I feel like I’ve been stuck in this weird middle ground for years. Not moving forward, not necessarily backwards, just stagnate, idling somewhere in between not knowing what the fuck I’m doing and knowing exactly what I want to do. Never making the moves but irritated because what I want isn’t in front of me. I don’t know how to let go of what’s holding me and I don’t know where to start going forward, I just know that I hate the middle ground.













