#mylove.

[melaniinn]

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[slurrmp]

i think this is the episode and i am n o t r e a d y.

[almaparalela]

Se for preciso, eu pego um barco

Eu remo por seis meses como peixe, pra te ver

Tão pra inventar um mar grande o bastante

Que me assuste e que eu desista de você

Se for preciso eu crio alguma máquina

Mais rápida que a dúvida, mais súbita que a lágrima

Viajo a toda força e num instante de saudade e dor

Eu chego pra dizer que eu vim te ver

Eu quero partilhar, eu quero partilhar

A vida boa com você

Eu quero partilhar, eu quero partilhar

A vida boa com você

Que amor tão grande

Tem que ser vivido a todo instante

A cada hora que eu tô longe é um desperdício

Eu só tenho oitenta anos pela frente

Por favor, me dê uma chance de viver.

[majdyamost]

[kylmarc]

5.23.18

So it’s been a while since I’ve posted, about anything in my life; especially my love life. I used to be in a relationship with someone who I once believed was everything to me; the one I thought I would marry, and be with forever;  however, I was wrong, and my life has showed me what I didn’t need, and what I truly needed. I waited the time, and coped through everything and during that time, I met this amazing woman, Savannah, who has brought me so much joy. She brightens my mood every chance she gets, through text, call or in person. 

In the beginning *May 8th, 2017* I didn’t think it was going to work out because at that point of time, I wasn’t over my ex, and I wasn’t ready to commit again. A year later *April 22nd, 2018*, we reconnected on an off page, but I’m so grateful that we did because now I have found the one that really makes my heart beat fast, and the one who shows me unconditional love daily. I could never see my life without her, nor do I ever want to think of her gone. She’s not only my girlfriend, she’s my best friend, my love, my world. She completes my hearts, and fixes the patches that are broke. - I can honestly say that she has healed me from all the pain I once I had in my life. She’s my biggest supporter, and for that I love her with all my heart. 

[kylmarc]

Thoughts:

Being in love with such an amazing women, has really impacted my life. It has shown me that true love does exist, and that people that struggle with depression, anxiety or self insecurities, can be loved as equally as normal human being. Being able to spend the time that I do with her, helps me. Helps me focus, and not feel so alone. I think day in and day out how lucky I am to have someone in my life that loves me unconditionally, because for years I felt like it would never happen to a girl like me. (What I mean by this is, I'm heavyset, struggle with severe depression, suicide thoughts, huge insecurities about myself and who I am as a person.) And for someone to be in love me, for who I am, makes me feel great. It shows me that no matter how much you put yourself down, or how many times you feel like crap, the person that loves you unconditionally for you, can make you feel like you're walking on water, and that you're greatly appreciated everyday of your life.) Thinking back on everything that has happened in my life, I'm certainly grateful to be in love with a woman so understanding and willing to help me through all of my issues, even the small ones that some people don't think are necessary. Never in my whole entire life did I ever think I'd be with someone like this. I never thought that a person could want to be with someone like me. I never believed that someone could mend and heal a person that's been to hell and back from the age of three and up... So laying here tonight, thinking of everything that's happened in my life, the best of it all has to be my one and only, my true love, my best friend, but most importantly my girlfriend. I'm so incredibly thankful for her, and I'm insanely blessed to feel this kind of love that I do. ❤️

[bszwead]

I'm so in love with you, I just need you to know that.

[kylmarc]

To My Girl:

You’re my everything, meaning you’re my first thought when I wake up, my thoughts when I’m at training, or just home alone, and you’re my thought when I go to bed. You’re all I ever wanted, and more. I’m not sure if you know it or not, but I’m so in love with you, my heart breaks to see you sad, or upset, especially because of me... Tomorrow is our 3 months, and our relationship is pretty serious, it’s so serious that I see a lifetime with you. So serious that I just want to hug you, hold you and kiss you all the time. Please just always remember that no matter how hard life gets, that I’m right here by your side through thick and thin. Through the bad and the ugly, but I’m also here for the good, and the great. Cassandra, you make my heart happy. You make me smile like a goon when I see your texts, or my phone buzzing because you are calling me. I know I say it a lot, but you’re my world. Always will be. Words can never enough to explain my feelings for you. Expressions are never enough to show what I feel towards you... and I could buy you everything in the world, spoil you rotten and to me I feel like that’s still not enough to show you how important you are to a girl like me. Remember these 3 words, 8 letters, and one meaning when I say it: I love you!