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I don't know how I'll ever get over my love for yaoi because I quite literally just completed my thesis and before feeling relief that I'm finally done with it, I got excited that I would finally be able to go back to drawing my favourite ships

#nc111 talks #mind you my thesis was quite literally the most fun thing ever #but nothing compares to the fun of being able to draw boys kissing. stress free. deadline free. critique free.#i dont even remember what I used to do before I got into this LMFAO watch gossip girl? idk. SIGHHH IM SO HAPPY.#I think the relief will set in when I get the print copy of my thesis and it dawns on me that I really finished it #but until then. EXCITED TO HAVE TIME FOR YAOI AGAIN #(after i catch up on all my classes ! ok . celebrations will wait just a week longer)

Ok no more mature art from me on tumblr… their email to me was LOUD and CLEAR LMAO I promise Tumblr I will behave and not post mature art again please don’t permanently suspend me 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

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trying to use my other account more for shitposting and reblogging and narugaa/naruto thoughts that i try to keep my main clean of, in case anyone was interested in beyond just art LOL: can be found Here!

#nc111 talks #i realised i have much less personality here than other platforms #which is overall Fine it just makes tumblr a place i interact with least but im trying to change that as twitter gets progressively more...#well. it's just not my favourite place to scroll through these days LOL #also i always get shy when an account has too many eyes on it so i like my other account having a smaller audience lol #curated.....

friend said i'm not "rational" and "pragmatic" for dismissing traumatic events in my life and rather i'm actually "in deep denial" i told her No babe i found out about Sanji last year and i'm Telling You i'm literally a-okay i don't even have time to process the bad shit when he has consumed my thoughts........................

#nc111 talks #sanji vinsmoke #i saw him and went #why would i have problems in a world where sanji as a character exists for me to perceive #i know im not really a foot in one piece right now #but that doesn't mean im not a foot in loving sanji #also applies to kevin day as of late #like you want me to process my own shit? its been processed. it happened. I acknowledge that. now can we talk about kevin day already

People who reblog my stuff with stuff like ‘I HATE this ship usually it SUCKS worst thing EVER I might VOMIT seeing it on my timeline in fact this is the worst ship in the world and to see it makes my eyes burn and my soul ablaze in the most painful and truculent way possible and I’ll DIE before I enjoy it without this specified caveat of telling everyone I actually HATE it. But I guess this is pretty cute’ are you ok

#nc111 talks #like. ok.#my art isn’t for you #why do you insist on specifying that you hate it #you… you know you don’t have to reblog this drawing right #you can like it and move on #like no one has to be privy to your interests #while I appreciate the sentiment it’s not the compliment you think it is #I’ve also gotten ‘I usually hate this ship but this characterisation is canon so I like it’#I’m making them kiss and hold each others waists and dry hump each other my characterisation is as delusional and fanon as any #like of course I care about accurate characterisation for my own works #but my characterisation can only ever be one interpretation of the ship. until oda writes them Fuckin and suckin we don’t know what canon #characterisation is #anyway….

To the person who said this about my Zosan comic: THANK YOUUUUOUUWUEUGUHUHHH my old comics professor would be so proud, I learned everything about making comics through Scott McCloud’s books so I’m literally doing jumping jacks and cartwheels this is painfully sweet and made me smile SOOOOO so so big.

This is to say…. I highly recommend Scott McCloud’s teachings for comic making if anyone is interested fufufu

#nc111 talks #like my entire comics class was literally just #drawing comics. obviously.#but specifically drawing them after covering Scott mcclouds work for that week #so our weekly comics were based on his lessons for that week #it was super fun and I really miss that class #I made REALLY stupid comics in that class but I posted one of them ages ago on another account #and people were really nice about it!#I would love to share my old comics one day if anyone is interested LOL they’re not great but I have to start somewhere yknow!#I digress - thanks sooooo much to the person who said this I’m so happy 😭❤️

Me, consuming any other media ever: how can I make this about zosan

#nc111 talks #zosan #this is about me playing fe3h for the eighteen billionth time and finding little delusional concepts in sylvix that makes me go #'nod nod nod that's so zosan of them so true'#like objectively it really isn't zosan of them at all but sometimes I see it between the lines and I'm like oh zosan sunglasses emoji #if you dare me i can even find the lawlu in sylvix im so talented #I'm not even kidding if someone made a game out of turning things into zosan i would never lose #i had an ant infestation in my bathroom the other day and I made it about zosan #my brother was like WE HAVE BIGGER ISSUES THAN YOUR YAOI RIGHT NOW #like........ there is no bigger issue than my yaoi at any given moment.....ever..........#whispers although I have to admit I enjoy the sylvix dynamic more than i do the zosa- *gets shot*#im so sorry there's just only so much bickering i can take before i'm like *smacks ship* I NEED YOU TO BE MORE BLATANTLY KIND TO EACH OTHER #In a way that doesn't feel so teeth-gritty or. well. OOC. LOL #Anyone who likes sylvix AND zosan will know what i mean I'm not going to explain it. iykyk #WAIT LMAO IM NOT DONE. EDIT:#when my first boyfriend broke up with me i was a melodramatic little shit about it #had a diary that i would like pour my heart into and the other day i came across it #and it's really telling that my first thought was “omg.... so zosan-” LIKE GIRL GET A GRIP YOU ARE DETACHING FROM REALITY #all for zosan CRIES ALL FOR ZOSAN...

I think I love Sanji so extra much because he’d acknowledge my ‘girl-ness’ in a way that I feel like has not ever been acknowledged in a way I wanted it to be wails

The chivalry intended not with hopeful reciprocation but with admiration. WAILS.

#nc111 talks #like growing up the whole concept of ‘being one of the boys’ was so stupid to me #mostly because I had so many guy friends and I was not appreciative of their treatment of me at all #there were definitely times where I wanted to tell them like. hm. I wish you would respect my girlhood a bit more #I love being a woman. I really do #my girlhood is something I keep very close to me. I was very jealous of other girls in my school who exuded that type of femininity #speaking purely from personal experience - just to make that clear #but I like being and being associated with traits that are quite literally stereotypically aligned with Girl-ness #so hard to explain!! but at its core I just love chivalry though lol #one of my friends was like ugh no I’d never want a guy to hold a door open for me just because I’m a girl #‘I’d want them to hold it open because it’s just a kind thing to do’#and like. yes. core sentiment I totally agree with #but also I Do want to be acknowledged as a girl I spent all of my childhood and teen years having my Girl-ness barely recognised and #it sucked seing the disparity in the treatment #but it also sucked seeing the intent with which these guys treated women chivalrously #which is why Sanji appeals to me. his chivalry is not ill intended or manipulative. ever. and it acknowledges womanhood all the same #OK RAMBLINGGGG #lost the plot. point is I love Sanji because I see him do his little dance while giving Robin a dessert she never had to ask for and I sigh #WISH THAT WERE ME.#edit: none of this matters mostly because I don’t care to date men #but I suppose it’s like. even in my friendships with other girls I feel like there was an inherent establishment that ok so I act as the Guy #And She acts as the girl #when we go out their arms would wrap around mine #and mine never wrapped around theirs. does that make sense #hold their hand as they walked down the stairs in heels. helped them out of cars. you get the image #SANJI WOULD HOLD MY HAND OUT OF A CAR EVERY TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love him #I’d never have to ask! ah. love chivalry.

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