#nallex

[belwatson]

Here's what i've started tonight. Hope you like it a little bit.

[belwatson]

A Goodbye Letter to Nallex and Harrah

This is a goodbye letter to my two favorite couples, Nallex and Harrah. So dear Nallex and Harrah, I'll start with Nallex first. Alex, I saw how you swore to yourself that you would never get involved with men again. Your brother was an exception, of course. But then you met the boys of One Direction. Niall to be more specific. You tried to get him away, but he just kept on pulling back in. You went on your with them, and now you and him are together, happy as ever. Niall, I loved how you and Harry were so determined. But right now I'm focusing in Nallex, so I'm going to stick with you for now. I saw how you wante to get to know her, she was so different from you; so intriguing. You got her to go on your with the band, and you two got as close as ever. But then Alex had to think about how different your lives were. So you broke up with him. But you two were so miserable, so lost without each other. It was as if you two were meant to be together. But luckily you got a job with the technical staff, so you two could be together. Now you're stronger than ever. So basically, you two taught that opposties really do attract. No matter how different you two are, you're still one of the strongest couples I know. Now, it's time for Harrah. It's pretty funny how these two couples are my favorites, but I'm a Narry girl. Ha! Anyways, back to business. Hannah, when your mother died you put up these walls that were almost impossible to break down. Almost. It was like nobody could come in, nobody could go out. But then Harry came. I laughed at how much you despised him, you even had a dartboard with his face on it and called him Harry Boy-Band! But in the end, you two were also strong. Last but certainly not least, Harry. You were so determined at trying to get to know Hannah and you broke her walls down. You talked to her, you even let her help you pick out your new car! Even though it was extremely difficult, you got the girl you wanted! So basically, I loved reading stories and it felt like I was going through right with you all. You all will be in my heart forever and I will never forget you guys! Love, Alyssa

[belwatson]

Backfire Song by Valerie H and Carlos Acosta

Backfire Song By: Valerie Hamer and Carlos Acosta @Copyright 2013 INTRO/ 1st VERSE “You too.” It was the first words you said To the boy of your dreams And you didn’t even know The meaning in between You were thinking about your ex Begging not to plead Finding the reasons To be free PRECHORUS You didn’t think you were gonna find him No, no You just thought that boys were the same Vicious, Malicious and Selfish Oh, oh You just got to give him a chance CHORUS Too scared to open up your heart You lost all trust But when you gazed into his eyes you got starstrucked Sparks flew around You wonder if it’s the right guy But before I even knew, you had to say goodbye Goodbye goodbye ooooohhhhhh goodbye good Oooooohhhhh ooooohhh ohhohh 2nd VERSE Your love grew stronger every time But you got nervous and blurted it out He couldn’t hold his feelings so he rambled about his true meanings You said “my heart stopped for a second whilst I breathed in and held it.” PRECHORUS You didn’t think you were gonna find him No, no You just thought that boys were the same Vicious, Malicious and Selfish Oh, oh You just got to give him a chance CHORUS Too scared to open up your heart You lost all trust But when you gazed into his eyes you got starstrucked Sparks flew around You wonder if it’s the right guy But before I even knew, you had to say goodbye Goodbye goodbye ooooohhhhhh goodbye good Oooooohhhhh ooooohhh ohhohh BRIDGE Of how strongly they remember The time they spent together They just know it was meant to be Now is not the time for your memories to fly That’s why it’s so sad just to say goodbye. PRECHORUS You didn’t think you were gonna find him No, no You just thought that boys were the same Vicious, Malicious and Selfish Oh, oh You just got to give him a chance CHORUS Too scared to open up your heart You lost all trust But when you gazed into his eyes you got starstrucked Sparks flew around You wonder if it’s the right guy But before I even knew, you had to say goodbye Goodbye goodbye ooooohhhhhh goodbye good Oooooohhhhh ooooohhh ohhohh CHORUS Too scared to open up your heart You lost all trust But when you gazed into his eyes you got starstrucked Sparks flew around You wonder if it’s the right guy But before I even knew, you had to say goodbye Goodbye goodbye ooooohhhhhh goodbye good Oooooohhhhh ooooohhh ohhohh ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I hope you enjoy this song Bel as this is also the first song i ever write, with the help of my best friend. I will try to post a video of me singing the song but we will see and good luck to every contest! Everyone is being so creative and cool with this contest 😄😊☺😍😘😚😁😜😏

[belwatson]

Bel, Nallex, Zila, Harrah, Kouis, Tiam and the gang Nallex, Zila, Harrah, Kouis, Tiam, Bel, the gang… Oh gosh! I’m tearing up! I’ll keep this short but long because I think I’ll become a crying mess otherwise. Nallex! My first ever OTP (even though I had no idea what that was). Your story was the first ever story I read on Wattpad and it immediately made me fall in love with you guys. When you two broke up, I cried my eyes out (and believe me, it’s no easy feat to do that) and was screaming at my iPod. I know, I’m crazy. I just loved you guys so much that I couldn’t stop crying. My mum actually asked me whether I was OK because of the way I was crying. Alex, you’re a lucky girl and you and Niall have something special. Niall, never let her go. If you do, I will (somehow) kick your ass and hit you in as many places possible. Don’t think it’s an empty threat. Zila, you took me on an emotional journey of ups and downs. Oh so many ups and downs. The feistiness of Mila against the lovesick Zayn. How much fun I had! You two were so fun and I could tell you guys were made for each other. Opposites attract. So much fun! Mila, keep Zayn close, so, so close. In my eyes, he is you in a different way and it couldn’t be more perfect. Zayn, same thing as I said to Niall. No difference. You two make my feelings come up and I couldn’t imagine you guys with anyone else. Harrah, when you first started, I wondered how on Earth do you two fit together? You’re both a little similar but at the same time, you two are different. Then, (I’m so sorry Hannah) I was thinking what a bitch towards the end. You know, when you break Harry’s heart, Hannah, but I was so glad to know he forgave you for it. I always knew he would never, ever stop loving you. Harry, again read my note to Niall. I promise you, your balls can and will be cut if you let her go. Hannah, you are so strong and you deserve Harry. Kouis, you have no idea how many times I stuck up for you. Kay, you were one of my favourite characters. I couldn’t have paired Louis up with anyone better. OK, you honestly have no idea how much I yelled at the book to swear loudly. I just wanted to grab you, Louis, by the head and knock some sense into you. My friend thought I was crazy for a whole month so I had to promise to read the updates at home, not at school. Kay and Louis, you two are my favourite OTP. You come first but everyone else falls in a very, extremely close second. I would love to meet you, Kay. You are my idol. My very sassy idol. You are one of a kind. Tiam, you brought me suspense. You never failed to make me wonder how you, Liam, would fall for Tammy. Tammy, you amaze me. I thought you would never fall for Liam but you did and I’m proud of you. I never could judge you at the start because I didn’t know much about you and something about you made everyone want to learn more. Just that one something. Liam, I’m so glad you fell for a wonderful girl like Tammy. Sure, she can be bitchy and rude but she is wonderful and precious. Tiam, never stop making me fall in love with you! Bel, you are officially my favourite author. Nothing will ever change that and for writing a book when you said you didn’t really know English, you did so amazingly well. I am not from England. I’m from Australia and we speak a lot like the people from England. Your books never failed to keep me on edge, the stomach-lurching moments when you realise something is about to happen and you start worrying… I could never put your book down during those moments. My friends read your books, even ones who don’t exactly like One Direction but they loved your books so much. I think I changed them little by little and, even if they don’t think it now, they are fans now. I just want to thank you for writing. Without you, these books wouldn’t exist and I really wouldn’t know what I would read. The gang, what fun adventures we’ve been on. Without you guys, these adventures wouldn’t be half as fun. Moni, I love you and Ed. you make an awesome couple and you were amazing. If you had to cut Harry’s balls off, I would have helped you. Belle and Phoebe, thank you for making Alex realise she liked Niall. Without you two, I don’t know what would have happened. Savannah, you make me laugh sometimes and you make me smile a lot. Hannah must be so glad to have you in her life. The rest of Prodigy, you guys seem so cool and you really show the lads that you mean business. Go, girls!! You guys all deserve to be friends with everyone and I’m sure everyone would love you. As a Watsoner, I am honoured to say that I have had my views changed. Nothing will ever stay the same in my eyes. OK, I am really crying now so I need to go before I start bawling my eyes out. This is a true Watsoner and fan, a person who will never change but always will, signing off.
 [x]

[belwatson]

Short Story

She hid under her blanket and pressed her chubby hands onto her ears. She didn’t want to hear anything; not the screams, the yells or the objects flying around and finding their end on the floor. For a second, she thought about how her hands looked like the ones of a child and how her friends always made fun of them and the fact a 17-year-old teenage girl had features of an 8-year-old.   More hurt filled her heart and she blinked quickly, trying to avoid the tears. She knew that if she started once, there was no one to stop her.    Eventually, the noise coming from outside her room stopped, ended as the front door clicked shut. Of course the sound it made was far away from a simple ‘click’.    As the girl reached out to grab her tablet PC, she wondered who exactly had stormed out of the house this time; her mother or her father. It’s not like it mattered because the one who was still with her at home would ignore her either way.    Waiting for the device to boot up, she thought about the most essential way to distract her. Two months ago it would’ve been enough for her to listen to a few 1D tracks but the situation got worse and now she needed something more effective to make her feel better from inside. It took her a few seconds to open Google and attempt to type something into the search bar but her fingers froze, not receiving any orders from the brain. She didn’t even know what exactly she was searching for.    She had always believed in fortune circumstances and destiny. She knew everything happened for a reason, and maybe that was a strong factor. Why she hadn’t broken down yet.    A quick memory stroke her mind, as soon as it was there, it slipped away from her but it was enough to make her fingers moves above the touch screen, typing the words.

one direction fan fictions

   Since the day she firstly watched Mark Parson’s video on YouTube, she had always wanted to search for more ‘fan fictions’ about the 5 boys who mean so much to her. It seems she never really had the time to do it, or she simply forgot.    The letters in front of her eyes started to get blurry as she heard the ringing of the bell. Her heart starting pounding in a quick race in her chest and she heard footsteps approaching the door. The key was turned in the hole and whispers were heard.    She let out a heavy breath as she realised it was only Ms Darkins, the neighbour, and got back to her tablet, giving all of her attention to the results on the page. She didn’t know what she was doing, so she randomly clicked on a link for a story on a certain website called Wattpad. As the page was loading, she thought more deeply about the name and inevitably cotton pads crossed her mind, as they are called ‘Wattepads’ in her native language – German.    Her weird thoughts slowly drifted away as she started examining the website carefully. It had opened on a fiction called College Life and after reading the description, she bookmarked the page to go and see what else the website had to offer.    She didn’t know how long it took – 2 minutes, 7? – to stumble over a story which had her favourite on the cover.

Misconceptions.

Everything about the story was appealing; the title, the cover, even the name of the author.    She got a bit sad about the description though, knowing she didn’t like those kind of stories where the character was hopelessly in love and there comes a girl to distract him from his heartbreak and – whoops!- both of them are completely infatuated with each other. Under normal circumstances, she probably would’ve cancelled the page and got out of it but the cursor was suddenly on ‘Start Reading’ so she didn’t mind to go on.    Sometimes, you just form strong bonds with things. It can be anything; even a pencil. As long as it has an emotion or memory attached to it, it means something.    And back then, there on the comfy bed of hers, with her tablet between her hands and the silence of the dead-like house around her, she formed yet a new bond. Mila, Moni, Alex, Phebs.. she couldn’t get enough. She couldn’t get enough of reading this fan fiction which was very close to perfection in her eyes. She felt related to the characters, she found them so real and she wished to be with them, inside of this cute story which was written with so much talent.    So basically everything started with Zila.

**

One week.   A single week and she had finished Misconceptions, with a tear in her eye but a smile on her lips. She was so glad she had the opportunity to join Zila on their way, and for once she was more than happy with fortune; she had found the right thing at the right time.    The lovely writer’s profile had even a lot more to offer and soon enough she had started reading Music Sheet, thinking nothing can top Misconceptions. But she was wrong, totally wrong. She spent her nights with her eyes glued on the screen of her tablet, and throughout the day she always snatched her phone whenever it was possible, to at least read a single line of a story which could light up her whole day.    Those stories were the perfect distraction of real life, which sometimes seemed so cruel to the girl. It was as if they were written for her, and somewhere between the lines of the stories, she was able to feel completely content, without any worry troubling her.    Of course she also headed out for other fan fictions, but nothing could compare to Backfire & co. It was as if they had something special, something magical about them and she never had the same feelings when reading with the other stories. They were enjoyable, yeah, but the 5-part One Direction series was so much more than to put under the word ‘enjoyable’.

  The day the series ended was one of the most happy and sad days of the month. From the beginning she had known that those stories who somehow on the way kept her going, would have to end some day. She was prepared for the moment where she would read the last chapter, last paragraph, last sentence. And as it happened, she did it with a jumping heart and a smile on her face.    Maybe she was supposed to be sadder, but she wasn’t. Everyone of the 5 lads has got his ‘happy ending’ and the girl thought to herself that everyone deserved it. Everyone deserved his own happy ending, and this prospect, this hope which came from those 5 stories, meant a lot to her. She knew that she would just have to visit Bel Watson’s profile and she could start reading all of the book over again, but that wasn’t what she would like to do. The first time is always special and she wanted to keep that one feeling inside of her, as long as it would let her.    Besides that there would be other stories; new ones which probably won’t be like the series but close, very close. She had faith in Bel.

**

  It was on a Sunday evening, when she grabbed her phone and read every epilogue of each story again, as a way to say her personal last good bye.

   Maybe it isn’t always the thing itself which makes you happy, but the circumstances where it comes to you and what you actually do with it.

[belwatson]

"Every single character taught me something. From staying strong, to never giving up. It is hard to say goodbye, but these amazing characters will never be forgotten.

Thank you for everything."

Ok, I don't like goodbyes, so I made this quick. I know it's not that awesome, but i'm not good at making videos and all those kind of stuff. Plus, I wanted to keep it simple.

But anyway...

Every single character (and I really mean every single one) meant something to me and i'm gonna miss them all so so much. When it comes to fanfics I don't get so connected to the characters, but with your fanfics everything is different.

Goodbye lovely characters! I hope to keep reading about you at least in one-shots. :)

[belwatson]

I Wont Forget You.

Well, let us see how I can get through this without crying. Good thing this is on a computer because if it was a paper letter everything would be smeared up...

Dear, Nallex, Kouis, Tiam, Harrah, & Zila

Each and every single one of you is my OTP. I can’t really choose a favorite because all of you have taught me things that I wouldn’t think of by myself, I feel like the one I just get slightly more feels about is Zila, and that might have to do how I am insecure about my writing. But what I’m trying to say is that thanks to you I am the person that I am today. Nallex taught me to get over my insecurities and that there is someone out there for me. Something I really had trouble believing because my self-esteem was below Zero. Zila taught me to trust in me and to trust in what I do. Harrah, taught me to let go, to not be afraid to feel things, both the good and the bad. Kouis, well Kouis taught me to never give up. And as for Tiam, Tiam taught me that people that have had a bad past and survive are strong and that they are capable of loving someone.

I won’t bore you with my past, but I will say that it changed me; it sucked out the life from me. I would live but not be alive. Then when I stumbled upon you lot, I was instantly caught into the OTP’s. I went through your journeys with you and you made me realize things, I fight for what I love, thanks Tammy. I am strong, and I try to not let my past affect me now, thanks Hannah and Harry.

I changed my mind, I think I like Tiam better… or Kouis, no, no I like Nallex better, just kidding its Harrah. Urgh! Why is it so hard to choose one?!

But seriously, all joking aside, thank you. You have no idea how much you changed me. I saw you all grow up. You all changed right before my eyes. It was a painful journey, for each and every single one of you. I know, because I felt your pain. It hurt me to see you guys get hurt. It pained me to see you not trust people. But most of all, it pained me to see you hurt those you love, even though I know you didn’t mean to. And even though it hurt me to see you at your lowest, I was confident that you guys would pick yourself up and conquer your fears. I believed in you, I believed that you were strong enough to face the challenge you had ahead of you, and defeat it.

*Cue the Tears*

With every story we shared, it was as if all of you started out as a little tiny seed. And through the journey you grew and bloomed into a beautiful Rose. Throughout your journey, not only did you guys learn things, but so did I. And for that I thank you, because I grew up with you. You guys may not know this but sometimes you were the only ones that I could count on, the only ones there for me when no one else was. But you were enough; you will always be enough for me. You helped me because I saw part of myself in each one of your journeys. You help me realize certain things, and I feel closer to you lot.

You have all managed to imprint yourselves onto my soul. You changed me, I don’t think I can stress this enough.

It’s hard to let go, but I understand that the journey is over and this is where we part. This is not a good bye; it’s an I-hope-to-see-you-later. I know that there is a huge possibility that we will not see each other in this life time, but the things that we learned together, the laughter, the tears, the sadness, but most importantly the happiness and joy will be with me until the day I die.

Hope to see you again sometime.

I Love You.

Sincerely Lourdes (Aka Rose King/OddRose) 

[belwatson]

Hello, OTP's! Well, to be honest, I've never been good with words. Plain as that. It's a struggle for me, because it's hard to express myself, because it never sounds right. But I'm going to try my best. 

Well, let's start off with what started it all. Nallex. You two made me smile on my worst days. You even helped me meet my best friend! You two also helped me realize that fate can jump out at you when you least expect it. Alex, you were completely finished with guys. You thought they were all the same and you were going to live with cats for the rest of your life. But then fate brought you to meet Niall, the love of your life. Niall, you taught me perseverance. Even though Alex rejected you a couple of times, you were determined to change her mind. And when she thought that you two weren't going to make it, through your job and her classes in Uni, you tried so hard to prove to her that you were meant to be. So, Niall and Alex, I wish you two the best on your journey. And I thank you, for teaching me these things.

Zila, you two gave me anxiety. Every time I thought Zayn was over Alex, he wasn't. Every time I thought you were finally becoming at least friends, something happened and I almost threw my phone against a wall. When you two became a couple I was in a permanent happy dance! Mila, you wanted to become a famous author on your own, without help. You're an independent person! I admire that about you. Zayn, you wanted to help Mila, and that's sweet, I love how you wanted to help her, and see her stories get published. When you announced her writing on television, without her permission, I knew the consequences weren't going to be good. When you two weren't talking, it killed me! I wanted you to be happy again, to let it go, forgive and forget, but I knew that it wasn't something you can just forget. I knew that with time, you two would get your happy ending. I'd like to thank you, Zila, for teaching me that being helpful is okay, but you need to respect people's decisions. I hope you have a long, happy life together.

Harrah, what can I say about you? You made me cry on multiple occasions. I was constantly checking my phone for updates, waiting to see if Harry was going to the garage. I love how Hannah was almost to the point of begging Harry to leave her alone. Hannah, I went crazy when you let Harry through your walls, and let him love you. I was so happy! That's why when the media made up cheating rumors about Harry, I was infuriated. I didn't want you to believe them, but I knew it was hard for you not to. And when Harry told you it would be too late when you realized the rumors weren't real, I wanted to grab him by the shoulders and shake him until he realized what he said. Because everyone knew it wasn't true, he loves you, it would never be too late for you. When you made the brave decision to break down your walls, I was in my bedroom, squealing and jumping for joy! I was over the moon! I knew this was going give you happiness, and I am so proud of you Hannah! Thank you so much, Harrah, for sharing your story with us. It will bring a smile to so many more people's faces. And maybe even help someone realize that shutting the world out is not the answer. 

Kouis, may I just start by saying you made me rip out my hair a few times? Louis William Tomlinson. Most times I wanted to whack you over the head with a pan. Other times, I wanted to hug you and hold you close, I wanted to tell you that you were being irrational, that you should consider how Kay was feeling. But I knew neither of those would help, because you needed to realize by yourself that channeling all of your fear and sadness into anger towards the whole female race, wasn't helping you. It was just making you miserable, and making all of your friends worried. Kay,honestly, you are the strongest person I've ever seen. I love how if someone insults you, you're just immune to it. You stayed strong for so long, dealing with Louis' stubbornness. And when you couldn't do it anymore, I wasn't ultra surprised. I wouldn't be able to put up with it for as long as you did. Louis, when you found Kay's flat and won her back, I had the biggest smile on my face. I knew you would come to your senses and understand that you fell hard for Kay, and she fell for you long ago. Louis, I can assure you, the risk is worth it. I am incredibly happy for you two. You're meant to be.

Tiam, you are one of the couples nobody would have even fathomed. You are so different, it just didn't seem right. But Tammy, when you showed your other side, the sweet and caring Tammy at You Matter, and Liam saw how caring you could be and how he wanted to know you better, I knew something would happen between you two. You're a strong person, you love it when people send you hate. You find the good part of the hate and laugh. I admire that about you. Once you and Liam got to know each other more, I knew you had to let down your walls a little more. You had to show the soft side of you, let him know a little more about your past. And when you did, I was proud. I was so proud of you. When you told the interviewer that Liam was only for publicity, it was bound to backfire, wasn't it? But you and Liam love each other, you noticed that, so it was just a matter of time before Liam forgave you. One of my favorite moments of your story was when you realized you were in love with Liam. It made me so happy, because you were happy about it. You were ecstatic because you were in love with Liam; You were capable of loving, in your words. So, Tammy, thank you, for teaching me that I don't need to please anyone, as long as I'm happy. And Liam, thank you for teaching me to be myself and that I don't need to change for anyone.

OTP's, I will not say goodbye. Because that would mean you drop off of the face of the earth, but more people will read about your adventures, fall in love with your stories. I will often think about what is going on with you, but I will never forget about you. Liam, Louis, Harry, Zayn, Niall, Alex, Mila, Hannah, Kay, Tammy, thank you, again. For making me laugh, cry, go insane, and most importantly, smile on my worst days.

And last but certainly not least: BelWatson. Thank you for making these stories possible. Without your stories, I wouldn't like reading. You caused me to get so many feels and you tortured me, but I can't be mad, because your stories are so incredible. I wish you luck on your road to being a published author. I have complete faith in you and I'd bet a billion dollars that you become a famous author. I look forward to your newer stories, and what come with them. I am forever a Watsoner.

Signing off,

        Kyleigh