#myrandomthought

[myrosejo-quotes]

🙃✍💭 “Sometimes, it feels that the heart ..... "

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Ada yg bilang, kalau hidupnya sedang dalam masa pencarian.

Kenyataannya, hidup memang selalu tentang pencarian, bukan?

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[myrandomflow]

The more “attached” you become to a person, the harder it is to “detach”. If this doesn’t work out, it’s going to hurt. A lot.

Hmm. I’m still blaming myself often. Feel like i’m lack in many ways. Lack of understanding, lack of feelings, lack of hopes, lack of mind, lack of heart and so on. Maybe i could do better but i’m not strong enough.

The decision isn’t the easy one. It took millions times to think.

Because when you become closer to a person, you start sharing some of their dreams, fears, hopes, and pains. It would be a major loss because we spent “major” time with the other person.

Feeling may gone gradually but the memory remains

They said time has the answer. I don’t think it is. God has the answer and is the best healer. While forgiveness is the best pain killer. 

And sometimes the hardest part is forgiving ourselves.

[kisasindahood]

Amaze sama orang yang masih aja menyimpan luka dan kesalahan orang lain sampai berlarut-larut. It’s been years dan yang dibahas masih luka yg itu2 aja. . . Gak capek apa menyimpan kenangan2 pahit dan mengungkitnya terus menerus? Bukankah hanya akan membuka luka itu kembali? Mbok dilupakan dan diikhlaskan saja, sudah. . . Yang pernah terluka bukan cuma kamu seorang kog di dunia ini. Just chill.. terkadang kita hanya fokus dengan kepahitan sampe gak kemana-mana. Sedangkan orang yang kamu nyinyirin dan kamu benci sudah sibuk memperbaiki diri, tambah keren, dan bahagia. 😊 . . #myrandomthought #chill #2018goals #behappy #forgiveandforget

[randomthought3107]

A Hello Post

Hellooo.. So, here I am, reopening this account by deleting all of my old posts and writing this as my “very first” post, then titling it “A Hello Post” with no reason 😄

Well, actually I have no idea why I reactivate this account. But I think this gonna be useful since sometimes I need place to share my random thoughts when nobody cares. So, let’s see how long I’ll stay posting on this account without getting bored 😁

Love, -R

[jtiffanypie-blog]

chi focused. #myrandomthought #myoneargumentaday #atb #forever #johndigweed #djgerman #myperspective

[skipperjiamper]

this one's for those who cried

tears of joy | tears of sorrow

a year ago, i remember how distracted i am before the exams. after then, i had to wait for undas to pass by for the results and it made the worry deeper. the fifth of november made me cracked, why? coz my name is invisible on the list. i felt no yultide season but there is an urge in me to fight despite the soul swelling fact that i failed.

2012 came and i thought i might be just challenged for all i know what's His plan for me. i came back to the books and start from the very first page of tons of notes (not including software). it's strength stretching, belief sticking, and trust binding. it's not easy (for real) to rise and start over again but willingness attacked me and so i dragged myself.

i learned through that process i made myself immune, from dreaming high and feeling low. i became invincible. i gave more sacrifices. i rant on the walls of my room. i sleep to get my mind working. i eat to keep my organs functioning. i pray to keep my heart burning. then i just said, "this is it", the claiming power.

i salute those who pass the boards within their first take for their great efforts, amazing skills, excellent techniques, and brilliant minds. BUT i admire those who keep on tracking to chase their unfinished business. no quitting, no stopping, just pure pushing.

i believe i do have a right to share this coz i've been there (failing) and done that (passing). the process can both kill the joy and/or bring it to life.

for passers, enjoy the biggest success yet and embrace the legit status you deserve.

for soon to be passers, release all nega thoughts asap then you'll know what to do.

at the end, it's not the L card, it's you, your fate, and your faith.

To GOD be the glory!

[skipperjiamper]

humbling to win over the doubts.

even others crab it down.