Jul 26, 2017
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After uncharted, I can only hope to ever again resist the urge to yell "NATHAAAAAN!" Any time someone wipes out
My biggest fear is when we finally start trying for a baby, it'll take years. My second biggest fear is that it will happen right away.
ITS REAL KOL AND FINN MY BABIES
Second chance: Honi and Nate.
Lately, she had been feeling down. In her home--that didn't exactly feel like one--there was no one she could talk to when feeling troubled, hence, she was always left alone in her room; living inside a harmless world where no one could use her, or abandon her--just like he had. She still felt sad when she remembered the beautiful times they shared together as the great friends they were, but when he lost his brother he turned into someone so. . greedy; Honi could barely recognize him.
Gathering the books that lied upon her desk, she stood up and the best smile she could manage stretched on her lips--a smile that only friends knew was fake, and broken. She walked down the hall, waving at everyone that greeted her with the same artificial bliss she put on her lips. How she missed him, he would know how bad she felt by only glancing at her. But lately he never did, and she didn't expect him to. He had a new group of friends, and she did too; and it would be terribly inadequate for her to talk to him (according to her not-so-loving mother), it would affect the way people thought of her gravely.
I'm getting married!
and I’m going to announce it on Facebook today I think. Ugh, sooo nervous. I just want to shout it off the rooftops. So why not just do that? It thanksgiving and that is thing I’m most thankful for! I told my mom on Friday, and happiness is only real when shared. Also, my wedding is in April, that is hella soon!
having nate go away for these past two days, im not quite sure how it has worked this way, but i have recieved such a great view back on my relationship. getting this time to breathe and think, ive come to some conclusions; a) i realize he occupies 80% of my waking thoughts (also all of my sleeping ones) and b) hes my best friend and i dont function as well with out him. i am just happiest when im thinking about him and planning the next time he'll be home and we will be together. hes so wonderful. i cant wait for him to be back for sunggles and sleeping
O, Please! Come here and behold! He is but a man, or so I am told. But tell me, outsider, if you do not see The Master, the martyr, of no one but me He does not ever see the world like I but rather with the sharp and quick eye Scouting out always for the right path with fists of anger and words of wrath These burning trees but bend and wither and from up ahead, he calls me hither His steel skin and silver tongue whips back threats Following I trip and stumble, absence upsets See now, this mortal man is no slave to my Mortality's attempt to deprave He is but an angel who fell from his cloud And in this world's drugs, he has been shroud I happened upon him, one night in this paradise & began to see the demons I'd excise They snapped at my curious hands and heart But only once did I drop him with a start He stood up though, on cracking knees To do anything that could please This God, He will make me a missus and with his teeth, scars become my kisses I am wrapped in the soft and stern cloth of his care my hair wrapped in love knots around the chair Or throne, or bed, whatever he may desire The one that faces my very own started pyre He will lie there for me, if I should ask him But I only want a room, with the light dim I want him always, is it not plain to see? I want his love to forever shine on me! Before him I fall to my knees in devotion, & my eyes weep with unbounded emotion; Fearing nothing but the loss of his Mastery I resort quickly and wetly to beggary. My heart, and body, and soft core throbs Needing nothing but him, I break to sobs No air, no life, no light for I But rather his pain to make me comply Perhaps to others, I seem out of place A young heart given at so fast a pace But I am a tried slave, proven and known and I've gone months without him, but am never alone.
So can you understand? Why I want a daughter while I'm still young I wanna hold her hand And show her some beauty Before this damage is done But if it's too much to ask, it's too much to ask Then send me a son.