I have been thinking about my transition to a Nanuqsaurus.
I remember when I first awakened, I always knew I wanted to transition to a Nanuqsaurus. But I was afraid. I was afraid it would not make sense to the humans, and I saw fellow alterhumans that hated on those who do transition, so I hid it away. But thanks to tumblr, I have found those who do feel the same way as me and are transitioning! So, here are my plans so far.
My ideal transition would be being back in my body in the prince creek formation. But that is sadly unachievable. However, the Prince Creek Formation is in Alaska, somewhere I could move to in the future. I wouldnt have to live close to the PCF, but it would be ideal. Even then, I could live somewhere less remote and just be a Nanuqsaurus who migrated south.
A big motivation for my transition is dysphoria. I mainly get dysphoria from hearing my footsteps. Nanuqsaurus has padded feet like our relatives, eg tyrannosaurus, muffling our footsteps. Humans do not have padded feet. Although I have always been a quiet walker, I have always felt like my footsteps are just too loud for my body ratio. To solve this, I would not only like to walk quieter but get a pair of fursuit feet. The feet would be able to be worn outside and leave footprints in the ground.
I would like to start walking bouncier and put one foot in front of the other, like a theropod.
Also, I would like to start getting faster. Fortunately, this is becoming a reality. Over the past few weeks, I have been doing lots of running and cycling to further ease dysphoria. Due to that, I have gotten faster, and I have gained better stamina.
I am not the strongest of dinosaur. To fix this, I would like to start going to the gym with a friend and fixing that. Nanuqsaurus is incredibly strong. We can bite with 7000psi, from what I have read.
I am building endurance to the cold. Despite what pop culture shows, our habitat isn't really that snowy! Although, snow was possible. It was certainly still cold though! Thankfully, I live in a rather cold country that is always wet, so I hatched adapted to that. But, I am still taking cold showers and going out in the cold often. It is working!
Along with endurance to the cold, I wear lots of thick clothes and often layer to replicate our feathers. Although it is not the same, I have found a big oversized hoodie called an oodie is very good. I have a specific way I dress: thick hoodies and shirts, and then shorts on my legs. This helps me replicate how I remember being feathered, aka down to my knees/ankles.
I am also planning to start working on vocals. I have no solid memories of what we sound like. When trying, I base then purely off instinct. In walking with dinosaurs 2, some carnivores make a deep huffing sound of which sounds familiar and I had the urge to answer when watching, so I think I will base it off that.
I am trying to drop as much dependence on my arms as I can. Nanuqsaurs don't have very long arms! When opening a door, I will open it using my shoulders or head. I also pick things up with my Jaws every now and then.
I grow out my claws. My claws are very long, and sometimes I use them to open things. Although I do not bite nor pick at my claws, the human claws are fragile, hence why I plan to take biotin (something that makes your claws stronger). I have considered fake nails or acrylics in the past, but I have yet to get them. I am thinking that when I do, I will get them with pointy ends. Something like the 2 pictures but black would be perfect!
Additionally, sharper fangs would be much better than my dull, flat human teeth. My teeth have already been straightened by braces, which I class as another part of my transition.
I am also planning to change my eating habits. I am trying to ditch a fork, knife, and spoon as much as possible. I am attempting to just use my hands and teeth as much as possible. Also, being an unapologetically fast and messy eater. When you're from an environment with lots of competitors, you gotta eat as fast as you can and not care about being messy before someone comes and snatches your food! I also swallow small chunks of food and whatever I can whole. It reminds me of the big bites we take when eating.
I aspire to be a palaeontologist. I want to work with dinosaurs, pterosaurs, and marine reptiles. Doing this and my current fascination of dinosaurs will hopefully make people think of me when they see dinosaurs
Possibly in the future, I will get tattoos, too, of various Palaeontology things.
I am also still afraid of what humans think. I want to be accepted. But, I am slowly getting over that!
Overall, transitioning to an extinct species will be hard. There are not many resources :|. But, I will still try! There is always a first time for everything! :)