#mylittlebumblebee

[shelbypagenewberry]

To make everyone’s day amazing, say Happy 11th Birthday to Bear! 🎃👻🖤#mylittlebumblebee #halloweenpupper #cutestdogalive

[lizsbadromance]

We love the voice changers!! 😊 and I think he really enjoys the filter lol #babyboy #mylittlebumblebee #mylittlechipmunk ❤️🐝🐿

[letiffany]

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Got this text and totally made my day!!! ❤️🐝#mylittlebumblebee #snapchat #myboy #havingfun

[fly-little-bumblebee]

Nightmares - trigger warning, try not to read, just venting

As of late iv been having what I would call nightmares...and it's always the same thing. But the nightmare isn't the asleep dream it's the waking to finding that little baby in your arms is not real, that little soul u thought u were carrying is not real, no little fingers, no tiny cries. Being 19 and desperate for your son to be in your arms every second of every day is killing me. I dream of the day I may have that chance, and it isn't healthy. Being in shock for 2 years has been hell, and coming closer to your death date I'm getting crushed. Every dream is heaven..every time I open my eyes I'm in hell. And life is getting better, great friends, boyfriend, uni, work...I'm a fully grown adult now little one yet I still dream of you. Nothing will ever be good enough. I beg to the universe each and every day that one day I'll have a chance to be a proper mum. Being a spiritualist, I believe u are watching over me and watch out for me..but thinking u could be so close and I can't touch u is killing me. Please little one, fly and be free. I have no one I can say this to, thin air? Yet I know posting this kinda of trauma is too much of an outcry for some people...So I'm sorry for anyone who had to read this. Please ignore it, it's just a way I try to deal with grief, and please no more hate messages...I'm a mum without a son, I mean you no harm. I'm sorry.. Goodnight my beautiful sky, I know it's been a while, I love you. I'll visit soon ❤️🐝