I am so confused by this guy. I don't know how to approach him because he's so dang beautiful. I feel like I'm not on his level. He's everything I want in a guy. He's a Christian, he's flipping gorgeous, he's older than ne, and he can sing. I want nothing more than to get to know him...and have conversations with him. I messaged him on fb because I hadnt introduced myself to him in person cause he makes me freaking nervous and when I get nervous I cant speak, cant get nothing out right...at all. So I chalk up the courage to message him and he messages back and I messaged him back...but he never saw/read it. I let It go thinking no biggy he probably really busy and doesnt check his messages. So I went to the beach with one of my really great friends and we were talking bout him and she was like message him and I was like no I dont do that lol..its not me and she was like you gotta talk to him so I succumbed to the peer pressure and messaged him and I said Hey (name) and he messaged back like 15 min later and was like hi! And I said whats up and he proceeded to tell me how tired he was and that he just got off from work..and how he was trying to sharpen this straight razor and said lol...and I siad that sounds like a problem and was like maybe you should sharpen with a kitchen knife. He never messaged me back so I assumed he went to sleep.... came home from the beach..nothing...nada..zilch...so I went to sleep heart broken thinking he wants nothing to do with me. I should also mention I'm a drama queen when it comes to boys. I woke up this morning praying that maybe he messaged me...nothing. So I sent him a message and was like hey did you get the razor sharpened. And I also said, if I'm bothering you let me know. Because as hot as he is...I will ignore him like the plague if thats what he wants...I don't want to seem thirtsy cuz I'm not...at all.... I would like a bf but Im not gonna throw myself on any man, I dont care how beautiful he is. So yeah... I'm waiting on him to message me back cause this is the end all be all...whatever he says depends on where we go from here.