by your side. Not tonight. But yes, I wouldn’t mind spending the rest of my nights with you, at the right time. I will kiss your forehead and hands good night, smile and tell you that I am wholeheartedly, irretrievably, irrevocably in love with you. You’d kiss me with a strength that breaks my walls and worries. A kiss that takes my breath away and yet gives life to me and sends shivers down my spine. A kiss that engulfs my soul and sets fire to my bones. I feel weak at every touch but I feel safe and at peace. I am with my only one. Now and always. I love you, Kevin. My Kevin. The first time I really fell in love and the last one I will ever love.
5am thoughts.
