@myrdir/ @svartr (zsin): " i don't care. i want to keep you safe. "
❝ can't you keep me safe more conveniently ? ❞
she might've assured him that his role stood on ceremony, that her father spent the better part of the last few years liquidating coin like it's going out of style & that means she's hardly at the top of anyone's hit list... but doing so is tantamount to admitting herself & her family as lacklustre, boring as bumpkins, so she doesn't.
to add insult to injury, despite the leaden layers of numerous petticoats & jewel encrusted skirts, she can defend herself in a pinch – he needn't breathe down her neck – though, she also doesn't dare breathe a word about the storm thrumming just beneath her skin.
alara sighs, trapped despite the sprawl of rooms open to guests, & without slowing her determined stride, stomps into & through the empty music room, around the ebony filigreed harp & matching piano to the heavy dark curtains, all the while trying to remind herself that it's nice to have someone worry, even needlessly, about her well - being. ( even if he is being paid. )
but, the party is in full swing in the great hall & the ballroom, even the gallery, & the din still audible in here as most of the manor devolves into raucous delight. she's missing out & it's a little difficult to properly enjoy herself with a shadow.
❝ at the very least, i need to be able to move more than five feet from your side. ❞