#nancy spudgen

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needs to be studied needs to be studied. Number one being the fact that everybody hitting Courtney love his life, is either an ex or a lesbian and Courtney loves having to Morrisey kind of approach to being a musician there are different kinds of PR out there and that’s her kind of PR Morris. Was he a big influence on her and a lot of English bands and specially northern ones such as Echo & The Bunnymen Morrissey and The Smiths and those late 70s early 80s going to bands? Let’s face it as a Courtney ❤️ fan. I have to say this is why everybody in her life is either an ex-boyfriend or ex-lover or whatever or lesbians around her quite a lot she doesn’t really have any straight friends apart fromKat from Babes 🧚‍♂️ in Toyland? . And Jennifer from L7 apart from that is mainly man which is okay that’s fine. I get it. I get one better with men and all my friends at school as a woman kind of dislike sometimes unfortunately you just do what they’re doing even though you’re not really wanting to do it unless you’re strong.

because she had a problem with Kristen Pfaff purely for the fact that Eric who is her guitar player when she first formed her band hole done a few things with Jennifer and Kat . I’m basically Kristen was such a good bass player. he’s a classically trained to play the piano. She was a very good musician and when people compare Melissa of them to her it’s like there’s no comparison she can’t sing like her. She can’t play the base like her and hole was just never the same after live through this I mean Courtney always says about how “pretty on the inside.” has no melodic ways to it at all and she doesn’t know how that album is even popular. Will I do because it was original and it was very racy  but also rather great for those sort of times.

The female grunge artists 🧑‍🎨 too. yeah, she didn’t want Kristen controlling Eric because she knew she had control over Eric and if she could control Kristen in a different way which she did she gave her a bag full of, heroin and clean syringes.

which she supposedly did with a lot of people I think she probably did it with PattyThe difference with difference with Patty. is that she has a lesbian and allegedly her own Kristen had a relationship with her. This is a great documentary to watch Patty Schimmel’s documentary called Hit So Hard. It’s really good. the same things but at different times maybe but also at the same It’s not all based on Courtney. But she and Kristen, we’re going through the same things but at different times maybe but also at the same time. Even to people as close as Courtney like Kat and Jennifer say 60% of what Courtney says is lying you have to differentiate lies from truth.

Which of you asks me as a Libra and Gemini and her chart? But also have cancer sun and moon. I believe she definitely cheated on Cate she said she almost did which to me means she did that’s the most she’s gonna admit to it. Things get messed up obviously there’s a documentary soaked in bleach obviously there’s a documentary montage of H and death the murderer of Kurt Cobain. Ick and they are two completely different narratives and I spent a lot of my adult life really believing the soaked and bleached stuff and then the author is that I really feel I’ve been paid off by Courtney like other people probably have because they’re scared of her, I read that but life and death the murderer of Kurt Cobain.

So in her program, she says to be behind the music program. She says that Kristen was a great friend and was truly missed in her death was completely overshadowed by Kurt which it was because he was so much more famous. So in her program, she says to be behind the music program. She says that Kristen was a great friend and was truly missed in her death was completely overshadowed by Kurt which it was because he was so much more famous. Anyway, what needs to be really? Studying is her inspiration for Nancy’s spudgen. Style and personality even in her audition tape for Nancy she says I am Nancy and she’s like the only female film star that she talks about in that way and I really believe that she based her whole character on her and a few other people, including Morrissey, as I said at the beginning. But then in Tom Grant’s one which is called soaked in Bleach. They’re both worth watching it that way she basically said that she thinks Kurt, was fighting with ava this drug dealer or Kristen Pfaff. So do you see what I mean? The two different narratives?  what really needs to be study? Is this her fascination with Nancy’s Spidgen because Alex Cox of man who did said and Nancy see the film in 1986 when did she’s talking about it? She’s like I am Nancy. I am the nexSpudgenhing I am Nancy Spudgen.

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Never related to a bad B so much.

This beautiful lady Nancy, fell in love with her, her beauty I soul and her aura.🔮🌹🦋 beautiful things to say and say, this is because I’ve read her Mother spoke about her.

And I will be always, for my girl 👧.eternally she didn’t deserve to go she went through these ages sad 😞. she went through herself in such a young age, as she knew she’s surprised she’s a water sign she knew when she was gonna fucking die as even a quote on it she didn’t think she should live to see her 21st birthday and she bloody she didn’t, died in the October. With her birthday being in February and then I think that’s when Sid died 1979 February which is quite freaky as well . she lost her better and she lost her life. I think she was doing sex. At the age of 20 and being so deep into dark drugs., her mum said she was well ahead of her time with music and how good she was with like knowing about different genres before even became big. Makes me sad that all these people treated her like she was from the gutter.

This poor woman had to go into mental hospitals being born in 1958. I would’ve been a really hard time as a teenager to do that. God knows if she got experimented on but it wouldn’t surprise me and she was given because she was born not breathing with the umbilical cord and brain damage.. they gave her a drug. I don’t know what it was called now .as a baby.👶 so she was used to having a drug to make things feel better, and that’s a thing with drugs. It’s habitual behaviour around more than anything the habit of doing it whatever it may be.

I see so many people now struggle with the disease, and being neurologically differently over mentally. This is why I think a lot of autistic people they have a reaction to drugs I was talking to my partner earlier and saying how well in the skins. , that JJ portrays it. And all the different things the doctor says to him. And he’s like, but that’s not it.

I related to that I persuade so much where he has all the things up on his wall written down about each different person, as a teenager, diagnosed our own boys. Me and my best friend were talking about. How I’m diagnosis is of for men and some are for women. Sadly said this is hard for women. They get diagnosed with personality disorders. I’m really it’s something neurological and I feel really bad for girls and you were still going through that., it’s like they wait. I was 33 when I got diagnosed.. already fucked from drugs, unemployed and unemployable. Give everything to be normal.. be able to work and get on well with that. And being in group settings, but it’s so hard.

And I think this girl did , if you’re interested in the clandestines in clairvoyant . Watch the Sid and Nancy channeled by Sloan Bella. Is a really good one it’s 45 minutes long because she goes into the world., has a lot of celebrity🌍 ones that she has channelled , and most of the time it’s past life stuff. And I’m starting to think this more and more now.

Breaks my heart that people don’t get the diagnosis and I hope they need an early age, this is something Deborah says in her book. She tried she went to all the different doctors. She went to units. She went to mental health facilities from a very young age.📕 and one of them said to her, damned if I know you have left it too late ⏰. Heartbreaking story for a Mother as well.

They all had to cave in for Nancy , she hated her younger sibling who was a girl 👧, younger brother she was a bit better with. But it was getting to the point where I’m at to stop and protect the others.

And that’s when she went out of into her own to England. And they see her on TV with the Sex Pistols. Or so , the legend says. Of course she is. 😉💚. That made me smile for her. She had that love. ❤️ for Sid. He Avenue which child he grew up with her mummy with an addicted to heroin who he was addicted to speed. The behaviour wasn’t normal they were shooting up together.

Even brought him out for his 16th birthday. So Johnny Rotten says it was really heartbreaing scene🎁 for him . So so little proud of these young souls. 

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The two baddies

Why I seriously think this is a debate nobody really talks about with Courtney Love that they are very similar parallel lives. Courtney Love gets a lot more hate because I think there’s so much more archives out there of her being a bitch rather than there is a Nancy because of the 70s and it being a different time and I just think it’s a lot harder on Courtney in the 90s 💿. Nancy was a lot more mentally ill than Courtney is different kinds of mentally ill like for Nancy Spud and I think it’s autism and a personality disorder or this delirium  of something like that . Let’s face it they are two very different people. It’s just that people think Courtney Love made herself on Nancy which is very true like she’s very picked up on her and she wanted to play the leading role of the Alex cooked 18 1986 film seven Nancy.. and before I finish writing this look up our audition because we’re not gonna be on the same page if you don’t and before I finish writing this look up our audition because we’re not gonna be on the same page if you don’…… they gave you time to look now what do you think? She even got a part as Nancy‘s best friend in her film and then starred in another film. The tanked.

She is ready to get it inserting herself into fame like Nancy. She was with groups and people and he learned that from what she says about drag queens' gaze and junkies. She is ready to get it inserting herself into fame like Nancy. They both seem to do the Hollywood thing of dying your hair blonde though. She was with groups and people and he learned that from what she says about drag queens’ gaze and junkies. which kind of makes a lot of sense. They both seem to do the Hollywood thing of dying your hair blonde though.

Wait, I think it’s such a Hollywood thing today. I know a lot of the time they didn’t always hang around in Hollywood they would hang around in ava for Nancy New York or London. , and for Courtney Portland, Minneapolis, and Seattle.

They are both extremely intelligent women and obviously still are with Courtney.

It’s crazy to me that during all of this night as he was just a teenager I don’t know why they both seemed older. I feel like American same older than UK people all the time too. It’s crazy to me that during all of this night as he was just a teenager I don’t know why they both seemed older. But if you’re afraid of them with both of them like me, you see that as inconsistencies and you love them for it. I feel like American same older than UK people all the time too. But if you’re afraid of them with both of them like me, you see that as inconsistencies and you love them for it.

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I feel like these two have very similar energy talent, but I believe that she did and she just wasn’t able to articulate it in the way she wanted to and that’s why she got so frustrated 😩.

Nancy did have her talent, just 'cause she was a Pisces, and their sister signs are these two as well, which I think is interesting. They’re both Jewish 🔯 yeah, they’re both sisters, only put things into practicality. Nancy was ahead of people in her peer groups but at the same time was struggling immensely mentally which obviously was horrible for her. Still, her mum I’ve read her mum‘s book and she said that Nancy would be ahead of the time like before hippies and stuff like that she she was like ahead of it. Still, she’d also have like really devout parties when she was very young like that you wouldn’t like sex parties. I don’t see why her mum needs to lie about that and she had two younger children, who were younger than Nancy, who was the oldest. She just said her mum was lucky she had the Mum that she did have really and then she moved to England when she was around the age of 18. Of the “sex pistols “ and that’s another thing she was ahead of her time with although the sex pistols (and guess who SIDvicious are crap but no one's gonna admit they’re good they are crap. Hammond Vivienne Westwood, It was all about that edgy junkie thing that Malcolm McLaren liked which was really fucking sickly and like Nancy said, Malcolm didn’t like me cause I was a junkie, but yet he used his image for it Hammond Vivienne Westwood.

In fact, I don’t have one or both of them worked at the sex shop, which was her shop where they dressed them in leather and provocative poses. Like the one where you see of them on the T-shirt where they’re wearing like handcuffs and they’re back to back that kind of one they used it for that image and that was a image so that kind of image image of themselves even after Sid left and obviously they had if you’ve watched the film Sid and Nancy maybe you don’t know they were going round New York and stuff and their life was getting more and more deteriorated deteriorated fast like because of the kind of couple they were but you can get two junkies you can last for years and years but because they were so young their brains weren’t developed yet to deal with this kind of attitude, behaviour, whatever. I know John Lloyd takes a lot of responsibility with it but honestly, it’s not his fault though. His mum was a registered heroin addict so they were shooting up together him and his mum put that image in your head. It’s really heartbreaking and Sid I think probably felt closer to Nancy’s family. because it was just him and his mum and they had a big family and he even wrote to Deborah still after Nancy‘s death and called her Mum. It’s heartbreaking. If you look in the book she shows the letters that he sent to her. I think it was a drug deal gone wrong but I’m still not absolutely convinced about Nancy‘s death. It was an accident. I’m still not convinced, that it definitely wasn’t Sydney because it quite well could’ve been but we never know we’ll never know. It’s like Jim Morrison like I was absolutely utterly shocked that they don’t do autopsies in France it’s not mandatory. Anyway, in my opinion, Sid was murdered too by his own mother. Because he didn’t want to go back to prison and he had some awful stuff that apparently happened to me in prison. On the island of Ryker’s Island in New York. His mum gave him the leaf for a cocktail in my opinion. It’s not even an opinion and she did get why almost. But that’s her son like that’s kind of sick. I’m not a parent so I’m not really sure. But I am an addict of that kind. And I think I’d probably rather be dead than go to prison in some sense. But let’s just say these two one of them was 20 and the other was 21. And then with Amy Winehouse, so it’s similar situations with parents I’m In The seems lovely but a lot of people blame her dad for stage performances et cetera things like that but she’s like a talented musician obviously it’s a different situation but they were both vulnerable souls that’s what I’m trying to say. They’re very very vulnerable people who need to be looked after better. I mean Nancy was probably more willing than Amy was to some degree and in situations I need to. 

and this is what Nancy had to say about the whole situation regarding age.



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I think there’s similar parallels between these two, although I don’t know that much about Demri , they both said like outlandish modelling or Nancy did stuff like BDSM with people allegedly but I think there’s some parallels here between their addictions and their partners and their partner is having to step away from them and that’s what ended up kind of happening in the end with Layne and demri because it was too toxic for him in the end anyway I think he felt amazing guilt when he stopped talking to her because she ended up dying.

Which must leave a massive heavy burden on you. Especially if you haven’t spoken to the person in awhile before they died, but I think it was sending him down a really dark path even though he ended up doing that to himself anyway.. it made it 10 times worse same as Nancy although with them I blame the mother much more than I blame Nancy for any of it because the Mum was a registered heroin addict so why is it suddenly Nancy‘s fault alright because she’s a woman in the relationship and it’s always their fault unless you’re one of these women who has that bottom bitch power? I don’t know, but I really don’t believe it’s so hot if you read our Mum’s book this woman came from a really like wealthy suburban Philadelphia. Background.

She was always a ahead of her time according to our mother with music and she knew a lot about music and was very gifted. She wasn’t ever talented at playing an instrument but she knew like the PR the promotions the backstage that being a groupie but not being a groupie at the same time trying to manage Sid vicious. Which had terrible consequences I believe and that’s when things really spiral for them.

They both died in tragic ways. One was a lot more brutal than the other but they were still very very very very very sad so Nancy was stabbed to death and left underneath the bathroom sink to the point of when Sid went to go and get his methadone :

He was even in a rage when it happened and he did it because he doesn’t. He didn’t even think to look under the sink convinced she was there. He just went out like normal so part of me makes me think that he did do it and then another part of me is like no he’s clueless so maybe he was asleep. All this was going on also out of it that he didn’t know what was going on . And then with them Deri she basically died of bacteria on the needle that went straight to her heart used a really beautiful woman in my opinion I’ve always fought Nancy. She was gorgeous and she had to take a lot of shit with the pistols . Like none of them like her, but if they read her Mum‘s book . I think they might feel differently maybe not though some people just have no compassion in their heart or give a shit especially if they don’t have mental health problems yourself I just don’t get it. I know because I’m living proof of this shit. 

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