Hi there, I saw you were new to the Valley! Welcome! My name's Jack, and we're all happy to have you here. It's nice to meet you, and don't be a stranger! (@jack-farms) (also some people will send in asks anonymously as their chars so they don't send from their main! I see you have anon disabled so I wanted to let you know 💙)
@jack-farms
“Feel free to take a jar of honey while you’re here, I’ve got way too much for just myself.”
//Thank you for letting me know, it’s been fixed now!
Thank you for asking me this, because I don’t think anyone ever has.
I’m angry 99% of the time, but I’ve got no outlet for it, or way to act on it. I always have to be the one to keep the piece or keep people from acting out or causing a scene. As a black man, I have to constantly think of the consequences of my actions and what could happen if I lost my temper or control, especially now, so I have to suppress it every time I get angry.
I’m also tired, tired of having to force myself to put on a face and an act to get through the day and tired of looking at the news and seeing my brothers and sisters being murdered and wondering if and when today is the day, I’ll run into a cop and be shot or when it’ll be my turn to go.
Finally, I’m scared, scared I won’t get anywhere in life, or if I’ll truly be happy.or if she’ll wise up and leave me. I’m scared of existing and the future, and I don’’t have a way out for any of this, I feel like I’m constantly trapped in my own head and never really allowed to relax because I can’t help take care of other people and make sure their needs are met first.
NAIMASK SAID: WHY DIDNT U APPLY TO MED SCHOOL BEFORE ? I’VE HEARD OF PRE MED , IM NOT FAMILIAR WITH IT , IN FRANCE IT’S DIFFERENT LOL
Hey, there! Basically because I had zero intention of applying to medical school until I unintentionally spent a bunch of time around doctors and managed to distinguish the profession from the competitive rush of the application process. I was pretty immature about the whole medicine thing as an undergrad and associated it with all the wrong things. Took me a year outside of college to realize that you don't apply to medical school to get in to medical school, you apply to medical school to become a doctor. Super obvious, but I'd managed to miss it. And once I was actually around doctors, I realized it was a super kickass profession. Thus, got a clinical research job at a hospital and have been prepping my app since. Thanks for asking!
When you get this, you must publicly post something nice about at least 5 different people you follow, then copy and paste this in each of their ask boxes :)
Ok so, I have realized I’ve never done a follow forever or something similar so this might be a way to talk about my fav people in here.
smileybucky I mean..what can I say about Selene that I haven’t already shouted about in tags/post/anything? She is my soul sister, my parabatai, the Bucky to my Steve and all of that. She is my best friend and I’ll forever be grateful to Tumblr for making me find her. She is a treasure, most amazing human being ever. SHE IS MINE AND I WILL NEVER LET HER GO. No really I could write pages and pages about how amazing Selene is, I am not gonna do that, you should just follow her.
penny-hartzs Ok, Christie is one of the most talented yet humble human being I had the good fortune to meet. She is LITERALLY the first person i followed once I decided to join Tumblr. At first she was my Eleven/Amy reference point, then she became one of those people I could talk to so easily and that made me so happy because she is like the coolest and so inspiring and seriously SHE IS SO TALENTED SHE HAS EVEN MADE A MOVIE WHICH IS SIMPLY GORGEOUS AND MAGIC AND YOU SHOULD TOTALLY CHECK IT OUT.
belrowleyys Margot means so much to me. She used to be one of the closest people I had in here. We used to talk so much about life and bad things and good things and we cried together over Eleven and Amy so many times. She is such a beautiful soul and I will use one word to describe her being: ARTIST. She is an artist. And her blog is a piece of art. And here eleven/amy tags will make you die. Oh. She will also make you want to watch The Hour and you will suffer but it will be worth it. If you’ll read this: I miss you, dear.
allonsy-allie Allie is the cutest thing ever, like, her messages have always made me smile so much and I don’t know how she does that. She is one of the nicest person on this site and although she misses my ‘wickedfamys’ url, she holds a special place in my heart. I can’t count the times we shared our painful thoughts on Eleven and Amy. Good memories.
welcome-to-sunnydale Naima is a queen and she used to make me cry over Arthur and Gwen so much and yet, that was all fun and games until she decided to watch Supernatural. The funny thing is that we started to watch it and discover it at the same time so I personally had so much fun shouting in her ask box about brothers and cry and get angry like..we actually wrote poems to each other about them. She is one of the best gifs and graphics maker ever existed (check her blog because seriously, buffy and spn queen I am telling you) and a great amazing and funny person.
vannezacorporation My italian comrade. Because venting to each other in our own language is weird and amazing at the same time! She is such a nice and cool girl and her blog is so pretty and there are so many different and amazing things and since this became a follow forever, you should totally follow her and I promise you won’t regret it.
claryherondales When I first followed her i was like ‘OMG her gifs making skills are amazing, her colouring is wicked who is this talented person that made such great photoset?’ Then I have discovered she loved Eleven and Amy as much as i do and it was such a nice thing but then I jumped into the TMI fandoms and she as her url suggests, she is the Clace queen so her blog became like heaven.
This wasn’t a real follow forever because a bunch of people are missing. It was a way to say hi and thanks to the people I talk the most in here; the people who make my Tumblr experience so great.