#nathananon

[teedoubley0u]

chuckles to myself at how quickly you go to sleep, falling asleep myself still holding you close* - Nathan

*wakes up the next morning, hearing you playing the piano downstairs*

[teedoubley0u]

*chuckles, pulling you closer to my chest and nods, whispering into your hair* go back to sleep...- Nathan

*falls back to sleep straight away*

[teedoubley0u]

*wraps my arms around you protectively, kissing the top of your head* we will pick ourselves back up...we'll make it work beautiful..- Nathan

I know we will.. *snuggles back into the pillow* can I go back to sleep now?

[teedoubley0u]

I just don't want it to be like this...*kisses the top of your head and squeezes you tightly* - Nathan

*sighs* me neither.. this always happens though.. *sighs again* we go through phases where we both work long hours and it takes a tole, but we pick ourselves back up, we always do.. *hugs you tighter* 

[teedoubley0u]

*sighs happily and in relief before pulling you into my side tightly* I'm sorry...- Nathan

*hugs you back* me too..

[teedoubley0u]

*frowns and sits in silence for a while, before mumbling* do I still make you happy? - Nathan

Every single day.. *blushes slightly*

[teedoubley0u]

Because this time I'm worried about you Ash...*sighs* you sleep all the time and you're not eating properly...- Nathan

I don't sleep all the time, I sleep when I get home because I'm tired from long days at work.. *sighs* you know I eat at work aswell.. You're just as bad as me, doing the same..

[teedoubley0u]

*frowns and pulls back from you slightly* because you've been putting this off for long enough and I know you well enough to realise something is wrong...*sighs deeply* - Nathan

Nothing is wrong! *frowns* we go through this not seeing each other thing all the time and we pick ourselves back up.. *runs my hand through my hair and shrugs* why should this time be any different?