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07/01/18. 21:02. Day 7. Stranger. When people change for the worse… and there’s nothing you can do about it.

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(pic: Jan 2016. Charmouth Beach. Taken by me.)

02:18 am

I remember thinking what it would be like. And then it was, but not how I thought it would be. We were and then we weren’t. It is that simple.

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14:13 pm

Ginger & Rosa

I watched the film this morning, really enjoyed the character of Roland:

“Every man needs to struggle for his own authority, Ginger. For autonomous thought.” 

“The concept of life after death is a superstition, designed to keep people satisfied with their limited existence in the present. The only life is the one we have now, which is why we must seize it and live while we have the chance.”

“There is poetry in small spaces.  Confinement can be utterly beautiful, but only when it's a matter of choice. What I mean is that a prison cell, on the contrary, is the ugliest expression of minimalism.” 

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(pic: 11/03/17. Bristol, St. Andrew Park. Taken by me, of my sister.)

9:58 am

What is your favorite thing in the world?

I was asked this question almost two years ago.

At the time I replied “Thinking... I love to think.” And it was true; I did think. About everything. Too much.

If you asked me the same question today I’d have to say I love doing. Doing all the things I used to only think about. Because I’d rather regret having done something than having only thought it.

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10:03 am

You   ?

If I had to analyze my life for what makes me happy and for what doesn’t I’d have to say you do both very well.

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15:16 pm

Both Apply

I need you but I don’t want you. I want you but I don’t need you.

It’s beautiful but it’s broken. It’s broken but it’s beautiful.

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15:55 pm

Never Again

...and I can’t remember the last time we kissed.