My Life In A Blog.

Sometimes it's the small things in life that keeps you going.

[faithforward]

Do you ever just wake up feeling… miserable? Lonely? Maybe even feel like something inside you is broken?

Because I did, and I don’t know what to do about it. (via sex-love-n-cigarettes)

Every day I wake up on this earth...

[poems-she-wrote]

I’m sorry I annoy you and that I never stop talking to you, it’s only because I get an overwhelming happiness from talking to you and I can’t get enough of it. I’m sorry I never seem to know when enough is enough, I’d talk all day and never ran out of words. I’m sorry if you find me unbearable, I can’t contain my excitement. I’m sorry you somedays find me boring but sometimes I don’t wanna talk, I just want to listen. I’m sorry I’ll never be enough for you, I so hoped I would be. I’m sorry I can never tell you how I feel about you, I have an ungodly fear of rejection that I can never look past. I’m sorry I’m not her, it hurts that I can’t be like her. I’m sorry for being me, I wish I was someone else, who could love you, care for you and never leave your side

p.s.w // excerpt from a book i’ll never write #221 (via poems-she-wrote)

[xmaliksmindx]

“ it took me a while to understand you saying "I don’t want to hurt you.” actually meant “I am, going to hurt you.” “

- ash.x

[imjustascaredlilgirl]

[xxlonelyghostxx-deactivated2022]

[kylmarc]

Every single day of my life

[neckkiss]

Breaking Bad (XXXX)

[kylmarc]

I feel this 100%...

[kylmarc]

Thoughts:

Sitting here tonight, wondering what this life would be if I didn’t make the choices I did in the past. Would I be the same me? Or would I be completely different. Hoping that I would be the same, but scared to believe my life would be completely different. I wouldn’t have the same personality. I wouldn’t have the loving heart. I wouldn’t have this feeling of helping others. I wouldn’t want to do everything in my power to make everyone else happy. I would be selfish. I would be cold hearted. I would be the biggest bitch. OR I would be shy, confused, and not talking to anyone. There are many different possibilities. 

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[lesbiansgoal]

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[girlsdontwantboystheywantgirls]

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[kylmarc]

5.23.18

So it’s been a while since I’ve posted, about anything in my life; especially my love life. I used to be in a relationship with someone who I once believed was everything to me; the one I thought I would marry, and be with forever;  however, I was wrong, and my life has showed me what I didn’t need, and what I truly needed. I waited the time, and coped through everything and during that time, I met this amazing woman, Savannah, who has brought me so much joy. She brightens my mood every chance she gets, through text, call or in person. 

In the beginning *May 8th, 2017* I didn’t think it was going to work out because at that point of time, I wasn’t over my ex, and I wasn’t ready to commit again. A year later *April 22nd, 2018*, we reconnected on an off page, but I’m so grateful that we did because now I have found the one that really makes my heart beat fast, and the one who shows me unconditional love daily. I could never see my life without her, nor do I ever want to think of her gone. She’s not only my girlfriend, she’s my best friend, my love, my world. She completes my hearts, and fixes the patches that are broke. - I can honestly say that she has healed me from all the pain I once I had in my life. She’s my biggest supporter, and for that I love her with all my heart. 

[just-shower-thoughts]

Falling back asleep is easiest when it’s time to get up.

[un-euph0ric]

[quotemadness]

“I cannot rid myself of the feeling that I’m not in the right place.”

— Franz Kafka

[thepersonalquotes]

[emotionalwords]

[kylmarc]

Thoughts:

I will never understand why I always go for the one’s who will completely destroy me in a blink of an eye. It doesn’t matter if I try my best because it will never be good enough. It’s like I could treat them like a princess, compliment them on a day to day basis, and still get my heart ripped out of my chest. Do things that their exes wouldn’t, and still be the bad person... I guess, my biggest question is: What am I doing wrong? Am I to affectionate? Or am I just to good for anyone of them to actually see it? - Wait, I think I know why they all leave, and why they treat me like shit. 1) I’m not pretty enough. 2) They know they can get away with being rude, because I’ll never be rude back. It’s the only explanation. It truly upsets me to even think that...