#mynightmare

[veneskaa]

100 pages????? petition to publish the tstmats Files

my 100 written i.12 pages & my general draft doc & my i.12 revisions doc & the 15 notesapp paragraphs i had to email to myself when i changed phones & the 300-page master doc with disorganized notes throughout. & me

[tmea92]

I have a sense of emerging from of dark haunted places where i traveled alone. #mynightmare #mycreature#sketchbookexpress

[hacknet]

i tried explaining the plot of slitterhead to a friend yesterday and it went so insanely badly that i didnt even get to talk about the implication that betty knew nightowl since way before the current timeloop(potentially implying another loop inbetween??). or how exactly the limits of the inner loops(plural) seem to work. or the fact that the outer loop was seemingly engineered by one guy but i have no idea why since its implied that he did it on purpose

like i felt this way when i played it but trying to explain it to another human being really made it collapse. half the time i had to backtrack and talk about another part that i had forgotten or wasnt relevant yet

[w0nd3rful-nightmare]

sǝɯıʇǝɯos sıɥʇ ǝʞıן ǝq ǝɟıן

[w0nd3rful-nightmare]

What is it about people stepping back into my life lately like we did not just ignore us for the past few years....

I am not mentally prepared for that

[w0nd3rful-nightmare]

found a friend today

[stormwatcher05]

8 months. It still feels like a nightmare. Its only been 1 year since your diagnosis. It just doesn't seem fair that Aug 15th last year when we got the horrendous news that you would barely make 4 months. Some days I'm ok and I don't think about it a lot, but other days I just can't stop reliving last Aug. Especially when the memories keep popping up about different things. I guess for the rest of the year those memories will haunt me. Yet at the same time I'm so glad I have those memories bc that means I was there spending time with you. Even if it was 10 mins a day. Some days I cant breathe, other days I think of you and smile and laugh. I just miss you so much. How you should be sitting on my porch in the evenings with our coffee watching the sunset and hummingbirds. I miss you mama, so much. #iloveyou #seeyoulater #cancersucks #lungcancer #mynightmare #imissyousomuch https://www.instagram.com/p/CEQVPskBqmQ/?igshid=1jaojc55ksb5a

[juliaflint]

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This was disconcerting... 🔉up #raccoon #trashpanda #searchingforseeds #mynightmare https://www.instagram.com/p/B4wAR3zJckD/?igshid=iwvjitlhxatw