#myownenemy

[radpizzawasteland]

No one can hurt my feelings the way I can 🤡🐚 #myownenemy #allbymyself #headaches #wholivesinapineappleunderthesea🍍 #spongebobmemes #memestagram https://www.instagram.com/p/CikE0AtrJ94/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[matteohudson]

Now Listening: dEMOTIONAL - Scandianvian Aftermath. #demotional #demotionalscandinavianaftermath #scandinavianaftermath #barsark #myownenemy #myheart #soak #cornered #allthatiknew #youngwolves #boilingpoint #typhoon #northernstar #fearofsuccess #dontwakemeup #closeyetfar #2021 #2021album #melodicdeathmetal #alternativemetal #metalcore #nowlistening #nowplaying https://www.instagram.com/p/CPgVgE6Dxss/?utm_medium=tumblr

[fun4mantasha]

Im my own enemy. #myownenemy (at New York, New York)

[knowinglyunaware-blog]

Victory Slipping Through

It wasn’t a war, not his war, was it?

There were demons, legions full

Unharmed by his sword, their numbers building

Unnoticed, the void in his chest was growing…

[mariaperezolson]

It it called self respect..!🤗 #selfrespect #iloveme #myownenemy #discipline #boundaries #limits #loveme

[jennhope12-blog]

My own enemy!

Stabbed and left bleeding, Injured by the broken pieces of expectation, Slivers and shards of my soul scattered, Sliced open by images of who I should be, Distorted understanding of life, Warped through damage and pain, Leaving my self confidence shattered, Misdirected disappointment growing in me, Pushing forward through the sea of pieces, Cutting deeper with every stride, Yet bloody and damaged I'd rather live, Than to curl up in one spot and hide, I am a fighter even against myself, When the battle I face everyday internal ends, Than a scarred survivor emerges uninhibited and free! Jenn Hope(c)

[tatianastanjeck]

the struggle of constantly being horny and having unreasonably high standards ?¿?

[flickotheswitch]

Death to my Soul

I smiled today. Like I genuinely smiled. Someone said your name thinking I wasn't around and damn it I smiled. The memories that I pushed deep down for the past day or so came rushing back and when the sweet memories of our Thanksgiving with the kids hit me, I smiled. But for just a second, it felt so right. Then, the hurt stabbed me in the chest and I broke. I broke mentally and I couldn't at that point take anymore. I melted onto the floor as pathetically as any human being could and screamed. As loud, as long and as deep as I could. It roared out of me and I was scared. I'm afraid of what I'm becoming. It's pathetic and self harming. I cried in the floor until my chest hurt, then I pep talked myself into forcing a smile and calling my kids. My soul is dying but I think what's being born is much worse than that. I fear myself and what I'm capable of at this point. I'm angry, I'm angry at my stupidity and my naivety. To believe this was anything more than a game for you. To hurt as you had been hurt. I only have one question left burning into my brain.....why me? pillowchub