#myouiari

[baeyeonsei]

@myouiari: where we left off.

—- her expression remained straight when she watched her elder friend hysterically run aroud in the living room of the twice dorm. who would know the cute and adorable leader of the group red velvet was scared of a small rat? probably everyone, and it didn’t seem like a secret. but the small creature which seemed to have scared joohyun to what seemed like death was not a rat, but mina’s small kitten, tuna, who had grown up into recieving the size of a bigger rat by now. the sight was hilarious but even though it was like so, mina did’t seem to be able to bring herself to laugh, perhaps she felt some kind of sympathy for the elder, as mina also was scared for rats and all kinds of otehr small animals.  ❝ u-unnie… ❞ mina began speaking as she lifted up the kitten from the floor and onto mina’s lap, she couldn’t risk it ending up underneath the elder’s feet.  ❝ it’s now a rat! it’s my kitten and i promise she is nothing like a rat, she is quite cute and nice, unless you are mean to her. but i’m sure she isn’t offended that you called her rat. i mean – i would be, but tuna isn’t like that. ❞ and finally, mina allowed herself to laugh at the humourous situation, covering her mouth ith her palms in the process to muffle down the laughter somewhat.    

Adrenaline coursed through the petite woman’s veins as a creature with an uncanny semblance to a rat made its appearance, having her sprinting behind the couch and demolishing her mostly serene expression in exchange for a more petrified one. Joohyun did not like animals, much less ones who bring about a ton of unknown diseases. When the creature further revealed itself, however, a gust of awkwardness suddenly blew by her. Did she offend Mina by calling her pet a rat? Or did she offend the cat for calling it such a creature? Either way, Joohyun still wasn’t going to go near Mina’s pet. Having a slight fear of every animal in the book did that to you. “I...’m sorry?” A sheepish smile is seen adorning the older woman’s face right as she watched her friend laugh the situation off, slowly making her way to sit on the couch she was previously hiding behind, right across from Mina who had her pet sitting across her lap as she fondly pets its soft fur. “I genuinely thought it was this...really huge rat.” Her tone still contained an air of shame, though she tries her best to conceal it through her expression. “Tuna’s not mad? Really? Though if I’m going to be honest here, I’m still slightly afraid of Tuna.” She chuckles nervously.

[shanapomu-blog]

to @myouiari && from this post: 

—- the positive thing with being one out of four foreign members in the same group was that there would always be someone who would understand how you felt. who would be able to justify the knot in the stomach whenever you got to hear that the schedules made you unable to once again travel home.the times had been more than once when mina had been crawling over to sana’s bed during the night and nuzzled tight to her, making sana to speak in kansai with the younger girl, as it was mina’s home accent, as well. it made her feel at home and content for some reason. perhaps it was the way the words fell from sana’s lips that made mina so easily smile when she herd someone else speak in kansai. simply put. sana was mina’s support and the reason she so easily brought to a smile. the moodmaker in mina’s life. which is why mina so seldom was expecting the other girl to cry. she had never seen sana shed some tears, not even when they had been speaking to their parents, a thing that happened once every week, sometimes even more rarely than so.

approaching closely to the sobbing figure, mina bit dow her bottom lip carefully and placing one hand on the elder’s shoulder, obviously scaring her as sana made a small up and turned with her head to expose bloodshot eyes and a wet face. her cheeks were puffed and her lips just the same. even if sana was trying to hide the sobs, the way the other was looking was giving it all away. sitting down on front of sana, she watched as the elder wrapped her arms around mina’s shoulder, and even though she was a little bit startled over the action, mina wapped her arms tightly around sana’s waist. “i’m homesick. i want my mom..” the elder cried, speaking in japanese to make sure that only mina would understand and that it would be something staying as a secret between the two girls.  ❝ it’s okay.. ❞ mina spoke to her, whispering as she pulled away slightly to cup the elders cheeks and flash her a small smile.  she was not the best with words, especially when it came to give a few comforting ones, but for sana she would always be trying her best to make sure that the ones around her were feeling okay. ❝ we all are, but hey… i have my phone in my pocket. how about we make a video call to your parents? i’m sure they would love to see it! ❞

taking up her phone from her pocket and sliding it into sana’s hand, she tilted her head to the side and silently spoke.  ❝ it’s okay to be sad and long for home at times. you can always come to me when you are sad. ❞

It wasn't all too long ago when Sana returned home for a few days to spend time with her parents. Not only that, she was given the chance to attend Kitano High School's coming of age day whilst there, reuniting with her old school friends.

But it seems as if the temporary relief in being home and seeing familiar faces left a gaping hole in her chest at that particular moment more than ever. Which is why the female idol knew to turn to her J-line members whenever she'd feel homesick, and even Tzuyu as well. After all, she was aware that they’d empathize with her the most. One can’t blame here though, she knew what she was getting into after she’s made the decision to live away from her home in Osaka and start living life as a trainee. And even with her celebrating almost five years in Seoul, she still could not help but feel like a foreigner in a city that allowed her to make her dreams come true. 

Seeing Mina stirs the sad emotions in her more, as she's reminded of her home once again. Moreover, she remembers the times where herself, Momo and the girl sitting in front of her would talk about how it seems like yesterday where Momo was attending SHINee concerts, while Mina was swooning over CNBlue- and now here they all were, with all the idols they literally used to idolize right in front of them, within arms reach.  Sana didn't know if it was the stress of the comeback, their first concert and tour preparations getting to her as her Kansai dialect flows through her very naturally as she spoke to the other, choosing to speak in their native language not wanting to alarm her other members with her feeling that particular emotion.

However her group mate's suggestion elicits a smile from herself, as she nods without hesitation. "Ah, let's call them.. They should be awake, still. I know 'kasan watches late night dramas.." She chuckles as she refers to her mother informally, wiping her tears quickly with the back of her hand, "Should we call yours afterwards too?"

[rosiette]

• • •  @myouiari reblogged this for a starter! ♡ • • •

❝ What’s with the long face? ❞ Alarm prickles Chaeyoung’s insides as her soft brown gaze roams her friend’s face, the uncharacteristic downcast expression decorating her dainty, doll-like features stirring up a protective instinct deep within the crevices of her mind. Her pale hands gently seek Mina’s, the pads of her fingers blindly mapping out the lines etched into her palm, drawing tiny circles against the skin to offer some sort of comfort. 

❝ Did anything happen, Mina? Did anyone hurt you? ❞

[imyovna]

@myouiari

—- always calm and compused, very calculated with the way she was acting and speaking. mina was very seldom acting spontaneously and always having to spend a proper amount of time with her own thoughts to think about the consequences of what she was saying. she didn’t want to embarrass herself nor cause misunderstandings with what she was saying. but who could contain themselves when the face of the biggest girlgroups where in the same dressing room as mina. more likely, the two of them were all alone in the room together and despite the silence between them being as harsh it could break knives it was yet something that was constantly there, and mina really wanted to let the other know the adoration mina was having for her. but how would she be able to break out of her shy shell and  actually speak of her mind with the other.

❝ i – ❞  mina cleared her throat, causing herself to have the attention from the elder brought back to her once again, nodding her head for a couple of moments. as she was trying to think of the best way to word herself without seeming all too weird about it, but how was one to explain these things. maybe it was just the best thing to say them out loud? flashing the other a short smile, mina nodded her head again, licking her bottom lip as she glanced around in the room before her eyes once again fell onto the other’s frame.  ❝ i just wanted to say that sunbaenim is very pretty and i … i think one would consider me as a small fan of her! i thought that she should know this. but! i’m not a creepy fan, not at all! ❞

Despite trying her best to busy herself with the phone in her hand, Yoona found it very hard to feel comfortable or even ignore the painful tension that currently was in the room. Being left alone with Mina had been so sudden that it had left her startled, and whilst she had flashed the girl a wide smile once they were, the shyness and nervosity her dongsaeng was feeling remained obvious for her to see. Truth be told, she'd have tried to engage a conversation if it hadn't been for the fact that she was exhausted because of her schedules, leaving her energyless and with a barely functioning brain. A slight stinging reminded her that she felt sorry for leaving Mina in such an uncomfortable situation as well.

The hesitant attempt to break the silence had Yoona pleasantly surprised, making her put her phone away and raise her head to signal that she was listening attentively. The next words were not unfamiliar to her, nevertheless, they did not fail to make her smile as a familiar warmth washed through her body. "Thank you so much! There is no need to feel creepy, you just complimented me with honesty, which I appreciate. Twice is a band full of visuals as well, I find myself admiring you when you are on stage sometimes. Your group is doing really well. You could say that I am a fan of you too.”

[chaeyo0]

source: [ x ] addressed to: @myouiari status: accepting

“What do you think about Mina? are you close with her?”

“Marry her! Michaeng! Michaeng!”

[chgknim]

to @myouiari​ from x :

❝  I think so ❞  he quickly pursed his lips in attempt to hold back a chuckle, still unsure if the person had left the room or not as the door was not in his field of vision. eventually, the sound of the closing door was heard and he could release the audible breath of air that threatened to escape for the past minute. It wasn’t the first time he’s been confused as a fellow idol, actually, it happened so many times he’s lost count but today was slightly different. Normally, whether managers or staff members, it takes them less than five seconds to realize that they’ve got the wrong person yet, despite having their gaze locked with each other, the unknown man kept talking for at least three minutes before it hit him.  ❝ seems like i have a lot of lost twins.” with a smile, he returned his attention back to the female, shifting a bit more comfortably in his seat. ❝ so, where were we ? ❞

[rosuo-blog]

@myouiari

—- if truth were to be told, mina had been uncomfortable. with the entire situation, she wasn’t usually good with gatherings especially if she happened to know little to no people at the said occassion, which was the case now, bringing mina to silently sit in the corner of a couch and tightly holding onto the drink she had recieved from a labelmate, who happened to be a very popular attraction at the party and knowing almost everyone who attended there. however, she was soon a forgotten issue amongst the labelmate and instead was left to watch the other idols attending to the party playing a game, laughing along when they laughed, just somehow acting like she actually was a part of the party and everything that was going on to it. she just didn’t want to seem left out. when rose had come to ask her the question, mina had quickly nodded her head and smiled, despite how hard she tried. the smile was not a forced one, mina was genuinely happy that someone had noticed the hint of discomfort the twice member had showed off. ❝ it was okay i mean … i don’t know any people here like you do. my labelmate seemed to abandon me, as well. i suppose that i am just a little bit too shy for these kind of things.  ❞

rosé nodded at the other's responses, even catching herself smiling a bit by the time she noticed the grin on mina's face. it was certainly enough to ease her concern towards the female, even though the girl hadn't explicitly shared that she was feeling any sign of discomfort. "well lucky for you..." she whispered, "I don’t really know anyone here too so do you mind if I keep you company?" she drew her breath for a moment, before continuing to speak as she took a seat next to the idol, "how long have you been here for?" her gaze fell on the girl’s face as her smile grew wider, if all possible. "I don’t think we’ve talked like this before, maybe this will give us a chance to become better friends.".

[kwonmna]

@myouiari​:

“So much for fair treatment, huh?”

—-  ❝ i feel like i have already lost my sense of what is fair and not these days. ❞ mina sighed out heavily and exchanged the glance with the elder girl, the two of them had spend the past five minutes watching an interview between two groups. one group being a senior to them both while the other was more on the new side, yet mina knew for sure that they were her seniors, despite being debuted the same year as her own group. whenever the girls from the newer group had been speaking the hosts had interrupted, or thrown a rude comment in the direction of the poor girls who did everything to showcase themselves but at this point it seemed to be pointless and even on the edge of being being sad. mina shook her head for a moment. when twice and aoa had participated in the same interview just a couple of hours ago, the treatment hadn’t been like this.  ❝ poor girls, someone needs to help them. and why doesn’t the sunbaenims help them out a little bit more. it looks like they are enjoying their failures. i don’t like it. ❞

{' all she can do is shake her head and sigh in agreement with the younger's words; she'd experienced something of a similar treatment back when AOA was still flying under the radar - they weren't quite rookies by then, but they hadn't made a hit with Miniskirt just yet. it was hard, but there was really nothing they can do back the except grin and bear the frustration - she thinks that's part of what had strengthened their group's relationship, having gone through things like that } I don't either - {' she whispers, making sure that only the younger Mina can hear her } - but what can we do except make sure we don't do the same with groups newer than us. And also, hope that it helps them as a group, somehow...