#namjoon confessional

[bangtaninborderland]

To Namjoon: How's college going buddy?

“Ah.” He sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose. “Even thinking about it gives me a headache. Overall it’s okay, just stressful.” He shrugs his shoulders. “It’s all worth it though, I’ll eventually be where I want to be, let’s just hope I don’t go bald from stress…”

[honeymoonjin]

Joonie, do you have many plants??? Who’s taking care of them while you’re on TGM?

Namjoon's eyes soften as he pictures them back home. "I live in the student dorms on campus, so I only have smaller ones. I've asked some of my friends and classmates to check up on them." He pauses, eyes flicking back and forth before he scoots forward. "I'm not sure if it's allowed, but I brought my favourite one with me. It's a small bonsai that I keep in my bathroom."

[honeymoonjin]

My question is for Namjoon! If you won fan favorite, what would be your ideal date with Y/N? Would you consider it a date?

Namjoon's brows lift for a moment before he lets out a breathy laugh. "Do you know what? I haven't actually considered that I might win it at all! But now that you ask, I suppose I'd quite like to take her on a picnic somewhere, I think. I really enjoy having the chance to have deep conversations with people, and for me a quiet picnic is a better environment than a bustling restaurant." He hums, scratching at the back of his neck. "Maybe I can do that once the competition ends. I don't think I'm quite at the fan favourite level yet."

[honeymoonjin]

So, Joonie, the big question is...how was the throat fucking? 😉

Namjoon chokes on thin air, embarrassed smile revealing his dimple. "I, uh, good? I'm not sure what I should say without it being too vulgar. I enjoyed myself, and I hope Y/n did too."

[honeymoonjin]

To Joon: Do you see yourself actually graduating?

Namjoon sinks his shoulders. "I certainly hope so. It's always been a goal of mine to be highly educated, and I'd hate to stop at a Bachelor's when I've already put in so much work at a post-graduate level."

[honeymoonjin]

To Joon: Now that you're deeper into the competition, has any of your strategies changed or altered in any way?

Namjoon pauses to consider this, and eventually nods. "I think my strategy has become no strategy at all," he admits, shrugging sheepishly. "I don't know what I've been doing right that Y/n keeps me around, so I figure I'll just keep trying my best and see where I end up. Even just making it to the final four is a huge achievement in my eyes."

[honeymoonjin]

TGM Namjoon, can we call you Joonie ? we love you ! 😊 and we're rooting for you 😘🤗 .

My question is , how would you say the group dynamic in the villa has affected you ? Do you see yourself as a changed person (better or worse ?)

Take care of yourself, and ask Tae to give you a massage 😏 if your shoulders are hunched too much after reading !

{Dear author , sorry if my question is repeated in any sense , just know that I love you and TGM too much 🤗💜 }.

Namjoon turns pink, laughing shyly and ducking his head. "I like Joonie, yeah," he responds, eyes darting from side to side as he considers the question. "I think I'm better for being on this show. It's given me a chance to get out of my comfort zone a lot and meet some amazing people. In that sense it's good. But, you know, I still find myself making comparisons. I don't feel like I'm on the same level as everyone else yet. That's been hard. Being surrounded by such great and experienced people kinda just makes me feel worse about myself." He lets out a deep sigh, putting on a smile for the camera. "It's okay, these thoughts come and go. I'm working on it."

He pauses for a moment and lets out a hum. "Tae massage," he mumbles. "I could do with one of those."

[honeymoonjin]

To Namjoon: How does it feel being apart of the last gentlemen on the show?

"Like waiting for the other shoe to drop," Namjoon reveals honestly. "I struggle to see how I've earned my place in the final four. I'm going to work hard to prove that Y/n made a good choice in keeping me here."